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157 · Oct 2020
Maybe, not today
On higher planes the heart can feel love unconditional
On lower the heart feels pain and it's sharp dense fangs sinking in
I hope the density can fade
157 · Aug 2018
As it was
Why did I disrespect my body so much
It deserves love
Not
Lust ****** and ****
157 · May 2018
As it happens
I know as a women want strength and equal power
I've played the dating game
Wrote poems bought flowers
Though it never really turned out well
I ended up in cold showers
So I won't chase anymore
Whats right will be there in the striking hour
157 · Sep 2017
CloserConnection
Each kiss brings us closer
Your touch leaves no skin bare
Caresses linger.......
....as time has no care
Eyes see
straight
into
the other
Every sound ecstatic pleasure
Souls sing in tune
Hands held
Passion entwined  
Bodies connect as one
I am yours
and
you are mine
157 · Oct 2017
Wonder..
When I was little I used to peer out of the bedroom window at night and wonder where my special love was
the one I was ment to be with
What was he doing
Would he ever find me
My soul wanted to feel at home
In our darkness we are met with bleak
Them shadows taunt and haunt
We fear them
Each time shrieking in the dark
Over time we see but feel more accustomed to, we stay in center line or send them shadows love
New shadows emerge we feel, fear, we accept we purge again sending love when we may
The view becomes clearer it transforms to a mirror
The image reflects our inner beliefs and grievances
Everything that annoys you can be found in me and mirror reverse too
Everything that I treasure is within my sanctum my jewels are worn too within the mirror starer
We share this same space
Though you have to look closely at times
My distaste dislike love compassion empathy apathy security insecurity gift grievances are all mine and yours on similar line
We together carry share lift unburden and shed the load each time
Then to the next reflector
To see deeper and clearer
To mirror more love
acceptance and compassion
156 · Feb 2018
Lights and sonic boom
Sonic boom low flying tune
Break the silence
Light the
room
Sitting with fear for a bit
Get to know it better
The shadows want me to face them again
Not just read from letter
"You are what you are!"
156 · Oct 2017
Concentrate on the good
Keep an eye on the good
The slices you enjoy
The chocolate pud
The Apple pie
Gotta turn a blind eye sometimes to what crushes soul inside
Part of life
To get by
156 · Oct 2020
Reset and restart
I now have a guilt I've spoilt our time
Again
I hope I can reset and restart
156 · Nov 2018
Care and Support
Pamper day
Soothing hands smoothed the way
Massaging
Stretching
Kneading
Working through the tensions
Scented fragrant melting
Therapy intention
Moments of care
To be aware
of the supporting
intervention
155 · Jun 2017
Truth/seeking
It's hard to love more when you feel less
Why do we grow when we're dying
How do we begin for soul to be blessed when all around us see such dark fear and bitterness
But we do

Maybe in death...
.....we start flying......
155 · Aug 2019
Poetry of You & Me
I think of you and I smile
My heart warms up inside
Eyes shine
You are beautiful inside and out
I hope we can laugh and love together every day
Life would then reflect such sweet symphony and the beauty would be all I see
Rivers flowing in harmony
You & Me
155 · Oct 2017
Martyr for love
Always been a martyr for love
I will share
Til moved
or
moved
on..
