We are the passengers
in
different colour cars

I turn the pages
Read the lines
Flick through the memories felt behind
Feel the words
Hear what's heard
It hits hard
Trails of our broken shards carried with our broken hearts
Scattering the pieces into our life
Stepping forward inching on the sharp blades of a knife
One we have whittled and sharpened ourselves

Need some time to touch the ground

Oh blackbird
You are the death of me
You're the devil in one hand
and the spirit animal
on the
tree

X can be a kiss of love or a mark of death

A star can be a shining sparkle or a fiery breath

A fiery breath could be a rebirth or a forceful hell

Force can be with action of productivity to do well or to take and destroy others as you swell

Swelling could be an expansion or overfed bloat

Overfed could be fatten it could be expansion

Bloat could be soft and flabby or protrude extend beyond project out

What are you projecting

What is the deeper /hidden meaning all about

Little girl in a dream she's frightened of her chaotic scene
On the edge up so high she can feel the fret already rushing by
Imagine that
She doesn't want to be so close to the ledge no more
She wants to let go
She does
Slides down the angled bus
Wakes up still scared
Dripping with sweat
Camera cartoon images projecting
Burying head in the covers
Gets up
Freshens up
Writes above passage
Thinks about love
Posts the words hopes it's enough
Lays back down her head
Tries again to rest

Feel like I'm in the dark
Waiting
Hoping to see the light

People fear that which they don't understand
When will we fully understand

What are your intentions
Do we make it clear
I see those who ment to support or love sneer
I see those who have no reason to give goodwill smile
We are a funny mixture of disappointment and worthwhile

Cells alive
Thrive  
Fighting
Striving
Dividing
Multiplying
Damaging
Can we cure the ill and heal
Without ever having to ****
Grow from our isolated cell

Sometimes I wonder
If it would be better / easier if I didn't think so much about that which I think
Am I overthinking this??

The sky was grey
Then it turned to white
light and blue

Thoughts coming up to be questioned
Can anything be answered clearly

Rising above the daily dread
Over the hedge
Into pure spirit of the high

First
place order

Devils
touch
Manipulative and groping

When I go out I create the feeling I would like my day to bring
Is it happy calm amazing fantastic magical fun loving comforting
When I stay in I tend to feel let the emotions rise up and in
Write read meditate bathe soak exercise breathe release
letting go again

Owls Owls everywhere
Always watching
through
the
dark

I make my own bed everyday
But still I lie in it just to wake up
To rest
To heal
To feel
To dream
To wash the nightmares away

You are not your pain
It's just there while you work through the issues

Been called most things from far beneath the sun
It hurts most from those you love
Echoing back
The hurt won't be undone


Forgive them

I cried into the mirror
It was ugly
Difficult to watch
I watched anyway

Tears
ran
down
my red blotched
Mascara smudged  
face

I see your faults I see your flaws
I'm not perfect as is yours
Though do we have to relive these wars
The battle has spilled too much blood
Killed nature's spirit horse

Woken up by clapping
When I was deeply napping
Unsure the cause
Then tide drew in the wars
Wanted to spray the walls how dare I not recall at this early hour
You are a ****
was the
venomous
shower
I engaged with
That is your deadly power

Looking into your eyes
I see a part of me
Broken
Shattered
Tired
Inspired
Loved
Fired up
Hurt
Neglected
Confused
Concerned
Abused
Scattered
Unwanted
Betrayed
Mislaid
Played
Strayed
Honest
Silent
Burnt
Violent
Battered
Spoiled
Held
Compassionate
Judged
Could of
Shouldn't of
Wouldn't of
Should of
Why
Low
Hot
Cold
Shaking
High
You say hello
I feel good / bye

We always want to look good
How often do we want to be real
Do we give out to be kind
Yes
But is there a satisfied motive tied for which we long to feel
Even selflessness equates a deal
Too real

The right one
will bring
love
to
all
your
darkness

Bats of light
Fairies bright
Vampires bite
Ghouls of all souls night
Demons to the right
Angels dancing fight
Gargoyles guardians in clear sight
Dragons fire breathing plight
Spirits taking flight
Awaken to cucullas fright
Seeds of insight
Unknown gripping tight
Voices playing
out of mind

Eye opens wide

Pools of my wild imagination
Or is it merely frustration

Guess

You'll never know..
..Or will you!

