So I hear the world outside getting louder
The voices raised
Chaos filled
It's rowdy at times in the streets round here
The insecurities and aggravations take flight
I know what will sort out the roots of hurt
Alcohol and a good fight
When will they want to make it right
Look
inside
It's just another Saturday night

So I took out my box of tricks
Costume attire wigs and snippets
A look suitable for halloween
I changed and dressed and wasn't satisfied
Til I found my Witchy Queen
She was standing there in front of me
Didn't need a big screen
Just a black dress
Outfit sorted!

Always said what he meant
Cutting it fine
Score between lunacy and sublime
Living for the beauty and the outrage of a crime
Passion blazed across his fiery eyes
Sharp steel
He made you feel
There was no going back
Plunging forwards
Hold onto your horses!
"There's no time for that!"

Song sings the shoreline
Waters rhythmic ride
Verses set the tone
Wave length far and wide
Chorus Crashing Crescendo
Flowing in Full Stride
Taking journey onwards
Ripples repeat lap and glide
Ballad gather tempo
Reaching  Dynamic
Panoramic
High

As a little girl
I didn't feel this world
Didn't want to speak to anyone I met
Just listen to the sounds coming out from mouths
Observing in the now
Didn't feel I had anything that wouldn't be chuckled about anyhow
Apparently spoke in unknown tongue at very young
Brother had to translate
I wanted to be mute for awhile but no other would contemplate
Never felt belonging to this world or those who should feel close
Drawn to animals old wise friends and spirit company hosts

Surrendering was always a pleasure
Deeper and deeper into the unknown
Body yielding to essence
Soul embracing home

I'm a cleaner in my job
I pick up what mess others have dropped
The hoovers broke so I must brush it up bit by bit
It hurts somewhat
but it's what I must do
to get the job done

Keep an eye on the good
The slices you enjoy
The chocolate pud
The Apple pie
Gotta turn a blind eye sometimes to what crushes soul inside
Part of life
To get by

A harsh word there
A look down stare
Lines of criticism from which to repair
Years built up to thoughts of no good
As strong as you try to believe
The voice of self doubt echoes deep
Keep on pushing through
Telling self think more of you
Building up too
There will always be times when others do put down
But the more we climb the farther away from hard ground
And even when words may be cruel
You see a bigger truth
The perpetrator is delicate underneath sharp snarling teeth
As fragile as you or me
It doesn't need to feel so painful when you see more clearly
We are all just swimming in delicate fragility at the bottom of our sea
So start to love you
Start to love me

Love is in bloom
It spirals back
to you
Petals delicate to touch
Soft sensitivity you must brush
Stem
into
it's
flower
Giving
stable power
Space to grow
and nurture to protect
Supporting weakness from forceful bends
Cultivating life into wild
   blossoming
                   garden

I have a place I'd adore to be
It's my happy home
A room of joy
Good company
Family and friends together sitting cosily  
A room with warm roaring fire
Rosy decor
Laughter shared
Children and pets playing delightfully
Everyone smiling as love has its home

I've seen
Dragons
Fairies
Ghouls
Ghosts
Deities
Aliens
Phantoms
Mystic eyes
Shadowmen
But Politicians!
I don't believe in them!  
Telling tall tales
Fables and lies
Wrapped up in 'for the people' guise
At least with Pinocchio you could see who pulled the strings and his nose grew when he was lying
Now where was I!
I have an prior arrangement with a Dragon
We are going flying to galaxies on high
To unexplored realms and starry sky!!...

Connected by
The roots
The earth
The sky

You take my breath away...
Don't stop!
I want your kiss of life

Love and Pain
Next to Next
Inhale pain
to
send out
love

Feels too much

Patiently wait
Touched by another
Hand of a lover
To them and me

In these aching times where so much feels unfine  
There is a little hope in the air'  
Thinking to shared memories and moments of warmth
to cherish
Friends who have met your smile with another
Love to dance between energies from family
Soul sister and brother
When treasure needs a little digging to be uncovered
Let's remind of time we found springs of laughter to rejoice in
the abundance
Flowing
source
to
well up
with delight!

