You can only go halfway into the darkest forest
                                ...then you are coming out the other side

Take
            your            
  crumbled bits    
     and   
 build your castle

The more you grow
The easier it is to see the ones that are trying to pull you down
I hope they find the security they need to put away their childish weapons

Don't let anyone pressure you into to doing something you are not comfortable with or in ways prompted by manipulation
I am comfortable with who I am
I know my worth and respect my body
I love my body and will show no shame for it or the scars and wounds I have let heal and those still needed to heal
I will not be used as a object manipulated or spoken to with disrespect or ill regard
I hope those that try
Find themselves at this place too

School days
Taught me nothing about who I was

Life taught me that

I am all that you need
To know thyself
is to love

You grew from the life left over from death
You drew from the sun but your head knew where you were grown from

No matter which way the blood
let
the heart
was always
heavy
You came along and tipped the scales
The heart was lost it had abandoned its true home to stay with his
Then again..
I was taught how to live
and
bleed

The world was spinning not from its turn
The spinning mixed with other worlds
Around and round upside down
Kept feet to solid ground as head was whirling place unbound
Existence from outer space
Touching form
Firming state
Dream or real
Matter creates

I'm at a vulnerable place in my life
But I know I have to be
To break out from the past that held me back
The wearing ways now out of date
The fire of hoops made to jump through
Seem nothing but a play thing now
However never want to go back down to that

Under a waterfall
Heavenly
dew
rain
down
Pour
onto
this
vessel
Health
Wealth
Love
Abundance
to
jewel
this crown

What you put out
You get back

Be it a
soft

loving
kiss

Or a

Hard Full On
Smack!!

There's time for change
and
there's time to stand in your own power

I'm getting lessons in patience
I can't wait!!

You held my heart
and
brought it back to life
You
touched me
right

Dreaming of a future with less struggle
Not to worry bout the restrictive huddle
To feel the joy of movement
To dance inside this skin
To have time to be with family and friends and ways to treat them to days that we will never want to end
But for now...
I dream

The pen entranced
to
meet
with hand
Words flow
from
the mind
The pen takes lead and scrolls the lines
To make the page it's own
Wizards
Poetry
and
Rhyme
Console from Higher Prime

Too much dark consumed the soul
To dig way out to reach a goal
Finding all will come and go

Leaves you in the here and now
Take a bow!
X

They come
to me
They
flow
through
me
Riding the
lows and highs
of
universal
life

In each eye you look into
If you can not see you and your love staring back
It's not outwards you should be seeking

To take a chance on a dalliance
Would never make it true
For hearts to fall
There has to be more
than
just me
and
you

Ashes stoked
Dusty cloak
Within the grains a fire chokes
Smoke covered hearth
Coal is lit
Heating embers in my chest
Built from ash
Build upon it

Pour it on
Drip
by
drop
It's a must on any course
It's just like me
You see
A bit of sweet with a fiery heat
Don't let that put you off
It's a mild tasting tangy sauce :)

Eyes alive
Wings stretched wide
Animal instinct impassioned flight
Hear the calling of the kinetic night
Moving through deepened sight
The night owls senses astute and wise
Locating energy beyond the light

I think it's bleeding its spilling out
Beating hard and fast
Spinning
Dizzy now
Pain is stabbing
I think it's a heart attack
You broke my heart
When you left leaving me without
The heart it numbed to stop the pain
But now the heart is
     spilling
again

In this life
This world
Such strife
People stressed
Confused and tired
Wanting more than chaos and fire
To feel the winds freely dance
To let down their hair in a open stance
To love be loved
No unrequited romance
To know yourself and happy with who you are
Each and everyone caring getting on
The world twirling to joyous heartbeats
Peace is all I seek

Love died
Love turned away
The only way to bring it back
Was to turn it around to me

Take the moment to ease the day
To yourself let time erase
Go to quieter place
Be now
but
let self
drift away..........................