Caw Caw Caw
Knocking at your door
Hearing and seeing the gap open more and more
The key is turning dropping to the floor
Eyes to dark
Aware to the night
The ravens perch high
Cawing
Evermore

Black branches against a sunny sky
Gothic beauty
Dew
drop
glisten
of the eye

Nothing satisfies me as much as
Signs of universal love
Gifts posted from above
Mailed to my heart
That and
cake

Dreams of embracing arms
Feeling like home

In the heartache
In the loss
In the tears
In the gain
In the depression
In the wounds
In the joy
In the blame
In the judgement
In the knowing
In the guessing game
In the hurt
In the distance
In the wrong
In the right
In the silly
In the clever
In the dark
In the light
In the fear
In the fright
In the courage
In the brave
In the naughty
In the well behaved
In the struggle
In the failed
In the hollow
In the nailed
In the lonely
In the guided
In the seeing
In the blinded
In the angelic
In the devilish
In the amazing
In the dishevelled
In the moral
In the mistakes
In the real
In the fake
In the warmth
In the cold
In the happy
In the oh no!!!
In the patient
In the hurry
In the bliss
In the worry
In the ugly
In the pretty
In the beautiful
In the witty
In the confidence
In the vulnerability
In the shame
In the pity
I have loved my self
through
it
all

Pass the parcel
Unravel the string
The material that holds the present thing
Pass it on
Round and round
Stop and open
You are the hidden item found
Let's play again
When did I join the party
I don't remember when
Did I invite my self
Anonymous send
Or was it a gift from a knowing friend
Maybe find out in the...
Your turn again

We long for understanding
Yet there is still so much we have yet to learn

Isn't that what we all want
Though we don't enjoy the chase or the hunt
So how do you banish them
Only by facing them
Is there a way to just dissolve them
and
let
them
melt
Into the
sun

I saw an apple one day with a band of O
I saw a rainbow the other covering church and home
I'm seeing numbers 4's and 5's constantly thrive
I read a message then it's content comes to life
Images flash before my mind
Dreams spill as I open my eyes
People become the mirrors of time
Time becomes the frequency in line
Lines are waves speaking hello or goodbye
Distant are the memories memories were our thoughts find
Voices join together words align
Growth gains pleasure some pleasures get left behind
Opposites come to meet too similar a pain may greet
The light shines in the dark
The dark attracts to the light
Energies bring us down or up high
Though sometimes as we hang our feet dance in the sky
As we buried in the dirt our roots begin to blurt
Resistance beckons the hurt
Flowing is lighter
Holding is tighter
Passions burn brighter
Desire is a fighter
Ego falls again
Then we birth from fallen women and men
Feeling the love in everything
Wanting for nothing
Then love again

I'm too much for some people
and
it's ok
I'm not enough for some people
So
why would they stay

Can we talk with words of open honesty
Hold ourselves in compassion and loyalty
Gaze into each others souls and feel equality
Love the spirit of us and the humanity
Undress our hearts and respect our humility
Balance strengths and vulnerability
Honor the feminine and the masculinity
Being a friend in times of worst enemy
Reaching a hand if we slip into stormy sea
Facing the trials and adversity
Dancing with the tune of passions lease
Riding through the hurricane as it whips around you or me
Sitting with the pain and making a cup of tea
Kissing the eye that sees comforting with security
Understanding this is how we live not blindly
Each day we have it's light and dark to greet
Working together humming life's harmony
Bathing our wounds and making room acceptingly
Sharing wisdom and experiences collectively
Allowing for space to grow or grieve
Not condemning in our hour of need
A willingness to just be
As is the love of you and me

All is well
All is well
Spirit tells me time and time again
I must remember to listen

Perhaps it's too late for my dreams
Today I've felt shattered

No matter the pain the lessons the strife
Even with the rain
In a weird way
Will miss this life

Expansion
Inflation

Birth
to a new
nation

Dancing till the world ends

&

heaven is our home

Sunsets beauty stays even after the glow
Images of the fade
reaching
to the world below
Stars burn bright
Sight seen
from
space
The dying and the light
Wishing for
its place

All that I give onto others I project back to me
All that you give I see

Woke up
to see
eye
looking
back at me
Big stare
Long eyelashes
Negative flashes
Was it letting me know
Was it projecting the show
Was it saying no more
Or evening up the score
In any case it woke me
from that
tormentful
dream

What feeds your soul
Is it
Dancing
Playing
Writing
Creating
Loving
Laughing
Hugging
Embracing
Hearts spiritedly racing
Singing
Music
Art
Sipping at an aromatic coffee bar
Tasting foods from near and far
Reading books
Exploring and realising where you are
Being in nature
Gazing stars
Finding a friend no matter the path
Moment of stillness
Breathing
Feeling
Watching
Observing
Learning
Living
Releasing
Return in

Contrast not all bad
Let's us see thoughts, things we have
had
Makes us understand when we feel happy or sad
Sometimes in these moments even in the pain peek horizons of glad
Anything else would just be
mad

The highs so high ecstatic
The lows feeding burning flames inside

Visions going mental
Mind seeing patterns people
Then they appear to me
Numbers on the rampage
Unlocking codes from a string cage

Oh dear universe
You are a marvel
Exploration of you turns wonders into cosmic whirls
A voyage of self discovery
A trove of magnificent worlds