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271 · Apr 2024
So many different hats
Keith W Fletcher Apr 2024
I like to dip deep into the emptiest of well
to find ( maybe)  some iconoclastic myth to dispel
and pull a rabbit from
an empty hat
Or the possibility of a Tyrannosaurus Rex...
... if the game has gone flat
wrecks if the game is run-flat then I may Circle back
to pull a mr. Wizard
with a dribble this and drabble that
Or then again I may just resist
any this and that with error again I might resist
there are no real rules
to each moment in time
no submarine runways  left off
in
with overdrive so...
If we are lucky enough to end up having a comfortable room be it a hole in the ground or a big old oak tree
  if we're lucky with
the Comforts of home
thats what it is what it may be
  a hole in the ground or up some tall oak tree
we are only as good as
we let ourselves be
so do not think I won't notice if you would seek to
look down on me
because I will smile back
as I  look up at you ..
and say oh no mr. Wizard whatever have we done
to come
to such a position as this position? Just lucky I guess!!
271 · Apr 2019
RISE
Keith W Fletcher Apr 2019
I passed the overrated cause
In search of humanities
more basic laws
That opens doors
to all of those
be ...leaving souls
that want to pray
and to do that... with out controls
Long before all time
Eventually
Falls away

As  it is then
we will find
That we all....
...have feet of clay!

No judgments rent  
Not up or down
No false reflections ...of
..what IS   to   be considered
As sacred  hallowed ground

Someday we may...be able
    To ...find a way
and  leave!
all destruction behind

But for the present time-
KING OR PEASANT
all WE HAVE
is
the ground ...we stand upon
As WE ALL a-wait
What is to become OUR fate

in the darkened halls
We  stand  
Where judge meant
will emerge
To demand
an answer WE cannot give
As to how...IT WAS...
... WE chose to live!

Will it be THE RISING SUN
or the flash that marks the end
by the sight of the brightest light
as a signal that WE need ...
...no longer fight?

It will not stop at the doors
Of those who stand on high
Or at the walls
Of seclusion

IT will not pause
Or obey OUR laws
with all their flaws..
...for .as with all things
THIS too will reach... its
final conclusion!

Not will it wait
Allowing US
to   change    our   fate
IT will only BE
What it was  that   we   chose
AS Our Destiny...

..Without
A SINGLE THOUGHT
AS TO HOW IT WAS
that we   FAILED US...
that  WE.... failed....Uusssss!!!!
270 · Aug 2016
Look upon me
Keith W Fletcher Aug 2016
If you look upon me
As if... I am your rock
I believe that - someday
I may be ... Good enough
To hold you
To support you
In all your shaky times
Shielding you...
Building you...up
If you're ever in Decline

Everybody needs something
To get them through the day
A prayer?
A bottle
Or someone to call
Just to say   "hey...
How are you?...
... I know it's been a while
... Remember? ... When we...?
... It always makes me smile
... I miss you or I love you
... I'm sorry we lost touch
... So much... Has happened
I don't know where to start !"

If you look upon me...
As if I am your friend
Then I believe - someday
I may be just the thing you need

To shelter you from the storm
To welcome you with wide open arms
Into where it's... Always nice and warm
So if you look upon me
As if I am
Just who and what I am

Then I will always be
Everything ...
That you will ... Ever
Need me to be
If you look upon me...
As if... I truly am your rock.
269 · Nov 2016
Those lean years ahead
Keith W Fletcher Nov 2016
Hey you
Who raised sanctimonious
Erroneous
Viper blood spitting
Reactive element
Awaiting contributions
Vitriol
That you all
Provided even though
It must have collided
With those Christian values
You once made me
Believe
That you truly possessed
Never could I have guessed
How far
Values have digressed
I see no compatibility
Humility or the ability
To cultivate compassion
So in my heart of hearts
It will be just another ...
of  those things...
We're so short of that we will have to ration
269 · Dec 2020
Windows of the Soul
Keith W Fletcher Dec 2020
pay no heed to the frustrated
invalidated
potentially addlepated
irritating convoluted
not even amplituded
but hell bent on clogging up
Your emotions, your reactions
your common sense
and your precious time
It's just that
they are a little bit
easier to see
by over looking the mask
Behold we have reached the dawn
Of the... Subliminal mime!
268 · Jan 2016
For all to see
Keith W Fletcher Jan 2016
Don't know why I never noticed
Must have been trying hard not to see
What was right there all along
It wasn't until I started to tumble
Head over heals all the way down...down
To the bottom of the sea of love..I flounder
Where I lost my breath and began to drown

Like a flash of angry blinding light
I saw the damage done by every single fight
Then I didn't want to see..what it was that I saw
What I suddenly saw was,the writing .....
                 ......the writing on the wall
It was written there plain and simple
It was right there for all to see
I must of been blind to the truth
I must of not wanted to ever face it
Not willing to ever see eye to eye
All those demonic little letters
That made up just one message
And all it said was ...........good-bye
GOOD-BYE !
267 · Dec 2015
Shifting Sands
Keith W Fletcher Dec 2015
As they move
Like the shifting sands
They cast their shadows
Across new lands
Creating fear ,mistrust and hate
Warring against our ways
To which they just can't relate
But they're here ....
               ......Here to stay
The best we can hope to do
Is to try and keep them at bay
And they're wise ....wise to our ways
Our very technologies
That they use as a maze
Isn't that ....whet they've said
That they hate
Our long standing freedoms
That allows us to create

And they will win
If the shadow they cast
Puts the light out
On that flame made to last

That flame that was made to last
Till the very end of time
That name ..stands for freedom itself
So if we just give it away
Its a shame..its a shame

As they hide --dug down deep inside
As they await the call
The call to end it all

