I walked around the earth
Just to find my time

I traveled to the dark side of the moon
Just to find my way home

I stumbled and bumped my head
Trying to find solid ground

Looking for all the answers
I know there somewhere out there

If I go crazy that was my master plan

For you, are our silent leader
For you, who makes me a believer
For you, are the men of men

For you, lead me
For you, guide me
For you, teach me
For you, love me

For I, have learned your silent ways
For you, are the one and only for me

For you, taught me my ways
For which, are mysterious ways to me
For what, I do not understand

For I, am just for your cause
For that, I will protect them
For that, I will keep them close to my heart

For you, have never failed me
For I, have failed you

For you, are my Daddy
For you, are the being,  beyond life

For I, will always follow you
For you, have always lead me

For I ,will follow you to the heavens
For where, I will live with you my Daddy

from the endless skies

to the depths of the oceans

when does **** stop!!!!!!!

Bury me softly
In this womb

As I give
This part of me to you

Holding dead flowers
Within this tomb

Down in a hole
I don't know if I can be saved

Was I born to die
Could I have been ******

Out of control
I just want to fly

But my feelings are free
So let me be

Just let me die
So I can sleep

So I can be free

OVERCOME

Life or Death

Shedding my skin,
I've been picking my skabs again.

I'm digging down through,
my old muscles looking for a clue.

I've been crawling on my belly,
clearing out what could of been.

I've been wallowing in my own,
confused and insecure delusions.

For a peace to cross over me,
or a word to guide me.

I want to feel the changes come down,
an know what I've been hiding in.

My shadow change is coming through my shadow.
Clearing out what could of been.

I want to feel the change consume me,
from my shadow within.

Have you ever met a person
And didn't have a clew.

But for some unknown reason
They grew on you

Is it what they say
Or
What they do
Or
Is it their heart you feel
That gets to you

I say all the time
That life is somewhat strange

This is to you
A beautiful person
That's is so true

LOVE
A beautiful thing

It was our spring time in life
It was our love you left behind
It was our love blown away by the wind
It was our house that was full of sin

It is now the summer of my smiles
It is now that the new flowers that will rise
It is now my new love that will arouse
It is now my new house of emotions

It is now fall were things always change
It is now my dying thoughts of you
It is now my wonders of devotion
It is now my new house of love

It is now the winter were things grow old
It is now only my chilling past with you
It is now my confusing thoughts of you
It is now my house of pain that misses you

I'm not lost in my own mystery
I'm not lost in my own hurt
I'm not lost in my own pain
I'm not lost in heart ache or love
I'm not lost in sorrow or grief
I'm not lost in location

I'm just ******* lost from myself

There a mirror world inside of me
That no one can ever see
A person that I never wanted to be

There secrets in my life that I try to hide
Is it my following wit or am I just blind

somewhere in this darkness
is there a light that I can find

If I only had someone to
Hold me when I'm scared
Push me when I'm wrong
Love me when I'm gone

Everything I was
Everything I am
Everything that is wrong

Can I ever find myself

How the mind plays tricks
How the body aches

How your moods always flips
How the ****** expressions change

How the pain comes and goes
How you lie to yourself

How do you do the things you do
How do you live with yourself

Can this life change or ever will
What does one do

i was watching my girl and loving it
then she put the window shade down

As I walk in darkness
Into the depths of black

I feel with my hands
For something to remind me

Remind of a place
To know where I am

For I am blind
And I know who I am

As I find my way
To and from

My time in darkness
Has just not begun

My senses come alive
I can hear the air

I can smell the smell
Of anything in the air

I need no help
Because who I am

I'm one of God's creatures
That's who I am

all i can breathe is this moment
all i can touch is this air

where everthing feels like the movies
the stars and the sky and this world

the tears keep on flowing
i just want feel your life

yours eyes of beauty are still staring
the feelings you brring at night

your the closest thing to heaven
and i want to be with you right now

i want the world to know you
but i don't think that they'd understand

the love the we had for each other
was one of a kind in this world

You can only know
The things that drive you

You can only know
The things that hurt you

You can only know
The things that hold you

You can only know
The things that make you

You can only know
If heavens beside you

It starts at the end
Which is the beginning

Begins with the start
Which is the end

I take example from what you write.
I'm sure your writing about one's life.

