Let hurts
Soften and Strengthen
To harden be to break yourself and others

The hardest people to love
Can teach us
the wisest lessons

It doesn't matter if we are not together
My soul will still love yours

Crying doesn't come as easily as once did before
Feel too many tears have been shed
Down on the floor

Keep feelings tight
As the winds howl loud and swift
Drifting in bottled skin
Hear the hollow screech sound from within
Breathe it in_
Sink..
And lift!

I die for truth everytime
Yet perhaps in some other universe place and time
We were together and you were mine
Still
walking
journeys
line
Even
If not
side
by
side

Your words
Only bring me
Closer to you

Mmmm... I can taste you on my tongue
Filling up with insatiable hunger
I want you in my mouth
Licking each
excitable
drop
Don't you just
love
bagels and cream cheese
Mmmm...
Tell me when to stop ✋

Notes of forever
Written in my
heart
❤

My lovely friend was back in work today from her holiday
It has been her birthday yesterday
I brought some cake in
Rose icing
Sponge slicing
We had a jolly day
Sweet smiles on face
Missed her presence in the workplace
Once jobs were finished, we had our cake and ate it :)

If I were
to
love you
Would you
love me
For
an
eternity

Let's light a candle
Talk
Set the world to rights
Speak of passions that burn through night
Joke and play as time slips away
Soft tender touches to begin
Eyes enticing most
Growing closer
Content by company and host
Sharing same desire
Kiss to kiss attentive
Knowing
Tasting
Savoring
Wetting appetite
Hunger so strong
You crave to go on
Firmly to each other's grips
Small bite between sips
Inside he slips
No other could feel like this
Bask in cups spill
Overflowing
Flame to wick intensifies
Liquid fuel action to lift up loves light

Tempestuous seas
Plunging
to
the
Deep
Desecration
in all that
plea
Raging
Wildly
Taken down
in
your
sorrow
your
hate
your
mercy
Submerged
Sunken
Drowning
Accepting
fate
Shifting sands
upon it's
wake

But how will I know when it is real
When you and I
Are the only
one
We
long
to  
feel

Take your pills
TAKE YOUR PILLS!!!
YOu
Won't
feel a thing

Atmosphere covered by
Web of lies
Perpetrators covering over vast skies
Blinding masses and bleeding seeking eyes

Pushing
Onto
The fragments
Of your
Soul

Although full of love and occupied
The room sits
empty
and
alone

Is death life
And life death
Living well in death depending on how well you live
Dying slowly in life to learn how to live again

Tired and weary but awake
Perhaps try to go back to sleep
Though
Never be like
before

Succumbing under sunlight
Perhaps in our warmth
We rest

Sitting with fear for a bit
Get to know it better
The shadows want me to face them again
Not just read from letter

Demons lull
with
tormenting
lullaby
Clawing at
insides
Compiling missing parts putting back together to make abstract art
Tearing into the heart
Shredding it apart
Voices of ridicule
Calling out as a fool
It's not they who's cruel
Dragging down into the mud
But they forget
It's there
I grew

Synchronicity in plain sight
In number plate state might
Next car behind
Two letters together say be
Not sure what that could mean
to you or me

Morning introduction with warm soothing caress
Air filled with love light and prettiness  
Colourful brilliance to highlight the stage
Feeling the loving breeze wrap around
Hold closely with surround amaze
A morning of fine romance
Morning of joy
Grace
Love
An Autumn dance

There is no time
So no distance apart
Soul to touch
Soul
From Heart
to
Heart

Going through the motions
Working through emotions
Healing as you go
Finding out inside, the love you kept away
Bringing it to open, to shine in light of day

You make me 'Shake
Control me

The sky looks heavenly
Golden clouds passing by
Pale blue between sunlight
Golden leaves glowing warm and bright
Pair of birds bound
for
onwards
flight

Clouds forming images in synchronicity
Phenomenon
Far...
Beyond
me..