As they eat our foods
And they watch our t.v.
What do you think they think
About what it is that they see

Do they try ....try
To even suppress
A smile , a laugh or a tear
Do they think..as they reach
For a cold drink
How nice it is to have it so near
Or do they ever--really think at all
Spending their lives.....waiting
Waiting .. On that call
To end it all
That call ...call ...call
They want us to make
Where they want us to break
Those promises ...promises ..promises
That we've made,  made,  made
MADE TO OURSELVES

Back ......back before ..
The shadows fall
Back ....when we thought we had it all
Way back .. Before that shadows fall

Thats when.... We thought
We had it made..made ..
Made made made made MADE!!!
Made in the shade.
267 · Aug 2017
Webonized
Keith W Fletcher Aug 2017
A figure draped in solitude
Sits alone
Atop the aura filled vacuum
Swollen by all it can consume

Those days
Long gone beyond
When mystic wizards
Could wave a wand
Creating spatial
Revelations
Amid the complex
Incantations

Now though ....

We're way too jaded
By the overinflated
ability
To disavow miracles
As we wait...in
..... impatient frustration
Not for the latest phone
But the file to open
for anything past 3 seconds ...

.....**** it !
266 · Sep 2016
Losing sight of your vision
Keith W Fletcher Sep 2016
Whatever you do
Do not listen to what I say
Sometimes my thoughts are like seeds
Will plant themselves take root and grow
And it may grow unnoticed until
Somewhere in the future
You'll find shade and  comfort
Under that growth on a hot day

With roots just as awesome and Majestic
As is the crown of many colors
Ever-changing...
... As it puts on its display
Though you may find comfort
In the that shade it may  provide
There may be times you wonder about
The view beyond that.... may be denied

It's only human to want that view never seen
Given  the person in pursuit of perfection
Unfettered and pristine
Ironic and tragically funny...
How there's always something in between

The very introduction becomes an obstruction
And will be
Until convinced of the offense
Then removed
sheared off at the ground
Only to then find... nothing new
In  this new view ...
... worthy of being seen

So it was not that astute
To be in such dogged Pursuit
Of perfection
That you would forget about the root that had originally anchored
those thoughts in your head
From whence you strayed
And in so doing...
You lost your comfort in the coolness of the shade
265 · Jul 2022
strange is the range
Keith W Fletcher Jul 2022
strange is the range
of the moral high ground
when taken then forsaken
without a momentary pause
Often explained as simply
because
as if treason needs no reason
to be anything beyond embraced
while evoking
stoking
THE fires
of history
erased  
as if...
unseen  would mean never existed
When truth of facts
are subjected to constant attacks
they may appear ...
to disappear
like the boundaries
of a moral high ground
So... to wipe clean
leaving around you
all that is seen
whitewashed
and pristine
as a snow-covered valley
surrounding a
large and beautiful lake
where you are
walking along
on this fantasy ...this table flat plane
no footprints
seem to be
left in your wake
if this becomes the moral highground
you choose to take
I wonder what  will be the cost
when you realize that you're lost
or when
in that emersed silence
will you wish you could reverse time
take it all back
once you hear  the sound....of the ice ......go CRAAAAK!?
265 · Jan 2016
Edge of tomorrow
Keith W Fletcher Jan 2016
When you're standing on the edge
Of tomorrow
And there's nothing as far
As your eye can see
So you ask yourself a question
Like so many times before
Where do I go from here
Is there an answer to how do you
Get back home when you've
Burned all the bridges
And you're walking all alone
Is there an answer to ....
               ...where do I go from here
When you've used up all the time...
           ......you can borrow
You seem to be caught up in life's
Forever revolving door
No one else seems to know the answer
To the question you've asked before
How long can this go on.....?

So you find yourself
On life's lonely highway
Miles and miles
Of endless eternity ahead
You see it all
In an awesome silence
The words rebounding
Throughout your head

Where - - where - where
Will the road lead me
Why have I been led to here
When will we know the answers
To the questions we hold so dear
265 · Oct 2016
Hoping I never find me
Keith W Fletcher Oct 2016
It is my hope
That I spend my life
Looking for who I am
And never ever find me
That's right... you see
I asked myself one day
If i.... I'm looking for myself
Am I not already me ?
So it is the act of looking
It seems that if I'm looking
For anything at all
It's for that .....
.......which I don't.....
.......want to be

Causing me to alter my course
Consistently degree by degree
Changing is growing
everyday
And that's how I know it's me
265 · Aug 2017
Silent passing
Keith W Fletcher Aug 2017
Why is it ....
....you will
Talk to me with ease
When it's ...
...by the use
Of texting keys ?
But can't seem
To find the need
To say more ...
Than " s'cuse me ...thanks"
Should we meet
In a local store!
264 · May 2018
Leave it there
Keith W Fletcher May 2018
Push it back past
the starting zone
Leave it there
where
it can be all alone
Nothing gets past
The wrecking ball
In the futurescape
where
we have it all
What time will that be....
      ....when all the second's count?

I'm trying to reason
But can't get any comment
Of return interjections
Or objective renderings
Tries too hard to open up
that second tier of dreams
Used up that first one
Trying to weave a web
That then turned out
To be
much more slippery than it seems

Lost every resource
to the whims of vanity
Blew past the nervous guards
At the border of sanity
And that's where I pushed it back
Past the starting zone
And left it there
where it can be all alone.
263 · Nov 2017
Cant post
Keith W Fletcher Nov 2017
So i must be gone. 2 poems in a row
Cant get on.
262 · Aug 2017
Weaving Along
Keith W Fletcher Aug 2017
I could do
As much as
The sands of time allows
And watch us
As we move
On down lifes road

It just looks
Like I'm wandering
In an aimless way
But I've got
A real plan
Just ain't quite that bold

But I'm trying baby

I'm trying
Hard as I can
To show you who I am
Yes I know
That I seem....like
I am so lost
And I want....to know
How...to ...trace ...my way back
To that place - that I
That I once went past

I can do ...more than
What it really takes
To get back to you

That ONE in
The rearview mirror
That I once knew
That scared the hell
Out of .....
.....the one in me
That I didn't !

