The collective dark night of the soul We are going through a collective dark night of the soul In order to grow Sometimes you go under below To merge through to the other side The lotus grows from the earth's thick mud It rises up to the surface through the waters subconscious to conscious layers And it births and blooms out of the waters depth It's floral scent of love and life Is admired for all to see We are all growing from the deep
Meditation A way to turn down the noise and come back to you A way to silence the thoughts when your feeling blue A place to go from within and journey throughout A time to listen to the words without judgement or any doubt A line to centre to source and connect with the whole A practise to expand what you think you know and all that you may do But let's not hold on to this Let go It's all up to you
Checklist Remember to be polite Remember to talk nice Remember to smile Remember to treat with respect Remember to accept Remember to learn Remember to reach others in defeat Remember don't cheat Keep it clean and neat But I'm not just a line you see
Exquisite in the light Bask in deep clarity Crystalline ball What do you seek Layers to explore from oceanic sedimentary floor Awash to the breeze babies breath Lions Roar Earth's silky pure shore
Is it the way I see myself Or is it the way I've felt Not good enough for anyone's heart to truly melt Feel more worth after spirits rebirth but still feel inside I have to hide from a love that's so beautifully kept and held
As the gate opens thoughts shift Moving down corridors and passageways through and into oncoming rifts Around and around we go Trying to make sense of it all To come back round again this time to make up for past amends Down the next track onwards to the end Only to met with a sharp cut off bend / Backwards we go complete with our sorrow To make a quick exit and find steps for tomorrow Rest awhile you've walked quite a few miles Have a break Then when you wake We try again Charging on to make it to... Where or When?
I'm not feeling this reality The manipulators The controllers The liars The fakes The world seems a lie I see the mass panic and it's worrying to watch I don't feel a part of this reality anymore In fact I think it's an illusion of the mind
Earths bed of petals from fiery ground Brings life to the ashes of loves lost pound Flames of vermillion burn the hurts Passion rises as hot energy bursts Form connects changing force Mind and body ******* Spirit flies high to seed life source
I hope people find a way back to their own hearts I hope they share that love with others I hope they see what is important in their lives And the illusions uncovered The harmony, love, peace and joy with their sisters, nature, and their brothers 🙏
I'm the serpent I'm the witch I'm the lover I'm the ***** I'm the Goddess I'm the Queen I'm the never has been I'm the priestess I'm the power I'm the forsaken I'm the tower I'm the innocent I'm the pure I'm the devilish I'm the demure I'm a loner I'm a chance I'm a victim Sweet romance I'm a terror I'm your fiend I'm a confidant I'm a friend Don't hate me Don't commend I will love you til The bitter end
Looking into your eyes I see a part of me Broken Shattered Tired Inspired Loved Fired up Hurt Neglected Confused Concerned Abused Scattered Unwanted Betrayed Mislaid Played Strayed Honest Silent Burnt Violent Battered Spoiled Held Compassionate Judged Could of Shouldn't of Wouldn't of Should of Why Low Hot Cold Shaking High You say hello I feel good / bye
Eyes alive Wings stretched wide Animal instinct impassioned flight Hear the calling of the kinetic night Moving through deepened sight The night owls senses astute and wise Locating energy beyond the light
The book cover it reads well at first It has an enticement and alluring verse Beneath the pleasantries a curse A sorrow that binds it's pages ******* in chapter stages A history of dark ages Fragmented at the core The story grips for more To restore it's happy end A soul survivor take hold the pen
As beauty befell incandescent eyes Bequeathed by blanket of purest skies Body of earth Waters birth Crystallize Vision forms to hypnotize Touch of spirit Materialize Like a snowflake Each unique Diamonds setting Everlasting Jewels Of heaven
Warriors of light We are strong We live We learn We love We have learnt to see our imperfections as beauty We have hang ups pains dark corners we don't always want to see Into these corners we bravely peek and find the answers we may seek to find the strength to embrace each part from inner being to feeling heart My body belongs only to me no matter what you choose to see Even if I show all I have That does not mean it belongs to you Only intimately shared to a love that's true As we learn It all starts and ends with you
Breathe in Breathe out Deep breaths Fill your lungs Settle in the stomach Lips pursed and keeping quiet Only.. For so long Now I'll Scream Life's Woeful Wrongs Heat and Fury Spilling Strong Hell of Fire Battle Song Lava Melt that which don't belong In my mournful wake
No one really knows my full story They see what they think they see They see confidence from their screen They don't see the pain The isolation They see the smile I paint on Ok some days I can feel happy But I've had the realization I'm living with PTSD It just hit me hard I feel abandoned and that I'm trying to walk on eggshells It's been challenging to be accepted as me So I keep turning inward and being with my self
I've surrendered myself to God Time and time again I've given my life to God To release me of this life if God see fit God has always let me live Bringing me back stronger each time
At a crossroads Can feel the push and shove Like when small in big school trying to make it on the bus Fear is speaking so many things Will you grow horns or divine wings Looking back to you on your own Thoughts inside you felt alone Seeing and feeling all around The want to mute to run and hide Never was a free being child Worry was my tone Never comfortable to turn the light out Even in the home It wasn't the dark that scared me It was what I may hear and sight that put me into fright Was that natural for a little mite I do recall senses of insight to do this or not do that inner calling that could save life Spirit in the past took care of that I wonder how could it all be bad Only my own thoughtless devices ever acted out When I connect in and up there is so much love The child is scared right now she needs a hug