i want you to remember
this time and place

where people are killing
this human race

chemicals between us

there's love and hate
with no grace

street killings
bomb explosions
where no one feels

these things they do
for love and hate

to people we love
god forsake

i wish no harm to no one
now make a turn

find yourself
in a forgien land, like a refuge
how does it feel, to take their place

chemicals between us
about love and hate

we'll never get to know them
this human race

why does everyone do this
to our human race
to people who love

we expect it know
from this human race

I am the deceiving
I am the hurting one
I am the monster of pain

I will lick you softly
With my acid laced tounge

I will eat you from head to toe
You won't feel the same
When I'm done with you

Vicarious in ways
Pealing your skin back
Only to pour salt in your wounds

As I gently scrape the retinas of your eyes with my jagged razor blade

I see your passionate blood
Run down my fingers

You'll feel my hand inside your chest
Pumping your heart

Holding you up with a noose to keep you alive.

As your face goes pale and your lips turn blue.

I've only kept you alive to say
I once loved you

If I use you, will I love you

If I love you, will you let me leave you

When your gone, why will i find you

When I'm sick, why aren't you there

I will follow you, even though I'm sick

When I cry, It's because I miss you

Why don't I hate you, but I should know why

The ones that care, are no longer there

Why don't I care, why isn't life fair

Please let me go, but I don't even try

Why do I follow you, for no reason why

Now that I hate you, why do I keep you around

I struggle with life, now that I'm on my own

Do you sometimes feel the harder you try
The less you get accomplished on task at hand

Yes it sounds like a cliche that's because it is
It something that holds very true in life

Please realize you may not get what your working for right away
But yet you are doing something very important for yourself

Educating your self on something you want and
laying the ground work for what the future holds for you

Let me tell you, things don't really come fast in this world
It takes work, discipline, drive, and a little bit of attitude

You will soon see your goal in reach in due time
as long as you try and never give up, time consuming yes

I will tell you a little secret you may already know
You have built character in yourself and now you are ready

To follow up on your goal if you have not accomplished it already
Stay true to your goals and you will stay true to your self

he was born in the city
he had no home
he no place to turn to
he was on his own
he had no mamma
he had no father
he had no friends
nobody to call on

what was I to do

Can you picture this sad true story
a young child of 13
one without hope
no home sweet home
no happy memories
with only God to wish to
living on the streets

struggling to eat
struggling to sleep
trying to be a man
but still a trembling child inside

and all alone

The tears that fall beneath my eyes,
are droplets of pain as I cry....

As the tears run down my face,
all my fears now scare this place....

As I try not to tremble within,
my mind is racing about life's end...

As I try to control my emotions,
I can not find a reason or notion....

I once found love and life was great,
now it's gone and my heart still aches...

The feelings of love must be a myth,
The one's I meet can't come to grips..

Is it better to ****,
and never to love....

And lose those feelings,
of wanting love....

It starts with one

One thing I don't know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time

All I know

Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away

It’s so unreal

Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn’t even know
I wasted it all just to watch you go

I kept everything inside
and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to be
will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing, I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard

In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me

I’m surprised it got so far
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end

Twas the night before something,
and without a shadow of doubt......

I shall fear no evil,
while I live my life....

From my mornings now,
to my after life.....

I hold a candle to love,
with a God from above....

From temptation to hell,
it's one of life's conclusions,
this heaven and hell....

From the father, the son and the holy ghost....
The love from above who gives us the most....

Matter and time is why were alive....
From dust and water to the atomic bomb.....

To wars and death, for color, land and religion....
Life's ****** up reasons for you and me....

A sound mind with a big heart,
is what drives one to find that life.....

So now I go, yet not the end of the storey....
Life's grand illusions for love of life....

Tell us what you're going do tonight, mama.
There must be someplace you can go
In the middle of the tall drinks and the drama,
there must be someone you know.

God knows, you're looking good enough,
but you're so smooth and the world's so rough.
You might have something to loose.
Oh, no, pretty mama, what you going
do in those shoes?

Got those pretty little straps around your ankles
Got those shiny little chains around your heart.
You go to have your independence
but you don't know just where to start.

Desperation in the singles bars
all those **** offs in their fancy cars.
you can't believe your reviews.

Oh, no, you can't do that,
once you started wearing those shoes

They're looking at you, leaning on you
Tell you anything you want to hear
They give you tablets of love
They're waiting for you
They got to score you
Your handy with a shovel and so sincere
Ooh, they got the kids gloves on

You just want someone to talk to
They just want to get their hands on you
You get whatever you choose
Oh, no, you can't do that,
Once you started wearing those shoes.

