Go within
See what's with-out

Into the dreams of the night
Syncing apparitions appetite
All the perceived projections come to light
All the masks are stained
Playing the small game
of little gain
Even the hiding is seen
Smokescreen fiend
Cleaned
in
dreams

I close my eyes at night and open them to spirits flight
Even behind closed eyes the visions flash
Messages dance across the screen
The projector plays the show
Hosts of ghosts and entities boast
With angels hidden in the night
Always there
just out of sight

Fear of death
Facing the fear
A hearse parked up outside my house
Eye to the coffin
Blessings to their soul
I also dreamt I was stabbed
It wasn't just a dream it was lucid
I let the knife go in
I felt it go in
Then I woke up

I woke up and I went to hell
I saw the demons came
The shadows
The voices call out my name
The visions they envision they plague
Then the angels the song unnamed
The blissful cave
I cave to thee
Let it be
The wings love me
deeply

Been called most things from far beneath the sun
It hurts most from those you love
Echoing back
The hurt won't be undone


Forgive them

X can be a kiss of love or a mark of death

A star can be a shining sparkle or a fiery breath

A fiery breath could be a rebirth or a forceful hell

Force can be with action of productivity to do well or to take and destroy others as you swell

Swelling could be an expansion or overfed bloat

Overfed could be fatten it could be expansion

Bloat could be soft and flabby or protrude extend beyond project out

What are you projecting

What is the deeper /hidden meaning all about

Letting go of how the 'I' should be
Just want to be
in bed with hot chocolate
hood over the head
Eating crisps and dips
Poetry
Crying
Online courses if it's felt
Watching the robin sit and **** off it's branch

I'm disappointed in others
I'm disappointed in myself

Lungs bellow
Air feeds the skin
Push out breathe in
Push in breath out
Tension lessening
Thoughts passing
Tuning to space
within

Crown opening
Fibres tingling
Light flowing
Connection growing
Network sowing
Source threading
Weaving to it's roots
Nutrition returning through the shoots
Origin and earth to birth seeds core truth

Burn me in your fire
Let the flames reach higher
Link our hearts from soulless desire
Spirit warming to our truth

Dreaming of a future with less struggle
Not to worry bout the restrictive huddle
To feel the joy of movement
To dance inside this skin
To have time to be with family and friends and ways to treat them to days that we will never want to end
But for now...
I dream

If nature requires another view

                        up again
Climb back

Slide
     back down the pit if that's what it must do

      Will to find way
             - A way to see it through

Grace further ground by path of faithful trust

Once useful aid some structures perish into ruin

        Crumbling fragments
                               Tumble into dust

Changing any form to which is best for you


                   Work up skeleton feeling as you go


          Stretch up high as movement starts to grow

Coiled up snake lying in the bones

I'm going for a wee
Having a cup of tea
And doing some tai chi
In that order hopefully
I knew there was a reason I wrote all this poetry
Maybe??...

What is love
Is it the outer look
Is it the desiring gaze
Is it the knowing state
Is it the lusting glaze
Is it hearts beat hard
Is it my self to know
Is it the seeing smile to inner glow
Or is it
Heart breaks deep
Is it no restful sleep
Is it the head in chaos
Is it eyes to weep
Is it broken in two
Maybe one for all
Blood turns blue
Or rivers
turn to gold

Flow into me as no beginning no end eternal infinite friend

Beautiful
hearts
Bleed
on
the
page
Blood
dipped ink
Bred from lineage
A curse to some
to reveal so deep
But beauty comes
from souls
willing
to
word
as hearts
poetically
weep

I need to start again
New life
New hope

Just a moment ago
Moth flies up against and flutters over window
Attracted to the light
As voice says be the moth
Go to the light
Be with the light
Be the light
My lower voice replies
But watch you don't get burned
As settled back down fire tab display on advert page for book suggests
Whisper of the moon moth
Interesting site

The antidote to my pain
To feel the bite the sting
To take in what is given
To understand the pain and how it's ridden
To acknowledge its present
To use it as a gift of healing essence
To send it love compassion hope
Cry it out
Sing its note
Send emotion to words I wrote
Share the content
Recycle hope

Come
closer
I won't bite
A drop of sweet
A pinch of spice
A fiery heat
A
hash of ice
Cooling flavour
A warm surprise
Passionate blend
Good and bad to find
You came closer..
I do bite!