Sometimes it really
Is so hard....
....... to believe
The Truth in ...
What we say

" what a tangled ..tangled
TANGLED web...
...we really do weave!
262 · Oct 2019
So sad .....that
Keith W Fletcher Oct 2019
In the America we are building
we fight hard for our right
To do others wrong!
261 · Jan 2016
the other side
Keith W Fletcher Jan 2016
It was over - long before - it was finished
But I held on - because I always have hope
So I held tight to the very last thread
And did my best - to ignore - what was never ever said
No words can ever silence
The screams I hear inside my head
Trying to convince me that I'd be better off dead
But I know better than to listen to that
It's just the reaction to a feeling of loss
I told myself it will always get better
Don't sweat the bridge - until its the time for you to go across

The other side is just what it is
Not much different than the place that you left
So what you need-to get some kind of new perspective
Is to keep your eyes open and your mind on your new objective
Moving on means you're leaving something behind
But you knew that long before - you - ever even thought it out
Confidence doesn't make acceptance any easier to comprehend
There  is always going to be some doubts
Associated to the beginning of anything that you end
Regrets will sooner or later fade into the scrapbooks of time
Where you keep what is now done and gone
Just like the darkness is always replaced
By the emerging light of each and every new dawn
Although sometimes the night seems like it will never end
If you just hang on - and persevere - you will find that your fear ...
....was all in your head
And it wasn't YOU that the echoes
Were saying would be better off dead
It was the darkness of regrets
The eternal nighttime of doubts
And the ability you developed to ignore
What was never ever said - all that
And the bridge that you finally crossed
That was what the echoes pounded
             into your psyche
As they bounced off the walls of your mind
             SO...
Let go of the thread - hope was always
The only thing you held onto so tight
And it was all you needed to get you
Through the long dark night
It was over-long before- it was finished
But I held on- because- I always have hope !!
Keith W Fletcher Jul 2019
I took the exit ramp
from the highway
  I was not traveling down
And then..
I was sitting there...
...beside myself
on the shoulder
all this time

Doing naught for that mission
I had been on for a long long time
somehow I had become the middleman
between me and yeah... Who else?

Who else could it be
that keeps getting in my way?
the only living soul that I
could ever truly trust
to make sure that it really was
what we both thought
we were seeing!
so if becomes necessary to verify
then we both have each other's back
then that would mean... no truth
or even lies
could ever come between
So then... any flaws for they obviously do exist
will manifest because
each is looking
In opposing directions
although I would insist that I'm looking straight ahead
you would so do as well
then would that-not mean... that everything
is being seen
for the truth that it really is? Yes?

Still there are those... I suppose
who will try to intervene
attempting to fix what isn't broke
like a hammer being beaten in by a 6 penny nail
No way!
No way!!
So shall I drop my guard
where any friend is concerned?
even though they probably said
I'm filling my head
with unnecessary dread
I may get frozen out
or I might...
.. find I'm being burned.

I know this guy and I do not know why
he sometimes thinks the way he does
becoming angry at what might yet come to be
And forgetting what was really was as you're to see
In this   I. E.
Were we each tasked to walk
from point A to point B
through the Woodlands
in a straight a line as can possibly be... he...
would spend his energy cussing out
... every single tree for being... And for being in his way.
Whereas for me
The problem does not arise..
Simply because..
I took into account the trees do exist
and that's the part he missed
he knows..... but he doesn't care
for him it's the conquest
simply a to b
whereas for me
it's to be a journey
along  life's road..that same one
that brought me to here.... so enjoy the walk!
260 · Oct 2016
Mind games
Keith W Fletcher Oct 2016
I lost you in the Darkness
The light - blinded my eyes
I find you left me stranded
I find it's no surprise
I hear you're out there teasing
Whispering out my name
But you're not going to get me started
I'm not going to play your game

I'm going to keep on searching searching
Until you follow me
I'm gonna keep on searching searching searching until I find the key

I heard you come a crawling
Slipping across the floor
Saying  sorry I'm so sorry I'm so sorry
Forgive me I'll never do it no more
But I know you heard the jingle
Of the key I finally found
So you knew that I was out of here
So now you want me to stick around

Lost me in the Darkness
But you lost yourself  along the way
When you found out there are rules
Even to the games you like to play

This game will have no winners
Only losers when it's all said and done
Next time... Maybe you should remember
When you are playing with someones feelings
Its not always so much fun.
260 · Apr 2017
Transporting
Keith W Fletcher Apr 2017
Bottled up in the brown liquid
Is the life dreamed but never led
Drenched in the sweat of fitful nightmares
Opposing forces converging to play musical chairs
Fighting over the last seat on the crowded bus
Inside a  mind where I find I ride with no idea where it's taking us
259 · Mar 2021
Born into a dying moment!
Keith W Fletcher Mar 2021
Born into
a dying moment
dry breathing
and distant sounds
the Echoplex
of stacatto reverberations
as Causeless care
is Shuffled lightly
each dealt
a sovereign play
of words - deeds
becoming seeds
planted
below
the Flatline screen
the rooted vein
of blood -fed
abberations
averted versions
by abbrogated
participation
in colluded
Instituted falsification
declarations
leaving each one
only the thinnest
of self- satisfying sanctuary
within
those deepest recesses
of absolution
that place
that never sees no sun
rooted deep
entangled
by rote remote repetition  until received - until believed there was nothing... Nothing nothing ... nothing we could have done.
259 · Mar 2017
Everyway I Can
Keith W Fletcher Mar 2017
What would I do
Why I would help you
Fold up the corners of the flat earth
If that's what it took to please you
Gather stars to light your room
Flip the moon around for you to view
A side you've never seen as yet
And hold your hand as we walk along
Into a new reality where time will let
The hands stand idle inside our dome
For a while at least I hope it can be so
As we travel the world in our little home
Wrapped in the warm embrace of a happiness I thought I'd never know.
I'd help you
In everyway I can.
258 · Jan 2017
FEAR!
Keith W Fletcher Jan 2017
Far beyond the Shadows reach
I Lay My Body Down
As Sunset Looms a ghastly pale
Upon the shuttered town

