I'm happy for others
I want to heal them
But can I get an Amen
I'm praying tonight

On the beach with a girlfriend
Joking playing silly pretend
Rolling around
Laughing so hard our bellies hurt
That was so fun
I woke from my dream laughing too

Ebbing and flowing as a wave
Falling and rising to brief peak
Splintering and shattering to the sea
The deep suction seep
Pouring
into
wells
to
channeled veins
Rippling its song unto
the next line

Feminine and Masculine
Where does one end and one begin

Masculine and Feminine
To action patience strength and nurturing

Feminine and Masculine
Feeling it all inside your skin

Let's flow from one to the other
Aware of our outer and inner cover
Waves
of
soft
Waves
of
Roar
Blending
onto
steady shore

Even when I die

I will always start again

On each dark night
I look up to the moon
Crying out in blue
Heart mournfully
swoons

As      
I am    
here    

          Not
           there
             with
              you

Why would we want to cure the earth
Cure known to man become more known to monetary gain
As illness big value to recover from pain
Life in the hands of greed so inane
As more grow wiser and strong to cruel power game

Beneath the cracks and uncertainties
There are bright eyes waiting to see

Purple flowers in soft meadows
Bright as the sun

Your thoughts share the same air
It all stems
from
there

I feel it a pressure on my leg
Seems like the dog
But I know he's lying in his bed
Leg goes numb
Not again!
Trying to take hold
So I can't move or speak
I see myself turning over and call out but it's not how it is
I'm stuck still as I am
All will to liberate
Lucky this time caught it early
Grip loosens slowly
Nightmare in someone else's palm
Release for now
Present keep calm

She needed to feel vulnerable
So each time it happened
She felt secure

Room is a universe
Bed is a planet
The ceiling the stars shine so close you could grab it
The energy is buzzing
Electricity powers the air
Alive with connectivity
It was heightened to share
Brain waves
Neural pathways
Signal to nebulae
Galaxies
Dark and light
Crossing cells from
day        
           unto
        the              
         night

Shadows dancing on the walls
Sleep inconsistent
Dreams and images merge and flash like a camera snap shot and its developing roll of film
Head tingles, hair stands up or parts
mostly pleasant a comfort in the dark

Breathe in! ... Breathe out! ...

Tinkling soft touch on my face following sensation as it traces and curves
Warmth on the hand
delicate touch
subtle energy vibration on skin
link between the fingers and palm

Colours swirl blending and changing
Eyes closed to world - open to mind
People  Faces  Shapes  Words  Skies
Unveiled before open and closed eyes

Music only heard once, never to be forgotten

Time shifts
Stands      still!

Emptiness - not unpleasant
There is no body

Soul to spirit meet as one to divine nature connects us all


Blissful now
All is quiet
Silence is golden

They tried to love me /  but I always put a barrier in the way

Bullied my whole life
I still get bullied
Strangers online
The thing is you are no stranger to me
I've even been one of you
You are in pain
In fear
You find your strength from trying to throw another down
You deserve love too
Though you might not receive that right now
You still do

Past partners I attracted from my lack of self worth
So I was constantly left hurting
The things said stayed in my head
It came from my lack of feeling good enough as a child
So she ran to her saviour
But the attraction was from a place of pain
The rain fell from my eyes and many times they just watched
Only picking me up after I had completely fallen felt I'd given up
I keep working on self healing but some aches are still present
I wish I had loved myself earlier
Maybe
I could be happier

Fresh morning breeze
Sun smiling through the trees
Honeycomb and white chocolate cookies
Hot chocolate with marshmallows
Yes please!
:-)

Love is magic
If you get it right!
Otherwise
It's just a ****** sight!

Thank you lessons
Thank you pain
Thank you struggle
Thank you growth
Thank you gain
Thank you hearts break
Thank you healing
Thank you intuition
Thank you feeling
Thank you darkness my ole friend
Thank you light shining down again
Thank you humility
Thank you for all
I live love and breathe

Mother Father wounds mother I haven't seen for nearly two year
    My Father love is criticizing in my ear
I miss my mother
I miss my father's full acceptance
So inbetween I wonder trying to find the another to accept me wholeheartedly
Though do I completely accept myself
I wonder wholeheartedly
I try but I falter at times and the insecurities play out
I want to play with my securities and enjoy them
Maybe in time I can

I feel I will never feel or win love
Prove me wrong

New eyes are softening to the cries of others
The goodbyes of lovers
The sleepless nights in heart ache covers
The angered words said by hurt egos and minds sorrows
Resentful souls that peer through back windows
A lack of love to harm as punch
Makes understanding easier
More giving to gentle touch
We really do go
and grow
through
so
much!!

