Pointing at your targets like they are the ones to blame
Shooting them down in gargantuan shame
You do not like it when the finger points back to you and you are the one in a minefield of pain

Mmmm... I can taste you on my tongue
Filling up with insatiable hunger
I want you in my mouth
Licking each
excitable
drop
Don't you just
love
bagels and cream cheese
Mmmm...
Tell me when to stop ✋

The sky
showers for us tonight
Rays
            of
blue
              Light

Clouds forming images in synchronicity
Phenomenon
Far...
Beyond
me..

Look at me
with those crisp blue eyes
Kiss me
from
lip
throat
to
thighs
Work your way from bottom up
Smother me in kisses til I
Oooohhhh...
Shut
up!

Let's explore each other
from inside
out
Heart
to heart
Kiss to
mouth
Tender touch
Covering
skin
Love me as a woman
I'll treat you
as
a King

Dive
into
the ocean
Flowing with the waves
Passions on the high- rise
Love in every
way

Sun to heat the cool air
Breathing
deep
to
time
Take in sensitized feeling
Tune with cosmic rhythm and rhyme

Plummet
to
the
unearthed
Shooting over
stars
Coming home to heaven
For love is who
we
are

What do you do
Do you sleep late
Contemplate and plan the things you want to do
Do you watch movies
Play games
Be silly and act the fool
Do you get up early
Seize the day
Speak kind words even in trial tell yourself it'll be ok
Do you spend time alone
Converse with friends family a lover on the phone
Do you spend time in company you enjoy
Do you giggle like a school girl or boy
Let your hair down
Do you hold it all together when it feels it'll fall apart
Do you paint draw write create art
Do you pick your thoughts intentionally
Protect your space carefully
Do you meditate rest take time out mentally
Do you have a long hot soak
Nourish yourself physically
Do you give yourself a love note
Seek life's antidote
Do you release the emotions to lighter float
Wrap the layers of insulation coat


How do you take care of you?

Do you just read.. a book or two?

Walking by the florists
A voice called in ear
Said go in apply for job nothing left to fear
Ignored the signs the calling tune
After missed opening heart felt sad full of gloom
So days past got on with daily tasks
Wanted to get inner glowing feeling back
Following week heart echoed voice
Spirit sang and presented choice
The messages were there on route to path
So plucked up courage shadowed doubting mind of lack
Glad signs were finally followed
Now more uplifted
Universally gifted
Future is improved
Life in floral bloom

Shall I compare thee to a summers day?
Yes! I say
Then diving deeper I think away..
Hmmm.. If the sun were a little shady and the clouds took the glow and the birds chirped but pretty loudly rattling the
Windows
If the breeze too icy on the knees
Teeth chattered uncomfortably
Yes you can compare me to a summers day
In the uk anyway

Archangel protector deflector of the night
Sword splicing cutting baleful ties
Archangel wise putting out scorching fires
Release stabbing stitch to the flame
In your divine light you revive new life
from
the grave

Lush green grass with daisy chain
Open plane across the field
Hearts so sweet
Where lovers meet
To bring them home again
Happy times
Yours and mine
Tasting strawberries fed to each
Lips moist with fruity juicy treat
Cupids bow touch to both
Spring times
intoxicating
exhilarating
mouth sating
appetizer
and
aperitif

As eyes meet
Hearts race
Feelings flood
Falling deep in gaze
Touch electric
Permeates sky
Kiss me now
Ascending butterfly
'Ohhh.. all a shiver'
Shaking as you kiss
Catch me now
Could surely die
Lay down drowning in this
Quenching the thirst
Fired flames are rising higher
Passion enraged
Immersed with the fire
Intoxicated flare much more than desire
So close and deep two worlds naturally conspire
A love no bounds heartfelt and true
All aquiver with notion
of you

Take
            your            
  crumbled bits    
     and   
 build your castle

***
without
love
no longer
an
option
Without, no desire
Will
put
out
the flame

Part in sleep
Spilling out
Words of muttering something about being good enough and love
A recording to play to think of
Urge to open eyes as I vaguely recall
There in the room a red colour heart on the wall
Smiling as it fades
Was it there at all
Meditation next day gives an ******* thrall
Passion circulating within
Deeper than any touching skin
Universe what position you have me in
Felt so good
It couldn't be sin
Healing light to love
and passion
begin

Touch my face tenderly
My hands have gone numb

Every time a love is lost, does the blood spill out a little...
...drip by drop draining us til the heart beats with a lesser pound?
Is there a way to fill us up again?
Blood transfusions any prevail?
A kiss of life, restart the heart?
Resuscitation- fully restore us back to life?
Will it ever beat same strength as before?
............................ <3 .........................