So far down the virulent scale
Of lesser evils looming
So for seemingly ages now
All walls intent to be entombing

Watchful eyes from darkened rooms
Peer surreptitiously through frayed curtains
Fear grips the solid throat
Of once hardy men - now deemed uncertain

No refuge holds least some disregard
For want of necessities embolden those
Who scurry forth with furtive eyes
In search of sustenance before the shadow grows

One touch of this spreading darkness vines
Will pull a soul from its human host
When sunsets waning light slices through deadwoods tines
Though not since death fortook the once forest green
Has even one succumb to this horrid fate
Of that they fear the most... And yet
It hovers over as a most fearsome ghost
258 · Sep 2016
That day
Keith W Fletcher Sep 2016
That day
I put the wheels in motion
Knowing full well
The courage that it takes
Starting off on a journey
When you know you got no brakes

That night
Down deep inside Im drowning
Among those shallow depths  of my emotions
I know
The problems that I'm facing
Won't have no magic potion

This time
can't wait till it's all  behind me
So I won't have to turn around
Every time
I think I hear a sound
Only to see and  be
Reminded of
Where it is. that I came from

There was
No way
To stop the dereliction
Once I realized
My Life - was barely short of fiction

Destitute
Devoid of all  compassion
Something happens to a man
When opens up his eyes
Looking
  beyond the thin disguise
He finally begin seeing
How blinded that he was being

The pain
Is nothing like the regret
He carriesLike a boulder
Upon his sagging shoulder
As its breaking down his back

To know
Just how much of his existence
Of which he has been s cheated
In finding out.the deck was stacked
The only  evidence he needed
Turning  suspicions into fact

To reach ....
. That day
When I put the wheels in motion
I  know ...... Full well
The courage that it took me
To just go- wherever the Journey takes
In the end... I set my spirit free
I set my spirit free
258 · Oct 2016
Comes complete with smile
Keith W Fletcher Oct 2016
I'm puzzled by my missing pieces
And that no one seems to notice
Could this be how they see me...
... as  completely incomplete
Accepting that I am who I am
Without reservation
Regardless of the picture on the box
Now wouldn't that be nice?
Smile... It completes us all.
256 · Jan 2017
It was made that way
Keith W Fletcher Jan 2017
There's something wrong
With the picture  
That I've come to accept
As a fixture
Is all going down
The same old road

And hanging from a nail
That too is crooked
And I know... That I
Will never be able
To straighten it out
And make it stay...
... Because it was made that way
Because it was made that way

I came to accept... That...
Imperfections
Are just part... of the bigger picture

Nothing is perfect
Until
You decide it is
What it is you find
So appealing...
As it reaches into those
Obscure recesses of your mind

That's when it tells you and tells you
If you're wrong or if you're right
About all those things you see at night
When you're trying... to find
Your  way down into that sleep

So you try...
... to keep
Everything in its place
But it's such an old old race
You try to keep to keep up the pace

That you tried to set for yourself
When you didn't know how far you had to go
How far you had to be
Before you could find the door
That could let you let you go
beyond

Beyond those places where you can see
That sometimes pictures hang crookedly
Go out there in that big old world
You'll find that is just the way
It will always be
Imperfections... shouldn't bother you a bit
Like that picture hanging on the wall... crookedly
It really comes down to how you look at it

Nothing is perfect
Until you find and decide
It is what it is that you find
So appealing as it reaches
Into the recesses of your mind
254 · Apr 2024
We are the Earth
Keith W Fletcher Apr 2024
Time may dog
The steps we take
And we often repeat
The mistakes we make
Where the light we seek
Will create the shadow.     we fear
That is constantly behind us
Unless  we  realize
That we connect at ground level
Keeping us anchored
Keeping us here
Not flung off in space
Like some errant trapeze
Just might

It should bolster our hope
Not leave us floundering lost
Like a ship at sea
With no land in sight
But we are also not a tree
Anchored by roots
We are the very beings
That create the light
Where our reality and shadows meet
We are the Earth .
Keith W Fletcher Aug 2016
I kept saying don't let go...don't let go
Don't let go and he said he wouldn't
As  he  ran along beside me
while I'm pedaling and steering
But suddenly he did let go
And I was in total control
What was the first of many a future vehicle
Just me....
.... and my brand new tricycle
252 · Aug 2017
Stardust dreams
Keith W Fletcher Aug 2017
Stardust dreams of planetary evolution
Earth dust has nightmares ....of mass pollution
While people argue of what is missing .
...without a clue
They proceed
Putting greed
ahead of need !  
So..
I must be
Earth dust ....as I too
Have nightmares ...
...As do all...those...
It seems ....
.... who
really truly cares..,,
....about Stardust dreams!
251 · Oct 2016
Nothing lasts forever
Keith W Fletcher Oct 2016
Nothing lasts forever
In this world today
So many words now lost
Between us...
... Nothing Left to Say

You keep looking for answers
Never questioning why
Seems to be a rerun
Every tear that we cry

Even tears will soon dry up
When it's been too long a time
Between the highs we fell off of
And this bitter uphill climb
But no... nothing lasts forever

Not even the strongest chain
When it breaks...
... and lets you go

You will be free again
From everything...
... But the pain

  Yeah! You'll be free again.
.. If that's ...
....what you call free!!!
251 · Mar 2024
But it never had....
Keith W Fletcher Mar 2024
I tried to be civilized until I realized ....
... That ain't never going to be me
For some it may be the door to success
To me it's always been just another lock door
And I ain't got no effing key
Won't try knocking or ringing the bell
Cuz there ain't nobody inside that I need to see

So I just kept on walking and then  I began  to notice
all the windows were full of people
nd all those people
Were staring out at me.

