No other can come too close
Unless they writhe with serpent host
Or willing to die over and over again
It could **** you

I long for the day my heart is in peace and not in pieces
I want it to heal and not feel
in pain

Tree over river
Reflections
to
me
Watch
as branches sway

Known too many different kinds of shades of blue
It need not matter
   They all died too

Join
the dots
Draw the lines
Constellations
in
my
mind
Celestial imagery mapping a place among the stars
Inner workings
highlighting
where
you
are
Where
you
 roam
A
beacon
of
light
guiding
you
home

Lived in the darkness
Soul was in pain harness
Over and over again demons fed dread and fear
Send them love, they need it most
They don't know how it feels to hold such light
Faced the dark
Now staring into the sun

Every time a fear comes up
I get scared
Then..
I get
Brave

I was told I had disappointed him and that I wasn't the Kate he knew
Weird thing was
He never knew me at all!

I think about suicide
But I don't want to have to do this
all again

I thought paradise
was some far off place
But now that I've had a taste
   I realise it's         here with you
in your warm embrace
Kiss me some more
Ohhh!..

Let hurts
Soften and Strengthen
To harden be to break yourself and others

Like to know a week without tears
Maybe I'm just weak

Your unstoppable breath
Makes me stop.
Every time

Black
heart
Passionate
rose
Wings
to
fly
Vines of life
Faith
to
rise

My hands burn
+  
             I              
   place them on  
your
pain

The more people you connect with
The more you see we are not so different

Was the path already written
Which road do you turn
Is free will ever really given
How is there such mercy in sin
Love from forgiven
To carry the weight is a strong burden
And each has our own path to walk
Lessons to learn
Conclusions to churn
Insights to be revealed then burn
As the sun sets up a new day
And that which we think we know can be a stepping stone pave
As the earth reveals deeper troves and alcoves  
Spirit may know and the heart centres the way

Fight to stay alive
Open our eyes
Who's the hero or enemy on which side?
Think I'd rather be classed a coward and hide
Spilling blood to stay alive
Do you really feel any sense of pride?

I'd like to write a bit of fiction
But my veins remember being bitten
Teeth sunk with my heart
Shadows stormed and that was just a start
Demons were dark
However death was stark
You are not just a being
But a wholly work of art

I've seen his eyes before
The shirt that he wore
The heart upon the sleeve
The deep kind soul
With an aching to grieve
He is a beautiful man so caring and mostly calm
Come on we are only human
As one pains the other soothes
An ointment for the compressed groove
Your love is strong

Misty haze fills the air
Dancing in the breeze
Taking the moment to rise and release
You are such a melody
Swirling pattern acquiesce
Invite to show heart and soul blessed
As you touch the note
A tune lifts
Harmony of hope
Music I have never heard or felt before
Celestial orchestra
Spirit soars with heavenly applause
Musica universalis
Angelic kiss
O' sweet melody in the mist

The dark scares me more now than it ever did
I don't know why
Fear comes up again
The night is more vivid now
Vision more alive
Is that why
Light being
You tried to hide and run from me
But I still see
I feel before I witness

The stomach churns sometimes
The body seems to slip away
I feel the
drift
.
.
.

Cells alive
Thrive  
Fighting
Striving
Dividing
Multiplying
Damaging
Can we cure the ill and heal
Without ever having to ****
Grow from our isolated cell

She was never really gonna be understood
and that's something she came to understand

Let's be honest
There's always going to be negative in the world
That's the duality of life
However with more understanding and compassion love for another and selves
The harm can be less

Each day a lesson new
Growth through low or high
Ears listen to the question
Thoughts answer journey a ride
Polarity comes together
Feeling both and one side
Breathing deeply on nows time
Conscious of elevators flight
Subconscious absorbing perceptions mind
Energies burning left and right
A balancing act to walk the line
Life of dreaming
Nightmares undermine
Take what's yours
I'll have what's mine
Oh no thanks, can I leave that behind
Let go to this it's holding too tight
Dance to this record
Rock in the night
Live with the light
Whats wrong?
This right?
Who can tell
Slipping on a magic spell
Heavens call
Hell Yells
Sometimes I take it in
Sometimes with peace
Sometimes it's too much
Choking to breathe ,
Release
Eyes see
Heart beats in love or waves with fear
I break sometimes
When I do
It's only weak you'll hear

I don't know what's next to come
but I feel it will be
full with
love
<3

Power in my hands
Don't underestimate what I can do
I can have you crawling  
begging
pleading
on your knees
Wanted so much more
Helpless until your blue
That's only the nice side of me
You'll get          what you are due

I heard that if you go into complete darkness you will illuminate the light

The light goes out and my room speaks

Some times I keep my light on

He didn't like to dance
I made him     move
And he loved it!

