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122 · Apr 2020
:-)
:-)
I think I am in love
I've tried to help it
I feel foolish at times
I've never met him
Not yet anyway
122 · Mar 2018
Living hell societies bell
Still judged by the lack of career path
Was never one for money
Just love and a family
Times shifted
Things fell apart
Find myself wedged between heart and heavy starts
Spiritual growth is seen as less than a job
Not viewed from these eyes
A life's time dedication and commitment
Much more than a job or any wealth
Working hard finding self
Though success and value measured in the paying rent
If I dream, in sense
can struggle each day
Stack the shelves
Borderline pay
Not a life
Sounds like living hell
Perhaps not so dissimilar to the hell you've already felt
Praying as you knelt
121 · Aug 2018
Thought Experiment
Images spring to mind
Mine or another's
Linked and synced
Sisters
Brothers
Passions
&
Lovers
121 · Jul 2017
Try a little tenderness
Some days I just want some understanding some gentleness
Why does everything have to be so harsh heavy or explosive
You get accustomed to falling and getting yourself back up
The tears fall shorter the longer the pain appears
Just been talking to my nana
She was quite cheery in herself
Felt nice to talk again
Although strange at the end it all seemed like a dream
Told me I would have to forget what I'd seen
So I walked away and things disappeared and strong sense of deja vu
I told her before I left though I'd think about her every day and keep her in my heart
She said I hope you do and that was the time we had to part and say adieu
Time did seem to feel a while though
In reality it flew
My nana has unfortunately not been with us in life for eight years now
Those thoughts about her to keep in my heart were certainly well and true
Green Green Grass of Home for the title as I was compelled to, both me and my nana Born in Wales and as things were disappearing the grass was a very distinct bright green hue and that's when I had the deja vu. After I titled and wrote the poem the lyrics not previously consciously aware of have the lines " Then I awake and look around me, at the four grey walls  that surround me and I realize, yes,  I was only dreaming." :)
121 · Jul 2017
Seasons don't fear
Feel like you're dying
Shedding seasons in time
Take in the view
from another climb
I can see the pub from here!
121 · Sep 2017
Dancing with myself
Spinning round the room
Dancing
Feeling giddy
It's ok I'm feeling great
Wish everyday could move so pretty
I'm getting looked at like I'm silly ;-p Heeeeeeeeeeeeeee
121 · Dec 2017
Life in the lessons
Learnt behavior
Let it savour
Stewing in the ***
Leading to believe you're something that you're not
121 · Aug 2018
Thawing out the freeze
Small steps bit by bit
Just when think standing still
Look back to times the thought action being made to feel ill
A wasp hopped onto my held out finger as I let it out to feel the breeze
121 · Oct 2017
Hellfire and brimstone
Hellfire and brimstone
Warm me up
a
treat

Whaaaattt?!!

I get cold hands
and
feet
121 · Apr 2017
Untitled
Catch me if I fall
Too late...I am already falling....
I hope to glide on the soft warming breeze
as though I have never landed near to touch the ground
121 · Aug 2017
Collective incentive
We find a love we didn't think was possible to feel as all our deep emotions of attachment slipped away
A love we know on outside make no sense
Inside heartful essence
Souls connect to source
Though human conditions throw us off course
Deep seated in grief
Pains come to light
Fears repeatedly rise
Cleansing work to know self and the way life experience has held us prisoners to traumatic demise
Separated
So much loss
Only way to find self
To learn
To look
To heal
On growing pains
Shedding day by day
Illusions getting cut
Working through the rut
Death
Rebirth
Decay
Never be the same again
Never want to be
But see the beauty from bound up cocoon
One day fly free
No separation between you them us and me
Love connectivity
121 · Apr 2019
Dirty dishes
I like to sleep in my bedroom
I like to chill in my bedroom
I like to dance in my bedroom
I like to eat in my bedroom
I like to study in my bedroom
I like to cuddle in my bedroom
I like to **** in the kitchen
***** dishes piling up
121 · Oct 2020
Never forget <3
Never forget how amazing you are
Never forget you are beautiful inside and out
Never forget you have a lovely caring heart
Never forget others care for you
<3
Unlearn all you have ever learnt and find out that there is so much more to learn and unlearn
Does the yearning ever cease
Do we just accept not to know
Is it best for all
Is bad evil
Is good Godly
For what and whom is cast good or bad
When the two combine is balance restored
Or will one win over the other
But why would good fight
Is there a good fight
Are we fighting it
Looks like a table lamp from down side up
121 · Oct 2017
Dress for halloween
So I took out my box of tricks
Costume attire wigs and snippets
A look suitable for halloween
I changed and dressed and wasn't satisfied
Til I found my Witchy Queen
She was standing there in front of me
Didn't need a big screen
Just a black dress
Outfit sorted!
Pretty pools tranquil and still
Form peaceful and clear
But how did it get here
Built from the seas spill violent and free
Wild in face of adversity
Storms rage
Water sprays
Thrown to the rocks on unsettled days
Waves and waves marching with the current
Flowing over but true to form
Splashing over climates
Weathered and torn
In all its uproar
Pretty pools
were
born
121 · Oct 2017
Autumn dance
Morning introduction with warm soothing caress
Air filled with love light and prettiness  
Colourful brilliance to highlight the stage
Feeling the loving breeze wrap around
Hold closely with surround amaze
A morning of fine romance
Morning of joy
Grace
Love
An Autumn dance
The cup is overflowing
121 · Oct 2017
Tired with a Capital T
Soul and body sinking
Tired
Done
121 · Jan 2018
Separate but of the same
Separate
bodies
Same soul
Forever intertwined
Wanting to
let
go
121 · Sep 2017
That's how they touch
How can you be intimate and affectionate with another
without physical connection

Through their words
121 · Nov 2017
Give to you - Give to them
Making something of myself to help me
Friends
Family
Those with no-one to hear in the depths of despair without a supportive ear and the least form of care
It spurs me on...
120 · Oct 2017
Biting Sting
Sometimes the fears you don't want to face
Face you!
Small steps at a time you have to be willing to climb
It's no easy feat
The fears try to beat
Have to keep finding the strength

A wasp doesn't want to sting but will if frightened and rattled
They just want to go about their day doing as wasps do
Be gentle with them if stuck in your enclosure
Set them free..