I tried waving as I was passing
All I got in return was blank stares at me
It was as if they had no clue
As to what it is that  they should do
I want to say I'm as sorry as I can be
If one of those people turns out to be you

Those who believe that the fancy overpriced car
Makes them who they are
or followung  what is  trending
from day to day
In order to decide what is good
Without making up their own mind
As to why it is said to be so......
So?
Soooo .....so WHAT?

If everyone in the world turned their back on you
Would you take this as a clue...
...about what it takes to be you?
Or will you turn your back the same
In order not to stand out or be noticed
By joining the clic

To become  just another unmorticed brick...
...in the wall?
Then that click click....clickity clack
sound
You hear echoing loud and clear
Will be the sound of my shoes quick steppin
Getting me the hell out of here

Are any of your opinions
From you and you alone... or you
as one of the minions
Or .. do you truly not know,...
Then I hope it's understood
that the question
Will never be answered
Nor will the non-answer ever be questioned

For no one but you has a single clue
When it comes to what you truly believe.

Following the trends in order to make friends
That's what is commonly called
a means to an end
or - too often -simply just dust in the winds

Like a young sapling in the woods
without any means to defend
Bebt to and fro
While at the mercy of the prevailing winds
That aids in its flexibility...
...ensuring it has the facility
To take on the heavy winds of lifes ever changing courses
Going stronger evermore
by using the winds own forces
while across the way
  that sheltered oak
Growing in the enormous shadow of a most magnificent oak
With its ability
to obscure even the most ardent of prevailing winds
Ensuring that it's prodigy
grows tall and straight ...
and never bends . Until the day
eventually comes
The results of nature's whims lightning.... fire or as time and age descends
Upon the spot so long occupied

Left alone and on its own
There stands the acorn born
magestic  oaks living clone.. as it were.... Although sad to say it is not.

It's a structure standing
Of rigid stance.
Sans crowning joy
Or twisted limbs
Courtesy of the over protection
That afforded it no chance .... No chance to be itself
And  live its own life.


*
*

We will be back for this one soon enough "said the arborist " who had accompanied the forestry crew as the they ascended upon the backwoods and heavy forest on a mercy mission to safely bring down and salvage the old growth wood of the  mighty oak.
" What's that you say there Bert?" said Bob Aaron the crew chief .
" I said that we ..or as you might put it Bob....Oh heck  in a hand basket listen to this" and he slapped palm to trunk and the drum beat ( as old as time itself ) announced the emptyness within .
  " Oh Good golly what do you think happened to it b/c she sure looks good from the outside.?"
   "A lot of things I suppose happened in this time here ,..but mostly what didn't happen that did most damage as it was shaded from the Sun... protected from the winds and h ail or lightning and was essentially doomed by overprotection and not being able to live the kind of life where one needs a few hard knocks and stresses put upon it..... In order to grow strong and have a solid interior or soul - you might say "
"Well I'll be darned as a fisherman's sock Bert .,. You're a poet and a philosopher."
  " Well, maybe so.. but mostly I'm an arborist and my job is to make things strong, give it the  ability to live better ...or decide when their time has come to give up the ghost and move to the next phase...and when you think about it all living things- be a tree ,plants or man- the only difference in our lives and death is that a tree orr most bushes live a life of green and when they've died and fallen to the ground they turn brown; whereashumans for the most part live one shade or another brown and when they die and fall to the ground they will turn to a green color..... if nobody comes along to pick them upm up and take them to the mortician " said the arborist Bert to the astonished crew boss Bob .
  " What the damp rag are you talking about and ...and ...?
  " You forgot to saycomedian in that list of things earlier" said Bert with a smile beeaking through his deeply tanned and wrinkled outdoors man's face ..." And did I just hear you say damp rag? he chuckled.
  " Yeah ,well you almost got me on that one Bert and I came really close to slipping up for the first time in 4 years."
" Four years.... I didn't know,or I would perhaps have thought twice had I known that "
   " No worries Bert if I had lost the record to that one it would have been f__ing well worth it.!"
It was Bert's time to be astonished as he whipped his head quickly to gaze over toward Bob, who continued- without a break in the conversation - "you didn't think you were the only comedian in these woods there did ya...besides it's only been 4 weeks 2 days and whatever... Hey guys we're going to go ahead and take that the other one right there down but be careful she's just as hollow is Berts wallet whenever  we go out to dinner together "
  "We ain't never been out to dinner together Bob"
  " Yeah" said Bob" and now you know why that's true" and with that he quickly moved on to join his crew  ahead leaving  Bert standing there as static is an old growth tree an, staring after Bob with astonishment and a bit of admiration as he said  "well I'll be a damp rag!
   "I heard that!
    ----***---