155 · Jul 2017
Must be the way I make it
Sweet
Deep
Rich
Juicy
Succulent
Tasty
Hot
Satisfying
Fruity
Filling
Flavoursome
Mix it up with spice
Yep! Tomatoes on toast never sounded so nice ;)
155 · Feb 2018
I never spoke of it
I didn't know how to
I still don't know what happened
Everything went dark and now I just sit here
Waiting to see
154 · Apr 2018
A part of you A part of me
Take me into your own
& I
will show you my boundless world
My home
154 · Oct 2017
Delicate fragility
A harsh word there
A look down stare
Lines of criticism from which to repair
Years built up to thoughts of no good
As strong as you try to believe
The voice of self doubt echoes deep
Keep on pushing through
Telling self think more of you
Building up too
There will always be times when others do put down
But the more we climb the farther away from hard ground
And even when words may be cruel
You see a bigger truth
The perpetrator is delicate underneath sharp snarling teeth
As fragile as you or me
It doesn't need to feel so painful when you see more clearly
We are all just swimming in delicate fragility at the bottom of our sea
So start to love you
Start to love me
154 · Sep 2018
Resistance training
He wore
the
weight
of the world
on his shoulders
And wondered why
he felt everything
At times we must be willing
to let go
154 · Oct 2020
In your arms
I love you
I miss you
I just want to cuddle and kiss you
I would love to feel your arms wrapped around me again
I would love to lay my head on your chest and feel your heart beating
Hold hands palm to palm
Let me nuzzle into your neck
Smell that adoring scent
I love you and I'm missing you dearly
I would love to be able to tell you all this
154 · Nov 2017
Moonglade
The air is full
The stars appear
The water settled with slight ripple
here
and there
The fairies play and skim upon the lake
Racing
to
the
bridges
finish line
Night comes alive with magic enchantment
Spirit realms cover the night as veil thread-like in low light
Shimmer of sparkle twinkles energy source of passed life
Tricks for morrows woken set by mischievous sprite
Quiet in late and early hours though plenty of activity
Can take a glimpse if you too believe
The moon knows all
For it looks out over water
The moon can see it's own reflection
Intuitive detection
Not to mention vast direction of being who frolic
below
Moonglade
spotlights
spellbinding show
153 · Mar 2018
Ides of March
Ides of March
Dark and Light
Where the two shall meet
As light shines bright it takes the night passes it to the sun
Warms the ground
The lost are found
Loving every
one
I want to feel the love that never dies before I do
To lie down look at the roof and only think of the stars
To talk about the wonders of the world
Ups and downs twisters and hurricane swirls
In summers heat walk on warm sand with bare feet
Hand in hand through any terrain
To feel the love
To understand the pain
You can't see the wind
but you can feel it
You can see the effects on that which it touches
153 · May 2018
Uni verse
Inside a universe a vortex spin
Covering of sky and stars for skin
Heart as moon and sun, feeling and warmth
Spine transcending all space and time
Ground to God
Connect body spirit and mind  
Align
Blood coursing
Galaxies
shine
153 · Jan 2019
Mirror Black
Can you look at the image of yourself
Dark decay that you have felt
&
see it staring back
The love that you have lacked

Our screams played to us
By every one we meet
Steps danced in rhythm
by our own worn out beat
With such words my sadness
twirls
to tears of beauty
expressed by grace
of
purest symphony
There is a note!
153 · May 2018
Digging up the dirt
Don't just bury the pain
Mask it with pills
The trauma will still be there until you face the ills
152 · Dec 2017
Spirit of the Universe
Universe
Energy
Connectivity
Love
Earth
Air
Fire
Water
Sky
Wet
Dry
Skin
Within
Outside
Planets
Stars
Right
Wrong
Good
Bad
Come back to love
Family
Friends
Animals
Nature
Life
Death
Angels
Spirits
God
Love
Galaxies
Nebulas
Black holes
Stars explode..
Supernovae
Love and energy joining all
Bringer of life and changes call
152 · Nov 2017
Hopeful heart (best intent)
I want to change my life for the better
I would like it to be fun and good
Like to share the wealth
Look after those I love
152 · Dec 2017
Where the wild roses grow
Where the wild roses grow
Sown from below
Covered in dirt and mud
Struggling to break free
Pushing through pressure beneath
Grown in darkness
to
flourish
in
the light
152 · Jul 2018
Another life
Eyes of a mother crying to her youth
Son lain on forest pile neck dressed with sharks tooth
The sea waits his lifeless body
Gone far
too soon

Woman a homemaker
Family to take her care
Dressed in seventies fashion
Long blonde wavy flowing hair
Busy in her duties
Maternal love was her worldly share

The boy the son
The woman the wife
The eyewitness the observer
The same
Just
Another life
152 · Mar 2018
Desire
Desire
from
the feet
to
the thighs
Soul from the roots
to
the
crown
152 · Mar 2019
Soul speak
Words form and the subconscious heard
Origin known
152 · Jul 2018
Endless untravelled miles
The journey begins
Does it ever end
The miles left to travel
On straight around the
                          bend
To the next pasture
Again and
again                  
Wait here
               a moment
My travelling
friend
151 · Apr 2018
Sink with me
Beg for me baby
I'll let you
plead
I'll bleed for you baby
Bite me!