The fire burns inside
Desire and passion bright
Quest to follow insight and live to fuller life

When we turn to face our fears
or have them ****** upon us
once the torment has settled to an echo from a scream
We see we needed the shockwaves to Rise Above, not fade and die
All is not what it may seem!

Too sensitive
Not enough
Weak
Weird
Inadequate
Beliefs grown out of love

They come
to me
They
flow
through
me
Riding the
lows and highs
of
universal
life

Inhale
Exhale
Pause
Listen
Talk
Wonder if you belong

Sometimes I think
I'm laz

Your eyes feel like home to me
Your gaze so adoringly
With you love is all I see
Eyes speak
Tenderly
Soul deep
Diving blissfully
Ascending to your heavenly shore

Heart

on the line

To your spirit

receive


Air
of
life
From
Crown
To
Palms
Believe

Shipwrecked treasure
Marooned hidden pleasure
A cove of paradise
Once brave through choppy waters and sea of ice
Be welcomed and warmed by soft sands and poetic flow
Freedom in bare skin and supple bone

What is love

I see your faults I see your flaws
I'm not perfect as is yours
Though do we have to relive these wars
The battle has spilled too much blood
Killed nature's spirit horse

On the tv
At shopping malls
Covering all we see conscious or subconsciously
Masking who we are really
Bringing fear to change our minds and insights
Getting a step up through treading on others and fist fights
Barely any compassion and care in advertise
Selling the brand cause you Can't live without
Have to have better than him or her or you're a loser to doubt

Hush now..
Stop the sound!!
Breathe in!
Breath out..
Take a look around
We are all seemingly lost in this crazy town
Can you blame what you feel now?
Take a seat
Put up your feet
Rest awhile..
See child you are not so conflicted
It's just the noise that's inflicted
You may be feeling wilted and stripped of innocence
But you are very special and truly gifted
You are here to connect the difference

He says I'm judgemental
He's right
At this time

As I rest and lie
Feel finger trace my eye
Rolls down
cheek
Relaxed
No words of care
need to speak

Awakening to the truth
Can at times seem like a destructive process however it is the opening up of awareness to things that have been there all along beyond the usual senses
Just because it is a truth right now does not mean it isn't changing
This is the time of transformation on the planet
With any emotion or dense energies in order to release them we tend to view them
Feel it
Then we can purge
and
release it
Release it to the light
Bring more light to you

It would be nice to walk at a pleasant stroll
The path didn't travel that way
It went over rocks
So close to cliff edge drops
It went downhill before I could climb back up
To be met with surrender as I was hurtled down a steep decline
The climb back up got harder
I stumbled
It
got dark
Footing kept slipping
Felt I was plummeting into hell
I'm in the moonshine now
Hoping for a little more glow
I know I have faith
I trust the Lord knows where to go
I can only slip as I can handle although it feels at the time you can't go on
I know the days become a little brighter as we learn to sing when in song
The nights are changeable sometimes so cold but you see a little sparkle in the distance
Hope -
It will lead you home

Tempestuous seas
Plunging
to
the
Deep
Desecration
in all that
plea
Raging
Wildly
Taken down
in
your
sorrow
your
hate
your
mercy
Submerged
Sunken
Drowning
Accepting
fate
Shifting sands
upon it's
wake

Dark turns to light
Light faces dark

So many years of trying to heal from life
Will I ever really live without the pain

I want to enjoy our time together and not fear for when he's not here
Can I not just enjoy and love in the moments we have together

Shell outside
Hard
sometimes
         rough
Firm to touch
Inside nature
Feeling heart
Sheltered
Covered by dark
Outside creeps
to
shine its spark
Pecked by the disconcerting hen

Get
the *****
Going on a treasure hunt
To find the treasures that are buried inside

Not after the one time love
After the life time love