The real truth here is that we never really know people like we think we do, if we never take /took the chance... or we are never given the chance to...
249 · Apr 2016
Time out.
Keith W Fletcher Apr 2016
It never was in me
To believe
In realities
That I could not concieve
Although.I could not say
What alternatives to perceive
That would be a fair exchange
For what fate may arrange
Doubts create uncertainty
But so does faith in hope
And living in the neutral zone
May be a safer place to stand
If you can accept - you stand alone
Outside the bubble that you build
The world will still evolve
As the mysteries of life unfold
Are no longer up to me to solve
As for standing on the sidelines
It's not really ever the same
So I have walked away from the field of play
No longer in the game .
Can't say it was or wasn't fun.
All I can say is ....IM DONE!
249 · Dec 2019
, life has its protocols
Keith W Fletcher Dec 2019
I rang the bell
to no avail
I rang again to which
I was greeted with a total fail
so I knocked
lightly
so to not create a situation
and the door came right open
then started the strangest conversation

he stepped outside to whisper
  you the guy ?
I called this morning?
"I believe I am" I replied
" I ....wel..l.... I.. he whispered "cool!"

" then ...first look this over !"
and without warning
he pushed a piece of paper...
nearly up my nose

"You can deal with all that.....
( he suddenly turned it look in the doors open crack) I suppose? "
still in whispering tones

I  looked at the list- twice -as instructed
my mind did insist
no problem.... no problem... not really a problem and I don't know i found myself whispering "about that one... but it'll  be okay I promise
I know people I smiled
He didn't!

okay if you can take care of all that
without causing me grief
and her to have a fit ...then...

Then man ...
you will be the man ..the man with the plan the man who can ...too bad your name ain't Stan,!"

is this guy three days
into "a crankup in session ..or what?"

I was about to beg off
then I thought
just wait and see
hear him out then reflect
on the whole picture.

I'm here to be of service ..I thought
so why the hell is this guy
so freakin nervous ?

we both heard a squeaking sound
from Beyond the crack in the open door
and just like that
he changed
al  surreptitiousoddity vanished
like smoke up a chimney flue
"  gooddeal  "he said
she's riding her 30 minutes
stationary bike by video...!  you know ?

I smiled sweetly... still wary
"okay I'm sorry "said the guy
let me explain
what it is it's been making me so insane

I took a week off work...like a ****
so I can relax
and deal with some of those things
Ive neglected  
around the house. ..ya know
But  could I? No!
NO!  she said N...O....no!!

Then  she said "you can't.
You don't know the right protocol
and I said what protocol?
Protocol to spackle a wall?
"you know,...he sorta  grimaced...
door **** hole through  sheetrock? "

I nodded and muttered,( still whispering )

IDK Why!

"As common as sparrows" I said
okay then... I'll fix the doorbell  
she said you can't.. No!
You need to find the right protocol .


( hey YOU reader.. I already saw it on the list so ha! )

  then last night I went downstairs
after midnight ...mind you
to Google what the hell she's sayin
Or what it is that I'm missing
found some instructions ...some warnings abusive helpers  trolls full of crap
and that's it.. no protocols do exist
or are , nonexistent or
so nonspecific that...anyways...

and I hate admitting that I sat there
For more than an hour
just turning the knobs in my mind
seeking some mysterious power
To find ....
Trying like hell to ring some bell ...
...and that's when ... I accidentally
accidently ...now!
I nudged that Mouse along the pad
and up popped your ad

then I was mad... bad bad mad..then sad ..but  glad
all that in about a 3 second span
So i sent you that text
to save me
and you will be ...forever be...
...my ever-loving
Pro 2 call
Then he flung  the door wide
in a normal voice he said
come on come come on in
So I stepped past him..ito begin
What i came to do

he shouted out loud
Honey!I found the man you was looking for the man ...the man with the plan ...the man who can
and his name is Stan; he winked at me
and tossed  me a grin

To continued on with
I got me a tee time at 10
and he gave me another grin
did a 180 spin
headed out the door! wow!
Whispering once more
good luck fella  see ya stan....

She opened the door  
said hello to me then said
what was that Stan ?

***  ...what the hell!

I said hello ..uh..He left
but I'm here...to..
To ..ahhh well... to fix the doorbell 
 
She hesitated... confused to which I related then said okay!
Im still 20 miles from Marrakesh
so I'll see you when I get there...okay?

Okay?

She shut the door and the squeaking
began once more.
What a way to start the day and it ain't even 8:30 yet.
Keith W Fletcher Jan 2019
Today will be that day I decide what's important down deep inside
Nothing in life I've taught myself to do
In the creative sense has been hinged upon accolades or instant gratification nor monetary considerations
If it were to have been so
Then I have worked so hard
way too hard to be this poor
So I say this as my final thoughts
And I am torn as to speak my mind but that would run contrary
To my own expectations of myself because I constantly insist that's wrong to those who believe and say artist should be humble
For how can one be humble if
they are going to create
something out of nothing
before they even start
That's not the seeds that sprouts creative arts
those are the seeds that Sprout doubt
Or maybe it's just a forewarning in case they fail to create
And that's just a roadblock that you've already set up for yourself
So I truly know that even though creation for creation sake is truly well and good
But appreciation has its own affect
Sometimes that part of us that we tend to neglect
So now
I don't need right now
or my entire life the appreciation of others
as much as i create for the
pure joy of seeing
something appear from nothing
As that has a magic all its own

All my adult life I have said
certain things that I believe to be true
You shouldn't have to ask a friend to pay you back what they said they would
especially when they said
and a thank you or apology asked for when owed
Will no longer be of any value when given in that mode
but I'm going to speak what I have so often wondered
As I passed by my own self set roadblocks
How I can get and at a consistent basis the decent amount of reads
And what seems to be to me an almost obscene
Lack of feedback
that would make me demean myself here now now
By asking this question and knowing that once I do I won't want any answers as I feel they won't mean much were I to get a few but I could be wrong
And that's why I am going out this obscure route
Wiping away every track because I walked it knowing
That I wouldn't be coming back




