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  Sep 2014 Kathleen Rose
Candy Noire
I write you poems all the time
Every time you cross my mind
My mouth never utters a word of you
But my mind it never shuts up, its true.

I write you poems all the time
And tear them up and say I'm fine
That I don't need you in my life
But my mind says otherwise.

I wrote you poems when we met
They were so different back then
I spoke of love and innocence
My mind was stuck on you, my friend.

I wrote you poems in Autumn
When the leaves died I thought of them
I thought of what we were back then
But we know things have to change again.
Kathleen Rose Sep 2014
I awake in torment
Spine twisted
Teeth aching from clenching so tightly

I pass the realm of lucidity
Trying to grasp the voices I hear
From the stairway above

They still infest my deepest nightmares
**I know what they have done
Kathleen Rose Sep 2014
The brisk air of dawn carries the chill of Autumn
Burnt oranges, deep greens and earthy browns
Linger in nature's peripheries

Twilight casts away the warm remains of high noon
As downtown city streets lay dormant
The glow of incandescent light pouring from old windows

The odd dog-walker out on an evening stroll
The world abundant in olfactory pleasures
Owner clad in scarf and light jacket

That funny mid-way between hot and cold
Never knowing whether to open your window
Or savour the warmth radiating from the stove

Autumn is soon returning
Butternut squash, allspice and pumpkin
Mittens, thick socks and morning breath in the air

All those precious water-soaked leaves
Lining the streets
Calling you forward into the season of change
Kathleen Rose Jun 2014
Memories of the senses
Are unlike the memories of the mind
The recollection of touch
A surge of neurological lightening
I never knew warmth could crash like waves
That bass hit in earthquakes



Or that freckles induced time travel
Kathleen Rose May 2014
Being the other side of the breaking point made me realize that I am happier alone.
Something is very flawed when you have to damage someone for the sake of sheltering yourself.
To keep the thoughts of ugliness out.
When you're with them you are raw, exposed.
The only person who can make you feel worse than yourself is the person who loves you the most.
The irony, when you are their epitome of beauty but your mind won't surrender the idea that compared to all the other beauties in the world you are absolutely nothing.
Kathleen Rose Nov 2013
Take a plane
Wander roads
Travelled by
Heavier feet
Jump on a train
To the nearest check point
Saddle up in a car
Cozy beside
Soon-to-be distant friends

Passionless
An absent heart
Where does the benefit lie
A victor of youth
Is the road better travelled
The one mapped out for you

Like that cheap fluorescent eye shadow
The one you wear too much of
That overwhelms your face...
Doesn't suit you well

Found an end to your means
A cul-de-sac
Leading you back to you
Never found the words
To the song your heart still sings
Never knew yourself

A shadow of the pillars around you
When the earth quakes
Fragile beams fall
Blistered, shattered and spent
The remains of legend
Sand amongst columns


A grain of salt
In the scheme of certainty
Kathleen Rose Nov 2013
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Tell me,

How does one
Write something sentimental
Without sentiment?
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