**** me
clean
151 · Jul 2017
Senseless
If I could stop my mouth running away from me
And shut my ears to the negativity
Maybe I could see clear and taste the victory
Each day a battle new
Grip my wrists let the blood slip
See the world let my view rip
Why you want to see me cry
Why you want to see and feel me die
I need some distinction to get by
Love me like I'm nothing
Hold me like I'm sin
Tear me like I'm shameless
Birth me til I win
Conformity *****
151 · Jan 2018
Capricorn moon
Moons aura
channels
down
to
earth
Calling out life and rebirth
151 · Oct 2020
I'm not sure
The abandonment issues and rejection inherited and absorbed
It penetrates my core I push away
Any glimpse of the mimicking
I speak my truth
Put up barriers
I'm not sure what I'm more scared of to be left or to be loved
151 · Oct 2017
Heart opening
Entrance for love to pass
to and from heart ❤
151 · Oct 2017
We are stars
Burning and light
For heavens sky
151 · Mar 2018
Breathe through
Even if
right
now
It's
the
best
you
can
do
Out of meditation I see something, an outline, small in size or crouching down on knee
faceless dark shape peering toward me
Into dreams, brother was there
In house not my own, but had a room to go
I could feel and saw something in one place
Then another in the room I was to stay, so couldn't sleep too scared to face
Restless dream something vague about dark creature roll unravel my way
Out of slumber I feel dream still has hold, won't drift away
Pressure on top
I can't move, but can feel
Warm heavy body weighted sinking deeper wrapping  arms around constraint
I sense dark nightly presence
Heart beats hard
Can hear it so loud wants to break out!
I still can't move only feel and know heart and breath
Hear it's breath to my ear
I cry out in fear
I bumble the Lord's Prayer
I cry out!  
God! God!!! God!!!!
Only faith in the Lord to answer
I feel it's teeth bite down into neck
Feeding like a cancer
I know I can move
Afraid to at first
Open eyes slow all I see is dark side
Move arm a little
Body wiggle
More a bit more
Muster up courage to look over cover
Just a blackened room
Turn on the light
Can still feel lingering teeth bite
Is that a mark?
So Hot!
It burns!  
Best turn out the light soon...
Up in few hours
money to earn
Strong enough to deal with this
It's been awhile since sleep paralysis and the enitities of fear have returned
150 · May 2018
Lookout to sea
The voices in our heads they bury deep
They bring us to the brink
Swim or to sink
When words are harsh and talk is cheap
Can we lie upon the raft or sit down on lands creek
Watching the waves rise high or
fall
steep
Taking the moment to ride with the tide
Rest
Reset
Balance
Stand back, onto our feet
150 · Jan 2018
Mountain daisy
Mountain daisy
Standing tall
You grew aloft against harsh weather and odds
So pretty as the sky and earth your home
You can see the land below
And the view gives you a reach to know
Though you stand there
all
alone
150 · Jun 2017
Hand held comfort
I often wonder
when I'm in the black
Who holds my hand to comfort me?
I feel your presence ever near
when I find myself in grief or fear
150 · Sep 2017
Time will tell
Starting to see both sides of something
can stand you in the grey
You don't know which is black or white when you turn to face there way
You begin to hang
upside
down and see your feet on steady ground
Planted in earths soil can bring closer quarters
to hells
playground
Trying to listen to my heart, but is it in my head?
That voice mine?
Sssshhh...
I just said!
Too much thinking, I think?!
I'm going back to bed!
I guess only time will tell
Which way pendulum sways
But that too could be misled
Just off
my ED!!
This potentially could be misread :-o
150 · Mar 2018
Fed egg
Born
from
the
egg
Rebirth
with the
eye
150 · Oct 2018
Snow leopard
Call on me
When you feel your feet slipping on the rocks
Jumping with precision landing on firm socks
Markings black shadow spots seen in full
Light body brilliance counterbalance dark pall
To your self now
Voice speak deep
Senses feel the ground
Viewing from the peak
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