I don't think it's personal I don't think it's a slight I just wanted to point it out to those who may not notice those who are coming along and aren't able to carry their own light. That is a problem I've never had.
249 · Oct 2023
All it takes
Keith W Fletcher Oct 2023
Sometimes when you feel
Like you're down in a hole
Lost in the darkness
Losing control
Don't feel like fighting
Ready to just give in
Don't know where you're going
Or care where you've been
Way past believing
That you'll ever rise up again
From feeling so hopeless
Feeling so low
Then a passing stranger
smiles at you
...and simply says "Hello"
Sometimes...
....that's all...
that's all it takes.
"🙂HELLO "
248 · Dec 2015
Pouring over me
Keith W Fletcher Dec 2015
The force of the words
Nearly knocked me down
Pouring over me
I tried to run in
Into the midnight sun
But they just wouldn't let me be
Someone said
Its all in your head
So its always up to you
I changed my mind
Now I'm running blind
I don't know what to do

I see no light in the light of day
And I see no dark at night
Nothing seems to matter now
Its as if I've lost my sight

A chill in the air
Nearly stopped me cold
Settling to my bones
Slowing me way way down
Putting me in the ground
Leaving me all alone
I felt the trace
Of an evil taste
As I tried to wriggle free
No-one heard my last muffled words
So I guess that's all  from me
248 · Feb 2022
My greatest....
Keith W Fletcher Feb 2022
For many people
the idea of changing their life
means turning the corner
to me right now
it's the idea of turning around
going back down the trail
of life created
things that are related
things not finished
clear the path
of. all half finshed
left undone.
examine any sad ones
to see
If there are any
really bad ones
I should be ashamed of
I hope not
but you never know
when you look at things from
a different perspective
if I could change anything about my life
right now
by the snap of a finger
it would be ...
...my lust for money
or love of money
for you see.....
... I've never had any
money
or Love of Money  
to some it may seem funny but all I've ever wanted
to do in life was create anyone who does relate
can understand
how something appearing from nothing
will bring your spirits higher than any drug ever could without the side effects
just good
yet there comes a time
when reality has to reach in have to sit yourself down
make yourself think
I've got to buckle down
I have no security
I had nothing to assure
that i won't become
a burden for someone else should something sad happen to me
not allow me to be
able to care for myself
that's a hard hard balancing wire
to be on with no desire
for any such thing
to ever happen ...but ..yeah

I have no answer
knowing only that
the question exists
all wrapped up now
within
this thought
with the hope that
someday
a time will come
that I can read it over
once again
to  realize
it made a difference...or ....
that it didn't.
and that my friends is.... my greatest fear and...
my greatest hope.
248 · Dec 2016
Remember that ...my dear
Keith W Fletcher Dec 2016
I know
It wasn't in all those plans
We made
And if
You could have you would  
Have stayed
So now
I'm left here on my own
All alone
Trying to
Find some way to fill my days
Carry on

Still find
That every day is an eternity
Of misery
And I
Know you would want me
To see
All those
Places we planned some day
To share
It's just
Way too hard to find any reason
To care

Until I'm
Pulled back into that last moment
We had
And you
Eyes locked in mine  don't look
So sad
You said
In that breathy whisper voice
To me
Just smile
And  I'll wait for you so we can Share eternity

But don't
Waste a moment of the time.
You're given
Because that
Is  no longer just your life
You're livin
And then
She smiled that smile I've known
So long
And then  
Smile in place her eyes close then
She's gone

These days
I wander around like in a maze
Totally lost
Still hear
In silence her laugh which I'd pay
Any cost
If it
Would never fade away from my
Memory
Then I
Heard her laugh like she stood  
Beside me

That ended with her breathy whisper.
From this point on every laugh you hear
Is a promise to you from me
So  you will always know  
That I am somewhere  near
Remember that...
Remember that... my dear...
My dear my dear my dear
247 · Aug 2016
Tainted
Keith W Fletcher Aug 2016
The image in my tainted view
Was the clearest in ages
Just as I thought to close the book
Before inciting myself to rip out all the pages

To inspirational heights I climbed
Without a shred of doubt
Like the last 10 pieces of a jigsaw puzzle
The connections were obvious... as my
Jaded and near faded pathway
Came back to life

Into being
Suddenly a view
Appearing
That I knew right then
Just how near I had been
To suddenly veering into tangent unknown

Willing to fight the undergrowth
The tangled web of neglected
Overgrowth
Made up of what... I guess
Would be both
My spirit and my dreams

Neglected to the chaotic
Sprawl of hopelessness
This new view
Allows me to confess
It was never a trail
I allowed myself to aspire to... fully

As I'm foolishly.. I am now aware
This perfection that manifested
In my open and fully invested...
....consciousness

Let me in - to suddenly
Reach the end
Just as I feared
The clearing disappeared
So as I now hack my way
Through my tangled and mangled future
Again I am
As I've always been

Just as lost and lonely
As I ever was - and will be
For it seems
This is the image
The tainted view
The only one ... I ever knew!
247 · Apr 2017
Jonesen for my next smile
Keith W Fletcher Apr 2017
So often
Words are tossed around
Like laundry in a basket
So nonchalant
That when concise information is needed
Many find themselves inadequate
In the ability to ask it

Quit making me laugh ...
... you're killing me
I laughed so hard I almost died
I smile through the pain
Funny as a heart attack