I'm not necessarily here to be successful
I'm here to inspire

Waves of Bliss
You mellow me

I get homesick
Even in the many places I've lived
For a place
Not sure even exists

Think I'm scared to be strong
Somewhere in the past it's all gone wrong
Power and cruelty can sometimes blend
Turning allies into enemies
Turning away from your self
Humble is the straightest line
Though to be fear and weak does not serve
I guess some balance needs the mind
Always centre from the swerve

When I ache
Grow tired
Afraid
God
opens my heart
to
love

Beautiful people and beautiful hearts suffering with grieving
They should be bathed in beauty
Souls believing

Sensitives tend to seem like the most broken because they feel so much
They feel their own emotions
Their own thoughts
They feel the energy around them
The change in the air
They feel the energy of others
Even thoughts and words they don't share
Crowded places mixed messages rife
Sometimes solitude feels like a welcome respite
Warmth can be so overjoying
Cold a sharp frostbite
Daylight in the warm delightful
Daylight in the cold lost appetite
Night can be peaceful or full of insight
Dreams can be real escape or a harrowing fright
Friends can be real or pretend to be kind
Opinions can open mind or cut to the heart
Spirits can be a comfort or a startling dart
We can get tired all too soon
We can feel drained or fly to the moon
At times we just want to rest
Though we are creative at our very best

Every day feel your love
See your heart shaped tokens in air nature and earth
When your warmth enters body overflow with joy
Well up inside
Cascade of tears fall cheek side
Faith for love eternal
Hope grace will
flow
with
life

I'm not even sure they know the pain they caused
Resentment built up inside
Was it ego shame pity or pride
Then set up a meeting to look through their eyes
Witness to the life cycle they live and try to hide
To see from another side opened up a box of compassion to wipe up the releasing tears that cried
Clearer understanding
of the why

How I must change
They pain feels stuck again
Moving toward where hearts lifts
Too much conflict has bound the wings
Telling self don't deserve good things
Peering into shadow sides
To come through tunnel
Ride through life
Take the lows but know the highs will flow
Its time to take a warrior heart so this one needs break to conquer and restart

My mother she didn't get back to me
Not seen her for two years now an anniversary of my birthday
Each year I see the gap of when we last met.

I want to trust and feel secure safe and loved but the wounds have spread into relationships

Cut right open I sometimes want to tear at them other times stitch them up
Does the stitching close them to the air
Does the opening cause more tear
Or does the stitching protect
Or does the opening open up to the fresh

Is love really true for me
I feel it but do I really know how to receive

At times blissful ecstatic
Other times scared erratic
I don't always know when I have it
I've loved so much from afar

Kiss my thighs
Feed from
a
Queen

I'm tired of wanting
When really I want nothing
Maybe love
Although that's something already own
Just needs more time to grow

You rip me open
But all I see is dark

Always feeling never enough
And everything you do, will not be good
Its a hard battle and difficult prison to break out of

3am
Witching hour
For so many years became my alarm clock
Didn't need to see the time
Just woke

Wish there had been peace on the beach
Rather than storming them in battle under siege
Military force
Deadly hour
Costing life
****** shower
All in all for land pride and power

From the outside looking in
Observing
the parts that need healing
Insecurities blinking
An eye opening and closing
Loving myself as I am
Standing in the doorway

Panther
Sleek with black coat
You know when to stay in the shadows be one with the dark and when to be seen
Shine gleaming from your eyes
You see more than you give away
Sensual nature
Graceful
Playful
Spying your prey
Fearless
Clear sight
Moon power
Night
      Alive    
  Devour

I will let go
til
I am
no more

Love your neighbour
Love one another
But if the music's too loud
Or we are out of tune with each other
We have spite in our eyes
Would rather run for cover
It plays both ways

If the day is a waltz
The night is a tango
You have ****** me into your arms
Body spins twists and tangles
I am pushing to pull away
You grip me tighter still
I swoon for your dark mystery and power
My eyes dazzle from luminescent light show
Passion excites with moonlit crescendo
Take me now and dance some more
I feel alive at night drawn hour
Meet me again tonight
Let the sparks ignite blacked out room
Engulf thine being so no longer need to see
Just to feel and move with you
Synchronized in tune
Leading
over me
Immersed
completely

There are many unanswered questions
A lot lies in perception
We see things as we think we see
Until maybe that sight may change
As our mind sifts through the times we have been through through the moments we have bore witness to and the future for which we may grow we see the waves and patterns from feelings breathing times of high or low
There are so many mysteries of this world some still waiting to show

Trickling
droplets
fall
before
your feet
The sky clearing day of emotion
to release
Lighter now before the dawn
To start a fresh
for heavens
morn

It must be nice to reach higher levels of consciousness
That depends on what you become aware of

When I was little I used to peer out of the bedroom window at night and wonder where my special love was
the one I was ment to be with
What was he doing
Would he ever find me
My soul wanted to feel at home

On higher planes the heart can feel love unconditional
On lower the heart feels pain and it's sharp dense fangs sinking in
I hope the density can fade

Why did I disrespect my body so much
It deserves love
Not
Lust ****** and ****

My love is your love
but is it
ever enough

Imperial sea
Soft tease
Floating
Breezing
Gleaming sheen
Flowing together effortlessly
Smoothly
Closely
Gently
Delicately
Pressingly
Contently
Cosily
Purposefully
Syncing to the waves so rhythmically
Ohhh
Come away with me
Sail this silken dream