I have a dod named slim
A friendly frog in my yard
A bird that sings
And a yellow swing

My bushes are shrubs
All my trees are dead
I have a rickedy house
With a flower bed

My clothes are rags
My shoes there's none
But I do own a gun
Under a moon lit sun

I don't own a car
I walk to nowhere
All I do is make whiskey
And frolic for fun

My money comes from corn
I make things from copper
I hide in the woods
From those ***** old copers

My heart is broke
And I think I have some glue

If you can help me figure it out
And glue all the pieces together

We can hang out today
And play on the clouds

We can play scrabble
Yet, I think I lost my mind

I have a crystal ball to see the future
Yet, I think it's clear and empty

We can picnic by the riverside
Yet, the river is dry

We can toast to a great life
Yet, I have no glasses

We can ride of together into the sunset
Yet, my horses legs are broke

Because of my past
Is why I am this way

Because of my past
I expect these things

Because of my past
These are the things i know

Because of my past
This is who i am

Really

Why does one only dwell on the hard times and forget the good
Why does one not focus on being proactive instead of reactive

The past is the past
If you dwell on the past
You will never change

Change your sights and
Come to Terms

Yes, Poetry is about Heart Ache and our life experiences
Yes, Poetry is about our love for life.

About our passions
About our dreams

But as Poets, we are forgetting the most important things in life.

OUR YOUTH

Our up and coming POETS
They need to know LIFE

Life that is GREAT
And has many ADVENTURES

That will make them FLOW with POETRY

Like no OTHER

INSPIRE

Write about good times in life

The fun you had
The love you have
Yes, were depressed, but ALIVE

Inspire our youth in any way

TELL THEM TO DREAM

did you ever wished to be somewhere
and then you get there and wonder why

did you ever want to see somebody
and then they turn out to be let down

did you ever want to see something special
and then you see it and say, you've got to be kidding

did you ever pay big money for something
and say what the hell is this

did you ever wanted to be with a certain girl
and finally hookup and she turns you off

did you ever think of eating at a new place
and the food and service was ****

things we sometimes expect are usually let downs
yet things we don't look for are the most fulfilling

i
am
filled
with to
much, to
late, to keep
from hurting
as you toss me
pain day by day
i still throw it away
i care less about you
so tell me must you try
to always get in my way
day after day week by week
are you so weak must you stay
i'll tell you  your pitaful and weak
that you are a freak and cry and weep
go find a new life get the **** away go play
but yet you still follow are you a stalker a freak
what can i say what can i do all i know is i hate you
i can no longer deal with this **** your driving me crazy
and you think you can win. what it is i don't know nor i care
but i'll tell you what, that life is not fair. keep messing with me
and you better beware because i'll ****  more with your heart then
you can bare. now this is your last warning so don't stop and stare !!

At Club Studio 1016,
with a setting so clean....

Monica is her name,
and this club is her game....

Barmaids so smooth....
With a DJ with grove....

This club definitely hops,
in this new cool hot spot....

Upper 3rd is the place,
that takes the cake.....

Studio 1016,
this new place of dreams....

I once had a job,
only to assure myself, that i cannot work...

I once saw a motivational speaker,
only to assure myself, a have no motivation...
  
I once saw a inspirational speaker,
only to assure myself, a have no inspiration...

I once went to confession,
only to assure myself, that I do not know God...

I once dated a girl,
only to assure myself, that love is confusing...

I once had a dog,
only to assure myself, that I cannot take care of anyone...

I once hung out in a crowd,
only to assure myself, that I do not like people

I once had a friend,
only to assure myself, that I need help

I once saw a psychiatrist,
who assured me, that i was crazy....

What does it take to open someones eye's
What actually makes someone change

Does it have to be from seeing hurt in another
Does it come from health issues in yourself
Does it come from a lack of money
Does it come from a death

Do you eye's not need opening
Is there no reason for change

Is your life a routine
Comfortable in life
Have everything you want

Why can't it can't change from the heart
Just look around, see what's going on in this world

You say you will not make a difference
Same old cliche, heard it a thousand times

Make a difference

When you scream
I love you
Do you mean
Take out the trash
From the past

When you softly say
I love you
Do you mean
To come hug you
And kiss you

When you say
I love you
with tears in your eyes
Am I suppose to hurt and cry

When you say
I love you
Jumping in the air
Am I to run to you

When you say
I love you
With anger in your eyes
I run away!!!!!!!

the things we do to people that we love
i pray to god to stop the hurt from above
why do we play the games that we do
we tell these lies to the people that we love

memerious.........................
of the times that we once had
turn away those feelings that were bad

think of simple times about the love we had
holding hands in pouring rain
having lunch laughing from your smile
running in the sand of the sane

memerious............of love

why do we hurt the ones we love

Has one traded heart ache for dreams....
Has one traded love for tears.....

Does one give up, because they fail?
Does one push harder, because they fail?

Does one give up on their dreams,
if they are satisfied with their means.....

The sayings....

Life's not fair!
Life *****!
It's not my fault!
I can't do it!
I was dealt this hand!
I have no money!

The best of them all.

I did nothing....
Why me, boohoo!

It's God's fault,
and I am mad at him.....