Listen
to the sounds  
Nature all around
Whispers in the trees
Birds preen and flapping
Wind whistling
Thoughts and noise building
Release them one by one
Vortex of energy beneath the layers
Within that connection  
It doesn't need to be heard just felt with pure intention

Body outer shell
The crust to our earth
Within us all
spirit
of
universe
There is no beginning or end..
..Infinitely
swimming
in
the
cosmos

Heart feels joy
Now know, wherever I go
I want to
follow
that
joy
:-D

I think you are my favourite tune
I could play with you all day long
And still be turned on to hear your invigorating song

Play with me ;)

Last night felt a sense of drifting being pulled into another place and time
Fear kicked in so I resisted
Not sure what was happening inside
But as I open my eyes as many times before as images I've seen behind closed doors
A shadow I catch sight but not like ones before
This one has more definition
Black hood can't see face feet not touching floor
I just observe it drift from left to right side of room
Second time in past week hooded figure has approached
I wonder what they want
I know I'm not just crazy and it's not sleep disorder
Too much sense to know things in life normal perception can't fathom
Last one had green face could be a Martian
Oh well I thought as it zoomed out of eyeline  
Into the shadows to disappear before first light
And I slept the rest of night

As eyes meet
Hearts race
Feelings flood
Falling deep in gaze
Touch electric
Permeates sky
Kiss me now
Ascending butterfly
'Ohhh.. all a shiver'
Shaking as you kiss
Catch me now
Could surely die
Lay down drowning in this
Quenching the thirst
Fired flames are rising higher
Passion enraged
Immersed with the fire
Intoxicated flare much more than desire
So close and deep two worlds naturally conspire
A love no bounds heartfelt and true
All aquiver with notion
of you

Follow outline of hourglass body
Make the moment count
Bathe as stream trickles
between
breasted ravine
Dipping down to hip
As droplets collect to meet
Waters edge to thighs
Open mouth as
pleasures greet
In
and out

Moving with the beat
Smiles galore
You make me dance inside
Who could not adore

You were everything to me
Fell unexpectedly
Willing to leave family to be with yours
You left and found another so soon under one nights moon
Instant karma took due course
Devastatingly you still have a part of me
I can't break free
Do you ever think of me
As I dream of you

Autumn leaves
Fallen with the season
Broken onto ground
Dust to line the path
Pave the way
for which
is yet to
grow

Life carries its undertone
Quivering in motion to play to its tune
The instrument to our making
Emitting the sound of which chord we strike
Which string to strum
Which song is sung  
Held together by strings in the hands of our creator
Don't fret we are music
Pressed to harmonize

Waking up can lead to many discoveries including opening eyes to the unknown
unfolding
right in
front
of
you

From a place very familiar
A place of birth
Now older it's not the heritage that haunts
It's the strange but familiar haunters that visit to me

Sabotaging self
Drifting in the sea fearing what's below and above me
Stuck in stage of limbo not knowing which way to go
Part of hope is sinking
Part of hope is drifting
A part wants to live
Some bits to forgive
Others to show them what I'm made of

Thankyou for the put downs
The turning away when I need a friend
The pushy comments when I'm tired and breaking
The watching as I weep
I'm sure it'll make for a stronger me
You will need to look at yourself when you are through

The morning routine of wondering what day will bring has a habit of songs played from 'on this day'
So on social site one song played year before today was fall at your feet crowded house
I thought nice tune as I headed out
As morning panned out I hit a bumpy load feeling pain mental and physical
Trying to hold it back but part of grief kicked out
I struggle with not being authentic
As song comes on radio as about to leave for home
"And whenever I fall at your feet
Won't you let your tears rain down on me?
Whenever I touch your slow turning pain"  
It's playing same song again
I kept the tears inside til I got back
Shaking hands from panic attack
Play the song to listen again
Suggested "Don't dream it's over"
I don't play but go away to eat and rest
Downstairs friend sings same song
Poetry prompt for today was rainbows and gemstones wasn't feeling shiny or colourful
Then found out how rainbows show
So I went with what was read
Now to rest this weary head

Rainbows appear with the sun behind you
The rain up in front
The precious gemstones may gleam when least expected

Soul and body sinking
Tired
Done

You don't have to touch nature to feel it
You can feel it
On the winds..
In the air..
Dancing in the space
between
you

As she was in dark
He was her light
When he was eclipsed
She shone bright
Complete in day
and
night
Together making waves
under moonlight