I
hope
you won't
mind

As he held her in his arms he knew he had her captive by his beguiling charms
His eyes looking deeply into the immeasurable abyss of her soul
So full of life
But at his mercy
He knew she was no stranger to vulnerability
Often too trusting to danger
A innocence that contradicts
Something about her longed for the dark to enter her
Her soul haunted by demons who lusted for her flesh
He was now that demon that could take her at any moment
destroy her in a strike
Her body already appeared lifeless
eyes closed body limp in his grip open to his touch
Skin so delicate pale and tender
Lips red with blood
He wanted to feed from them
To feel from them
To have a taste of love
Taken over by his ravenous nature
He snaps her sharply closer to his body
Leans in glancing at her juicy ripeness
The veins of her neck pulsing
He can hear her heart beating faster
Terrified yet thrilled
Gripping her firmly by the neck
A sharp breathy moan from her lips
Her eyes open to his
Both peering into each other's worlds
A collision of views
A clash that hurtles towards one another at lightening speed
Hungry for her and longing for him
He pulls her nearer still
He moves her face nearer to his
Stroking her blood red lips
A bite to her lips as the tingle dissipates
Breath to breath he can breathe her in
He swallows the air she breathes as his lips press to hers
The firm kiss of life or death
Lips dance as mouths pleasure
He wants her
to live again...

Is it just a big illusion anyway
This earth game
Is any of it really real
What matters
Perhaps Love
The rest sometimes just feels like drama
Although I laugh at the comedy moments
They're fun

Dancing to the rhythm
Let the movement
flow
Arms to
circle air
Hands waving to and fro
Body
           swaying
Mind drifting to
far off places
             they want to go..
***** 'shaking'
Grinding Hi and
low
Hips
snaking          
Energies travel from
                                shadow
through
to
lights
window

Sorrow met with pain
Pain met with fear
Fear turned to anger
Anger flew to hurt and hate
- Hurt met pain
Pain raged in fear
Fear retaliated back in anger and with hate
And the looped played the same

If only the misunderstandings and loathing between the sorrow and hurt had changed
It needn't replay

Love and compassion
Be the change

Flying into stars and galaxies on way up high
Blasting into the sun
To the other side

Bumped my head
It hurt
Sick I felt
Wobbly walking home
Felt strangely light
Although day began with joyous and funny tone
Saw signs to say stay or go
Words on transport
See many times before
It calls out each time
I never know which side more for
Got in tidying up to do
Washing on
Birthday lunch for my canine pal
All the while off balance but calm
I knew you should keep awake
Though choose to rest down and lay
What was for me will be
Will stay
Either way
Belief in faith
Had no opposition or sway
Closed my eyes to drift away..
In a deepened state eyes saw my own eyes staring back at me
I saw details I didn't consciously know
Window to soul
Woke up
Friend had made eggs on toast
And off I go!..

Fire scorch to ash and ground
Pestle twist hammer and pound
Smooth the paste
Apply to wound
Work the ointment to the scar
Deep into the flesh
New skin forming
Growing with the sun
Breath approaching
Now release and breathe
Feel

Heal

My body is my vessel
My soul is intact
I'm sorry if you see my worth in the worth that
you lack

Rising above the daily dread
Over the hedge
Into pure spirit of the high

First
place order

Should I step forward let myself be shown
Should I dance with the beat of loves ring tone
Should I move with the rhythm of the thoughts I hold
Should I let you come to me
Should I?
Maybe I'll just wait
and see

Maybe I am ill
Maybe I should know
But maybe I have enough life in me to hold on be strong and not let go unless it states it so
Whatever's ment
Will be

I've seen my self in thousands
of different faces
I believe there is still more to see

Your compassion tends
the wounds of the
world

I cannot clasp my yonder tale
For all is in a distant shell
It craves it's knowing glance
It's calling poetic hypnotic dance
It dwindles in the veils
The scaling winter fails
The captain's skirting sails
For all our abstract nails
And as I wonder onwards to the pluming lovers confines
I wondered
Yet I wondered
Who will love me now

The only poetry I tend to write from fantasy
Is the romantic kind
The rest is non fiction

I find myself dying again


I just have to drift off somewhere between the waves

I am the toxins in my system
The mucus in my lungs
The mould growing on the run
I am the dust from which mites feed
crawling niggling
for their
sum

The beauty in the people is when they feel free to talk they come alive

Heart
Beats
Pounds
Intense
Brings back
to
breath and essence

We were so close
Walking hand in hand
I felt a tight connection
I knew there was a link
He was frisky
He had me
at you're nicked!! :/

Looking
into
each other's eyes
as
they
fall to sleep
Holding
one another's hands
as they
wake

It's all written in the stars
Universe in motion
Calling
to
your name
Intrinsic devotion
Moth
to
the
flame

Love all
But love the one
I'm not sure who's the one anymore
Or who should be lovin me
I guess there's a push to love, but what if it rests in what appears to be nothing

As visions perforate minds dreams
Flashes projected across openly draped screens
Flower with petals held together as stem standing tall
Growing closer flower
parts
to
reveal
oval seed from which delve
deeper and deeper
beneath
Through the portals hatch reach another land
A tree stood strong and stretched wide
as woman in long beautiful
flowing
satin
white
bridal
dress resides
Dress trailing as waves
ripple
to
reach with earth
Dancing joyful even with full and overflowing skirt
Round the tree playful with glee
Strength to climb up at will
Rising high to branch twirls
upside
down
and
round
as feet jump back down
to ground