Burning and light
For heavens sky

Too much pain in the world
It's time to heal
Not hurt another

I choose not to watch the news
Its full of pain terror and abuse
You never know what's fact from truth
Lives are devastated and ruined
As we sit and watch on..  
What's next on the agenda?
Let's guide a love nation
Come on!!!

City skyline
In deep decline
Watch and see men on streets plea for small bite to eat
No home, no company  
Low opinions stare down at their feet

Drugs aplenty to occupy social minds
See the city party goers on coke to have a fun time
So much above them
But they choose to stay below skyline

Sadness fills my eyes

I wish I had found in self more support and thought less of me weak
Maybe then I wouldn't of run towards any I seek
So much time spending worth in someone that never saw the worth in me
Been made to sleep in floor as less than a dog should be treated
Kicked in legs and **** told so fat so should be beaten
Headbutted in face to hide their disgrace
Told pills weren't enough to end worldly phase
All turned around to make me look insane
The worst was being poked and pinned cause the ex from years ago thought I had bed another
Just had to make sure I was clean and safe
A bit much to tell
But if I can cleanse some of past hell
So what!
Farewell!..

Lived in the darkness
Soul was in pain harness
Over and over again demons fed dread and fear
Send them love, they need it most
They don't know how it feels to hold such light
Faced the dark
Now staring into the sun

Entrance for love to pass
to and from heart ❤

Smiling all the way home
I walked with skip in step
Surrounding nature's beauty
Life's radiant breath
Leaves rainfall on the ground
Colours bright from floral bloom
Emerald and amber garland hanging frame of picturesque view
Love and earth in harmonic tune

Bow to You
Divinely Beautiful
Soul to Soul
Contact

He didn't like to dance
I made him     move
And he loved it!

How can you be intimate and affectionate with another
without physical connection

Through their words

When the sky is consumed by the night
All seems unclear
It is cold in the shadows
Then you appear
I can peer the starry light
You shine up
In my eyes

Accepting me so accept you and chosen family
Be happy
Love your life
You deserve to love

Does that mean same for me?
Or am I living egotistically?

Rip my heart open and let me melt within your flame
I burn for me only
I'm still
on
fire

Love all
But love the one
I'm not sure who's the one anymore
Or who should be lovin me
I guess there's a push to love, but what if it rests in what appears to be nothing

Spinning round the room
Dancing
Feeling giddy
It's ok I'm feeling great
Wish everyday could move so pretty
I'm getting looked at like I'm silly ;-p Heeeeeeeeeeeeeee

So many others telling of unconditional love - connection
Today I smiled as dog walkers gazed  happily and lovingly content to companions side
Unconditional it's how we should love
Everyone to feel safe and a home
Today I hugged my fellow friend warmed by love of face  
That moment treasured
Sacred
Best in show place
heart's a coo
Ok,  I may of shed a tear or two..
The affect of loyal friends for you!

I don't know what's next to come
but I feel it will be
full with
love
<3

Queen of Power takes her Alter
She is Fair Seer of Truth in Weakness and power
Beyond the Earth's shade

There is no threat as she fear not death
From this Higher place

There is Beauty in All
This too she knows
Although some
buried
Deep
below

Conscious to core of World's pain
In Bold esteem she has Faith in Cobalt Reign
Universal Force of Truth Love and Unity
Where past ends

Future Shall Begin

Skies
to
Freedom  
Look
Within

You see your darkness as black
It's just human nature
in all masks
Nothing you or I do truly lack

Within you sits a sanctuary
A home of love and grace
Eternal all encompassing
Purity and faith

Flow into me as no beginning no end eternal infinite friend

Floating in the tank got me thirsty for more
Sinking to the bottom felt heaven was right next door
Taken by your rough hands and smacked around the head got me scratching below the surface to wear the blood as coat of dead
Chains to all my limbs found contorted charms
Twisted and amused finding mercy praying palms
So pain me by all means but I've already been torn apart
I can be your sweetest nightmare or wickedest dreams
Don't take it all to heart

Smoky haze has you in bewildered daze
                                            Your senses feel off skew
Thoughts
falling
into
rut
You cannot see clearly though eyes open
sight seems
shut
The smoke and haze have you within it's mist
You want to run
                                            but it will shift to follow
You have to learn to live amongst tight grip
Until clearer
brighter sunburst
morrow