Katie Nicole: Favorites

May 2014 Katie Nicole

kaitlyn anderson

flower petals are falling from my eyes
they pool around my feet
and
ice cream drips from my fingertips
it pools around my feet
and
waves crash all around me
they pool around my feet
and
i think i'm drowning

#anxiety #mentalillness

May 2014 Katie Nicole

Fade

May 2014 Katie Nicole

Lane

Fade

As time goes on,
unforeseen things pop up,
and require our uttermost attention.
The little things,
they tend to fade into the background.
No wonder,
I can barely see myself now.

May 2014 Katie Nicole

madness

May 2014 Katie Nicole

Oco

madness

sometimes i wonder
if the world i live in
is one i made up in my head
that exists only for me

and if that’s true
i don’t mind
because the world i’ve created
is filled with madness
but the best madness i’ve created for myself
is you

#love #life #thought

Apr 2014 Katie Nicole

Broken.

Apr 2014 Katie Nicole

jimmer

Broken.

Heart confused,
Brain amused,
Hands trembling,
Memories crumbling
Yet my soul lays untouched.
Bones cracking,
Words attacking,
Thoughts burned
From what I learned
yet my body is still intact.

#love #heartbreak #depressing #broken #sad #depression #heart #confused #depressed #hurt #strong

Apr 2014 Katie Nicole

Losing Hope (10w)

Apr 2014 Katie Nicole

LN

Losing Hope (10w)

It's hard to water plants
you believe will die anyway.

#life #hopes #poems #10w #symbolism #plants #losinghope

Apr 2014 Katie Nicole

Untitled #01

Apr 2014 Katie Nicole

jennee

Untitled #01

My hands are cold
And lonely like my soul
My lips are untouched
Craving for a kiss, wanting more
My body itches
Waiting for you to be by my side
My life is dull without you
Because you are the center
And love of my life

n.j.

#love #heartbreak #depression #life #alone #hope #you #angst #loneliness #younglove

Apr 2014 Katie Nicole

I Always Wanted

Apr 2014 Katie Nicole

Silver Lining

I Always Wanted

I always wanted
Someone to tell
My darkest secrets to.

I always wanted
Someone that I
Could trust with my thoughts

I always wanted
Someone to love
My every fault

I always wanted
Someone to tell
Me their own story

I always wanted
Someone that I
Could love uncondionally

I always wanted
Someone to love
My need to write poems

I always wanted
Someone like you
But now I am afraid

Because how would
Someone like you
Want to love a poet

A poet who
Cannot seem to
Talk about loving you?

I love him. I know I do. But every time I try to say it- the words catch in my throat. I told him that I was in love with him- but it's not the same. I wish I could tell him- why is it so hard for me to just say "I love you"

#love #trust #poet #him #patience #you #hearts #inlove #recovery