Lay me
down
Take
me
In your arms
I'm
yours

Little wolf eyes not yet open
Ears not yet listen
Hearing the wind between the trees
Your time will come
As your sense instinctively broadens
A new horizon in your wake
Waiting for you to explore

How can you love all beings
How can you be at one with all
It starts small
You see subtleties in how you both talk walk then squawk
Can't pretend to be at one with all
I still fall and have a way to go
Though I feel the depth the dark the light the sorrow
What are your dreams for tomorrow
Our nightmares can pip them hollow
Some days have turned to night
They can only hope for sunlight
Some nights are cold
Chilly to hold
Visions can frighten
Or to make us bold
Perhaps both
To see the symmetry and the diversity
The complexity the mimicry
Some days can be sooo warm
Loving caring giving
Pleasant
Some forlorn
Some
Can't seem to keep the warmth
It's makes them stuffy and irritable
They try to keep dry but the tears they cry ...
Weeping from each eye
Wanting so much to rise and thrive
Blissful place
Longing inside
To see more is to feel more
Is it a chore
Or some thing to adore
We don't stop though
We ask for more

You take my breath away...
Don't stop!
I want your kiss of life

Dreams come alive
Vibrant
Exciting
Adventurous
With many meanings to find
Shapes
People
Emotions
Symbols
Signs  
It all runs vividly in mind
Taking a story and blending over bordered structured lines
Last dream someone new took their hand into mine
Good at dreaming..
at any time

Sapphire skies
There's a little a blue behind those eyes
But there is more to you than that
Solid exterior on the out
Darkened hue
Though bright and vivid
The light shines through
You are of fine quality
A gem
To me
No mask
I see
you
Clearly

Take my heart in your
hands
And promise
Not to
crush
it

There came a time
When all of past woes needed less attention and hold
To the girl with the bright eyes it came as no surprise
The wise
had to look a little deeper
To aid the flow to useful ways
Citrine to clean
through
murky
haze
With open heart and lighter spirits
the wise and bright eyes could greet
Crystal clear of opposition
and
mortifying defeat  
Keep it safe and recharge if in need
Bring brighter promise
for
dreamer and dreams
to meet

Let the pain teach me
Let the joy reach me
Let the fear soothe me
When I guide it to love

I am here to hold up
the mirror to your face
Looking deep into its reflected plate
Recovering the beauty of your soul





You are radiant
You glow

It's hurts so much
Another blood rush
Had enough
The pain it stains
Has me on my knees again
Shaking
Breaking
Cramping up
The mouth of ritu river
should
flow
with love
Birth to death will come and it must be honoured not covered up
The shame always brings
the wounds
fresh
cut

It's goes way beyond the physical
Intimacy connects deeply
Heart
Mind
Spirit
Body
A touch is felt on all levels
An exchange of energy
Sharing isn't just about what you first see
It penetrates your core
Emotion is a heavy door
I don't pass anyone the
key

I was just told how weird I was then I bought some crystals
I can't wait for my new wand
Yipeee!!!

Break the cookie
Pieces fall to crumbs
Eat them all up
Every last one
Did you enjoy
Are you full
Taste was sweet but salty
You can't have more of the same one
The whole has now been
Eaten away
it's
gone

I will abstain from *** til my love is real
However at the moment alcohol another ordeal
Tonight though I witnessed many trials
No open door
I held opened smiled for a while
Pushed into while keeping with some form of style
Ignored while waiting in the releasing aisle
Letting anger go
Noticing it's pointless file
Still have more to let go of
Though it's in the right time

Memories rush up and flood as soft skin bathes in bath tub
Realise from past love
Never really was enough
At time of course felt so in love
Though some intimacy untimely spared
How many moments did we both respectfully share
Too little with what should of been there
Too many occasions let myself be taken when didn't feel pleasing
Not enough special touches that gave for mind blowing reason
Changing with the flowing season
Water reflects
Washes away the tears