Believe me, it is not God's fault....
God always loves and forgives....

I cannot see myself
Yet I can see others
I know who I am
By thought of mind

So who am I?

I look in the mirror
I see a repeated vision
That always changes
So how can I believe that is me

So who am I?

When I speak
I hear my sound
Do I mimic words
Or are they my own

So who am I?

I have a birth certificate, social security card
drivers license, that's only picture and paper
It holds no value, only the purchase price

So who am I?

I have a mother and a father, who I cannot relate to
I have aunts and uncles and cousins, family that I do not know
So do they define me

So who am I?

I walk and talk and eat
use the restroom like everyone else
I buy stuff, pay my taxes

So who am I?

They say I am created in Gods image
So I am a God

The say that Satin is one of God children
So am I a Devil

So who am I?

They say that I have evolved from apes
They say that I was a single cell *****
They say Moses set our people free

So who am I?

I know that I am only one

I was blinded by your beauty

I was blinded by body

I was blinded with your ***

I was blinded from my life

A life that I never knew

DO YOU EVER FIND YOURSELF IN A LONELY PLACE
DO EVER FEEL THAT THINGS ARE OUT OF YOUR REACH

THERE WILL COME A TIME AND PLACE
AND I WISH YOU SAFE FROM HARM

IT WILL HAPPEN TO YOU
THE THINGS YOU DO TO THE PEOPLE THAT YOU LOVE

THE GUN IS LOADED AND I ASK THE QUESTION
CAN YOU ALWAYS STAY TRUE

THE LITTLE THINGS THAT ****
YOU NEVER THINK WHEN YOU DO THEM

COMING UP AND GOING DOWN
TEARING AT YOU BRAIN

A LITTLE WHITE LIE
YOU TELL THEM ALL THE TIME

YOU SAY YOU NEVER HAD ANYTHING TO DO WITH IT
YOUR PUTTING OUT A FIRE, WITH KEROSENE

SHUT YOUR MOUTH YOU LOSING FOOL
HERE COMES A LITTLE THING

LITTLE THINGS THAT KILLS
YOUR STONE COLD

When i look into the pouring rain,
it brings up thoughts of life with pain....

From my years of fears,
I have countless tears....

From the times I used,
is my life which i abused...

To the needle and spoon....
To the pipe of delight....

To a nod during the day....
To a tweak at night.....

To break that fight,
is now in sight.....

A life without dope,
is what I hope....

I am have now been clean,
for two plus years....

Which once was a dream,
Was to live my life clean....

Dreams do come true,
it is my given fact....

A life without drugs,
is where I'm at....

Spring time flowers....
With roadside bombs...

Rays of sunshine....
As bullets fly....

Beautiful sunsets..
As bombs fill the sky....

Fighting for religion,
Is why people die....

Their promised 40 virgins,
which is their compromise....

The innocent burned in cages,
and drowned in the sea...

Some are beheaded,
some cut in half...

Children crying,
seeing death not toys...

Things inhumane,
why must this be....

With every second of the clock,
someone drops...

Wars in this world,
so crazy, so old...

It dates back in time,
from the beginning of mankind....

The inner light....
The darkened soul....

Crafty things,
peace behold....

Hard times come,
and hard times go....

Loving feelings,
we try to control....

The shifting moons,
with the UFO's....

Falling trees,
are the people that die...

Collision course,
learn to fly....

Tanks are moving,
guns in the sky...

Drones are watching,
eyes in the sky....

Wars of religion,
are why they die.....

The day will come,
from a dark red sun....

It's the end of the world,
has our time come...

The things people say and do, often leave me, laughing....

The things people say and do, often leave me, crying....

The things people say and do, often leave me, bewildered....

The things people say and do, often leave me, confused.....

The things people say and do, often make me, happy....

The things people say and do, often make me, sad....

The things people say and do, often make me, hurt....

I cannot deal with stupidity, ignorance and people with a lack of common sense.

I don't like "excuses" and the words "I can't".

I have seen so much of life, I no longer get excited or stressed. Everything to me is just a thing, yet I stay wise to everything. I don't know about you, but the 2 G's drive me. God and Green $$$

Am I better then the next person, absolutely not!
Do I care what people think of me, absolutely not!

Can I learn something from anyone, absolutely!
Will I help someone if it is in my control, absolutely!

Do I have love in my heart for everyone, all the time!
Do I care about what goes on in my community, all the time!

to remissness in self pity
leads to nothing helpful

to cry about the past
does absolutely nothing

to say how bad you have it
is somewhat selfish

to say that no one knows what you go through
only means you don't have a clue

to say that life  unfair
what is fair, you tell me

don't you know that
you control your own destiny

don't you know that
you are the only that can create your problem

a problem is on a problem if you create it
your life is your on life you create it

if you don't understand
talk to the creator

our father who walks in heaven

the father
the son
the holy ghost

their all in one

LOVE