We all want to live with peace and more ease

Don't want to feel the sharp end
of
any
biting
sting
120 · Jan 2018
Feathered fancies
A little taste here and there
A little bite to sate the appetite
A sweet treat of fancy
Filling pockets in the air
Messages digits a sign
To know feathered friends
are here and
do care

120 · Jan 2018
Somaticize
I think it's bleeding its spilling out
Beating hard and fast
Spinning
Dizzy now
Pain is stabbing
I think it's a heart attack
You broke my heart
When you left leaving me without
The heart it numbed to stop the pain
But now the heart is
     spilling
again
120 · Jun 2017
Love starts with you
How could you love another so heartily
When you couldn't love yourself
Love starts with you
Til then
love
It fails to be true
120 · Jul 2018
Together in time
Together on the sands
Looking out
to the
sea
Present in company
Future became our reality
120 · Jun 2020
Life in wonder
Do I believe in Destiny
Do I believe life is a dream
Do I believe in reality
Questions in life
I wonder
Can't switch these thoughts off from my mind
They twist turn dive deepen and fold
Need a moment to just be
Silent and still
...............
....
.
120 · Oct 2017
Where beauty breathes
Beauty breathes from the hearts of all men and women
Sometimes we just fail to see
We lose our way by taking in too much pain and never letting it go
120 · Oct 2018
A phase worth remembering
Memories wash up to the shore
Times heart was heavy
I saw an eyesore
Stain on society
Using whatever substance and suffering to drug me
Unable to see
Didn't want to feel
anything
It hurt too much
To go within
Should of been sending more love
Suffered
enough
120 · Jul 2018
These moments
Remember these moments
Cause one day
They'll be gone
120 · Nov 2017
Too much to face
Opening eyes early morn
Filled with disappointment new day has dawn
Faced with pain
No will to go on
120 · Apr 2018
Paint the world
Paint the world in colours singing from your soul

Warm the heart of feeling

Smile to a beaming

light show
120 · Jan 2018
What was! What is!
Too much dark consumed the soul
To dig way out to reach a goal
Finding all will come and go

Leaves you in the here and now
Take a bow!
X
120 · Aug 2017
Dreams speak
Dreams speak
So much clarity
fade..  as wake shakes hold
120 · Aug 2017
The breaking up
The breaking up of shores on golden sands
To become so much more than ever was
To become so much more than has ever been
120 · Aug 2018
Let's play pretend
Try to talk to them
It makes you feel so alone
They just don't understand
But we try
Inside we die
120 · Sep 2017
Bound in time
The day is filled with words images and actions that stream into the other
When they want to be heard they make themselves known
The messages highlighted in the pages read
Today follow the lines from cover to cover
The stories in the now
This is a gift alone
120 · Jan 2019
I
I
I have something I don't like
I would prefer not to write
I hold myself in hindsight
I find it easier to express
I dislike the conveyance
I try to alter the portraying
I do what I can
Can I alter the plan
I am what I am
120 · Nov 2017
If world was yours...
If world was yours and rule by you
Would you not want
All to love
One to One
to
school
120 · Sep 2018
Totems and Pillars
Spirit presence
Animal instinct
Come to the senses
Full of wisdom
Guiding to which way to go
Your character demeanour tales the show
Life in nature
Quick to grow
Skies of open
Earth below
Thank you
Your gift
Insightful
119 · Mar 2019
Praying Hard
I'm happy for others
I want to heal them
But can I get an Amen
I'm praying tonight
119 · Aug 2017
Connective tissue
Beauty is only skin deep
But the deeper I go the more my skin connects with the tissues that weep
I have been down in the depths
So let me breathe
This form is the only one I encompass in life
The only one I will ever need
119 · Mar 2018
Taste of pear
To my
lips
such
sweet kiss
Fruity bliss
quenching part sips
I'll drink you in
and taste your flavour
Oh this fruit a gift to savour
Each bite cools and fills
Can we have some pear now  
You have given me such
ripening
craving chills
119 · Oct 2017
Waiting room
Patiently wait
Touched by another
Hand of a lover
To them and me
119 · May 2019
Waves of the deep
Ebbing and flowing as a wave
Falling and rising to brief peak
Splintering and shattering to the sea
The deep suction seep
Pouring
into
wells
to
channeled veins
Rippling its song unto
the next line
119 · Jul 2018
Love lingers here
It makes it's way up the path
Right to the front door
And stops
Love lingers here
It doesn't enter
Waiting for a welcome home
119 · Jan 2018
I will always start again
Even when I die

I will always start again
119 · Sep 2017
Whale song
Calling sound of far and wide
Reverberate in depth and tide
To sing aware of place and pride
Attracting frequency to draw desire
From body to heart fleets conscious choir
Whale of a song
A tune to pitch higher
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