It could be about you or about another.
It could be about love from one another.

These poems I read are somewhat deceitful, yet somewhat despitefull.

I always have them in my mind. I written these things hundreds of times.

It was a cold dark morning
Sitting in a heavy light

We live the dreams we always have
Sifting through the distant years

Trusting the eye's behind every dream
Yet shackled by the myths and spells
Within my dreams of hell

Sitting with my pointless hands
Looking for all the answers

Tears will come and tears will go
Like a summer flow in the distance

Sleeping now to rise again
Only to know

Wondering and wondering
The heavens from the earth

But the earth will one day go
I know the way to get to you

Dear my God, I can swim
From the times I have sinned

Do you really know yourself.
Know who you are and your every move.

How many times have you said thats not me.

Be real, I'm sure you did many thing's you never expected, good or bad.

Like you know everything ahead of you.
You can predict the future.

What I'm trying to say is, expect change.
It could be to the good or bad. But you will learn from it.

Yes it may bring stress or sorrow, don't let it beat you.

Use it to your favor, always look at the flip side.

Don't cry or complain about it.
Yet tackle it head on.

It builds character and helps you learn who you are.

I fall out of hope
When I'm far from home

Don't tell me on the phone
That your all alone

It's easy to decieve
It's easy to believe

I spend my time alone
Believing all those lies

Now it makt me sad that loving won't be true
You make me cry tears of blue

I now no longer frown
I now look for passion

My mind is now complete
I no longer live in misery

I will always stay true
To the one that holds true

You always make me feel so weak
When you say my name

When I close my eyes
It sounds so sweet
To hear your voice

The way you talk to me
Make me feel like I'm in heaven

When I see your face
I see lips of an a angel

I feel like I'm under
The distant clouds of gray

Look for a dream
Just to make you stay

My head is spinning around
Just to see your face

Help me
I'm falling from her grace

Looking for the answers
Looking for the mistakes

A life without you
Is like a temple without stone

What do I have to do
To let you know that I need you

I tremble inside
Thinking of a life without you

I'm turned under
Falling from your grace

I wonder what
Life would without you

You never told me a lie before
I not sorry I met you know or never will

The memories we have were once so full.
You keep me turning around

Someone help me
I'm falling from her grace

The three most
       Important things in life

                       Love

                        God
  
                    Children

And I said god

You've touched my spirit inside
You hide the hurt that makes me cry

And I said god

Keep my life aside I don't want die
**** these feelings I feel inside

And I said god

You bring me the life I never had
You teach me how to love and care

And I said god

Can you take my life somewhere
Where happiness is always there
Where they show me peace, love and care

And I said god

Your the only one that's there
I'll take your hand and I'll swear
Bring me life and take me there

And I said god

Your the only one that cares
You show me love and your always there

And I said god

Your my god and the one who's there
You share your life to make me aware
Of where I need to be in this life of means

understanding the meaning of a word,
is different on paper then it is in person.

i'm sure this is understandable to most
or is it. Think for a minute.

put yourself in the other persons shoes
who may not know

what you say to one may hurt another
body language, expreesions, movement of hands

easily understood by you
but may be taken a different way

small example;
do you hate to love or love to hate
do you love to live or live to love
do you not want or want not

think before you speak, a simple word can hurt
like yes or no

What happen to the past
Which was once a dream

What happen to the people
That were once my friends

What's wrong with life
Is it something I can fix

What are my thoughts
Of life with this pain

I try to hold it in
Yet explode inside

I sometimes wonder
I sometimes cry

These feelings in life
We will always face

Keep up the pace
We have no choice

Keep in touch
With your loved ones

There your real life
Of love and joy

I was my own
Worst enemy

From my drug addiction
Always trapped inside

I never knew
Love and affection
Only knew hurt inside

A prisoner in life
In my state of mind

I really got busted  
It was a ****** up time

To a real prison I went
For a short time

I finally lost
That state of mine

I learned to live
From that time

I wrote a lot
To pass time

Sharing my thoughts
All the time