And yet we hear it said
That laughter is the best medicine
If that is really true
And I believe it to be
Then a cure-all exists
That is virtually free
Shall it prove to be true
As the old adage has prescribed
Here you go - let's all do a smile
Overdose ourselves on laughter
And I hope we all
Everyone
Gets totally addicted
247 · Jun 2018
You know wha....,.....
Keith W Fletcher Jun 2018
I find myself
Standing
In the echo chamber
Of diminishing returns
Where faded remnants
Cease to be
With ever increasing
frequency
And all reasons
To even listen
Are getting lost in the silence
Where every word ...never heard
Becomes .........
246 · Jul 2016
Sub let me in
Keith W Fletcher Jul 2016
Caught up in her crossfire
Victim of her desire
Doesn't want to believe me
When I tell her to leave me ....
.... Alone alone alone
Trying to find a place to hide
But she just won't be denied
Keeps finding me with unerring success
Must have fed me something that contained a GPS
Hide hide hide
Wish I had a magic Genie
Or could  disappear like Houdini
I hate what she's put me through
But I don't know what else to do
Fall fall fall
Everytime I hear her knock
I start running like a broken clock
I never make a single sound
But she just keeps on hanging around
Love love love

I guess it's not for everyone
So now I'm done I'm done I'm done
So I guess I'll pack
And let her have....  
... her apartment back
****** !!!
I hate moving!
245 · Dec 2020
Never Again
Keith W Fletcher Dec 2020
It is an ineffable challenge
to render...
any "real"
all imbuing
explanation
as to why
perpetuation
seems the only Quest
for those who have regressed deigning to live with less
than the full potential
that seems so essential
to the human Condition
yet so many push on
Sans any sign of contrition
indeed
they seem impervious
to any knowledge of...
their obsequious subservience adhering to so abhorrent a view that's so often of late
It seems....
as if it deems
A need to elevate, perpetrate instalate to dictate
perpetuate the growing hate
of a monger
that should no longer be relevant were it not
for the egregious deception
by those who believe
Our new starting point
will be the Inception....
.. by their god-given right
to appoint
to anoint
a criminal, a traitor,
A would be fascist dictator
their own fearless leader
that feckless man
who could not care less
about making America great
now
or in the future
or at all
certainly not every again
never again!!
NO ! Never again!
243 · Sep 2016
Slipping away
Keith W Fletcher Sep 2016
I fell
Through the crack
That appeared

The crowd
Stopped gathering
Then suddenly disappeared

No credit given
To the marginalized
To live is to know it

Becoming the inspiration
For ridicule endured
By any way word poet

Down in the depths
Of those past reflections
Are the crumbled dust of dreams

That are immune
From any hope or faith
When not even time redeems

So ink appears
In tribute to
The transparent ones

Who go unnoticed
When their contributions
Are those society shuns

No leprosy colonies
Or isolation wards
For the ones we overlook

They are already separated
By not following the  "Norm"
And by the road...
... That they took
243 · Feb 2021
whisper of
Keith W Fletcher Feb 2021
,A whisper of rain
washed over my skin
marooning me upon
those memories again
that often plants itself
like a garden of green
with its soft pink aura
standing out and for
all beauty of nature
ive know and ive seen
and then the breeze
caresses my flesh
with the softness of a lovers kiss
or maybe even
a slight bit less
like a tenderest of touch
a tender caress
and i watch the redbird
whos song i had heard
but till now  
had  remained
unseen
rushing away
ahead of the rain
while i choose to be
taken away
as  i choose to remain
to let it wash clean
any blues
within
far  away
to know i still feel
as the warm summer
droplets arrive
to know I am blessed
and to know i am alive
Keith W Fletcher Apr 2019
they are in there now
and they are dancing
slow and sensually
just the way we used to do
and I can see them moving
but I cannot hear the music

that is their
special place now
and I wish it wasn't true
I guess my feelings are
still a little bit bitter
and so often
the pain  
I feel shoot right through me
like the current times
a million yesterday's

are all stacked up
just beyond my  periphery
where I can almost always see them
if I don't try too hard
I mean
to pay them any real attention
or dwell upon that
which time does not allow
none of that
will stave off my memories
that a smell or word or those certain sunsets
suddenly coming along  and  reminding me
of how it was once the two of us
who used to hold so tight and slowly dance
but I always know
that they are there and dancing
In that special spot
that we once had shared

I know I cannot hear... the music
all it takes  is for me
to close my eyes and I see
the movement... that
will remain..., with me forever
that special place...
....within my brain

You will ... for all time... remain within me.

So ...I...am ...dan -cing!
241 · Jun 2018
Fast....!
Keith W Fletcher Jun 2018
don't ...
Don't!!
I said DON'T...
..you..look at me...like that.
I'm tired of it.
NO!
No!
Yes.. I know
But..it takes time
And I always feel
Like...I don't have any left.

Stupid as that is...
That's the way of it
The black and white
Stark view..no grey of it

Who...
Who gives a...
...second thought
To what..
What..what..
First you were taught!

I do..
I do...it's true
Much as I like ...like..
The ability to lie...
..to myself... l'll be okay
And if I'm not....well..
Hell!
I'll just lie about that too!

It's not that I don't know I'm lying
I know....and then I think...
..that    i   know!
And then it happens ...always
A distaction
By the real world....
... around me!
Ihaveto rememberto getback...ba...
Back to work...daydreamer!!!

Come on says the fat man..wearing a necktie
Managers haphazard shirts..and
Belt soooo tight  " god that must hurt!"

"WE NEEDED ...those fries " he squawks in authoritarian strain"two minutes ago!"
I know...i know .....
241 · Dec 2015
Think
Keith W Fletcher Dec 2015
Open up the blank door
To liquid thought
Pour out ideas over the hollow earth
Watch plastic people as they get caught
For violations of their birth
Crawl into your hole of fiery dirt
Close the door upon your fears
Stay inside so you don't get hurt
And lose the delicate years
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