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 Aug 2014 Katie
Bipolar Hypocrite
She is sitting next to the window,
Rain pouring. 
She was cold,
And he is the warmth.

Her eyes reflect,
The droplets, outside.
Soon become real,
Falling from the inside.

She promised she wouldn't cry.
She didn't when she found him on the ground,
She didn't at the sound of the deafening beep,
She didn't when they lowered him to his grave.

But she guessed,
She held it for too long.
Was it okay?
She can't stop.

She remembers,
When he held her hand,
Wrapped his arms around her,
Kissed Her.
Now she needs that,
To stop hurting.

When she was with him,
She felt contented,
Safe,
Warm.

Why is it,
That when she need him the most,
He disappears,
Forever?

His demise,
She's Pensive, about.
Profusion of questions,
Asking the stated obvious.

If he ever thought she hated him,
Think again.
Look who's crying now.

He is the bones in her body,
The muscle,
Her heart.
She can't live without him.

So, that means she's dead.
 
He's no longer here.
What's the point of living,
If she can't stand up?
If she can't breath?

She knows he isn't coming back,
So she thought it over.
She's got nothing here anymore,
Got nothing to live for.

So she takes the gun,
Placed it to her temple.
So she can be with him know,
They'll be together forever.

“I love you,” she whispers.



And there, stood the grave, right next to his, it was marked:

Anna Stones
1994-2014
Suicide
Depression of Love
She couldn't stop Loving Him.


So I was inspired by an amazing story on the Internet. Please check it out:
http://www.wattpad.com/49171559-you-left-me-zayn-oneshot
It's amazing, really. Its the title of my poem.
 Aug 2014 Katie
LostDreame
I got so attached to you this quick
Never did i expect you to leave
But you're just like the others
You promised you'd stay
It ended like any other
I'm all alone again

Why did I think you were different?
Those words of yours had me fooled
I try to forget the bad memories
But you're clued to my head
You're something I'll never forget

I got so attached to you this quick
I didn't want us to end like this
If only you gave me time to think
Had a bit of patience to realize
My every goodbye meant *No please don't leave
 Aug 2014 Katie
LostDreame
lost
 Aug 2014 Katie
LostDreame
too scared to lose what I've already lost
 Aug 2014 Katie
Heather Valvano
Seconds are kisses
Let's stop time
It's my enemy now
I want to live in this alternate universe
with movies, underwear and wine
Kisses are seconds
Let's dream divine
Movies are minutes
We are the actors
and our futures are boundless
Limitless our kisses will stop time
 Aug 2014 Katie
SMN
Tears
 Aug 2014 Katie
SMN
I’m fighting my tears
all day
every day
What have I done
please tell me
what have I done
to deserve all this pain
I need answers
why am I fighting
please tell me

*(s.m)
 Aug 2014 Katie
LostDreame
Why
did it have
to be this way?
I cry a tear more
than I did yesterday.
Hoping to ease the pain,
I drink my sorrows away. I
am tired of hoping. I am tired
of dying today. I pray that you
turn around and say that you'll
stay. Oh please say you'll stay.
'Cause i'm done with dying
today. I am tired of
hoping too.
 Aug 2014 Katie
Shanijua
I want to be that feeling of urgency you need to let go before you go insane. The slither of hope intensifies as a ****** is almost reached.  Blood escapes my tongue as I fight not scream, for no one knows of us. Closer, closer I need you! Can you not see the arch in my limber back? The shivers my spine send when your lips meet the skin at my thighs? Continue to climb me, further into me, I need your release inside my body making us one.
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