Unknown secrets only to ourselves
Drip
to
the
bottom of the wishing well
a story no other could sell
It's our pennies for a thought
Our tale to tell

The gateway opened before I opened my eyes
Visions flashed
Then came to life!
I knew in for a mystical
fantastical
cosmic
ride

A little taste here and there
A little bite to sate the appetite
A sweet treat of fancy
Filling pockets in the air
Messages digits a sign
To know feathered friends
are here and
do care
❤

I can not let go of you
Cause you are always in my heart

Moons aura
channels
down
to
earth
Calling out life and rebirth

Nature
in
our bones
Connection
to the ground
Rooted in stems
Forests in my mind
Sometimes wither
Fall behind
Cannot reach out between the leaves

Even when I die

I will always start again

555 was the time on the clock
On this first day
The past will stop
Receive the present as a gift
Feel the heart as lighter lift
On towards the coming year
With angels and guardians to you are near

Oh yes! I love your smell
Your touch silky smooth
effortless
You know just how to make me smile
I glow when you are near
On my lips
It's you I want to taste
Rub all over me
Get deep
Go right in
Don't worry not a drop go to waste
I like this new skin regime
Coconut oil tasty scented paste Mmmm..

Skin peeled back
Organs rearranged
Stirred
Heart stabbed
Pain in leg
Arm
Head
Back
Ailments ease
Liquid seeping ears
Surrendering to up high
Releasing fears
Let it be
Let it be
Lessen the structured grip
of outwardly
Focus
to
light
energy

The radiators been leaking all day
Buckets filled
Emptied
Back and to
Drips from the ceiling
This house like the money pit
Try all day to smile
Be grateful
Know a lot more worse off
But state of these rented accommodations inside just reeling
Drink some more wine
Before water too leaks from these eyes

Heart
Beats
Pounds
Intense
Brings back
to
breath and essence

Body a shell
Layer to inside
Cover over light
Sun rays from the eyes
Taking in daylight
Directing back to shine
Shell washed up on the breeze
Floating with the air
Lighter than a feather
Risen up to high
Human reason come creeping in
Weighted to the ground
Fear
settles
down

I am not my name
I am not a martial status
I am not my job
I am not who you perceive I might be
I am not even this body
I am spirit
Flying
free

Crimson kiss
Bow to cupids hit  
Make your mark
Pulling closer
In your hold
Arched
Air smoulders
Feathered touches
Angels heart dance
Beauty magnifies
Skies wonders
Love
to soften
abrasive thunders
Gentle whispers
Glorious technicolor

Twin flame don't you see what a mess you made of me

But we were in a mess to begin with



Let's burn it all away..

We are changing like the shadows of our minds
Fresh openings to the scars we left behind
Painting sunlight from drifting shaded lines
Eyes follow fade from black to white
Seeking beauty in new finds
Stepping in balance to steady swinging vines
Knowing not all is known
Learning
Perhaps never being right

Carpet lawn of frosty glaze
Blanketing the greener daze
Fog smog layer fumes to sky
Chill flows in and out
Hello!
Goodbye..
Quiet are the pastures and peaking mount
Rest and retreat...
..on the mind
To keep the warmth held deep inside
Holding on to promises of spring
For now shall embrace
Dusty sprinkled
icing

Angels light divine and bright
Strongly felt incoming night
Softens skin from within
Grace to place the world just right
Loving you even when you feel the stage is set and all you know
Is how you seem and what lies below
You are but more
On Angel wings are driven to soar
Do not undermine your worth
For your flight was paved at birth
Control what creeps up to corrupt the soul
Freedom lives in you being whole

Universe
Energy
Connectivity
Love
Earth
Air
Fire
Water
Sky
Wet
Dry
Skin
Within
Outside
Planets
Stars
Right
Wrong
Good
Bad
Come back to love
Family
Friends
Animals
Nature
Life
Death
Angels
Spirits
God
Love
Galaxies
Nebulas
Black holes
Stars explode..
Supernovae
Love and energy joining all
Bringer of life and changes call

Learnt behavior
Let it savour
Stewing in the ***
Leading to believe you're something that you're not

It always hurts
Though it heals
Rub it in
Take the sting
Aftermath
How does it feel?