You have to start loving your pain
Or you will hate it
and breed
             more

I can see the scenery
The scenery staring back at me
I can see the reflections of the mirrors
The colours of the lights prisms
The black of the shadows
Lush green fields where nature grows
Battering of the wind where the debris blows
The underlying conditions that hold our own
The sadness in your eyes when you are all alone
The joy when you smile
The place your heart calls a home
How you dance with the breeze the summer sun
How you rest when all seams to come undone
The blame on your tongue when the bitterness comes
The pain to your victims when you have endured the harshest whipping from a heavy metal loaded gun
I see the fights
The plights we have lost and won
Successful times
The failure taken to none
Trying and smiling far easier for some
As day turns to night and the moon lifts the veil
We are doing our best no one wants to flounder squander
and fail
Shifting with the motions the movements that pass
To be living on earth that is our learned task
I see these glimpses as I lean in
Rise up and fall
back

I have felt each tear as dropped from mine eyes
Tracing heartbreak with each line
I have felt the lonely how cold and such sorrow
I have seen with mind the ascended master crucified betrayed befallen by earths blind
Loved until hollow
Darkness wash away the light and wake to bitter morrow
The emptiness that fills your soul when you no longer feel
The scratching at your bones when your skin was left to peel
How your insides died with every breath and hope was all you could hang on to
Evaporated passion and zeal

Now
you know
what it is to feel

Meditation
A way to turn down the noise and come back to you
A way to silence the thoughts when your feeling blue
A place to go from within and journey throughout
A time to listen to the words without judgement or any doubt
A line to centre to source and connect with the whole
A practise to expand what you think you know and all that you may do
But let's not hold on to this
Let go
It's all up  
to
you

Take me into your hands
Rub me gentle and slow
Massage tenderly
Perky will grow
Breast care is
valuable to know
Do it alone or a close friend
someone willing to grace with
a healthy healing glow

Dancing to the rhythm
Let the movement
flow
Arms to
circle air
Hands waving to and fro
Body
           swaying
Mind drifting to
far off places
             they want to go..
***** 'shaking'
Grinding Hi and
low
Hips
snaking          
Energies travel from
                                shadow
through
to
lights
window

Kick
me
Punch
me
Love
me
Maim
me
Hold
me
Touch
me
Shun
me
Frame me
Keep on going with this game
your playing
You'll make me
Strong
That's all
I'm
saying

I need a love that's deep
I want to feel you inside me

Slurp me
from
the
inbetween
Lick me from
inside
out
Kiss me from
the
middle
Show me what
loves
about

I will let go
til
I am
no more

Don't claim to be the smartest
Don't claim to shine the brightest
Though those that claim to know me
Won't care to know me
at all

I can feel your energy
The words that you write
The age of your soul
The songs that reside
The mask from behind
which you hide
The poetry latent
lament
weeping
waiting to confide

Hold me
Let's pretend we can still love

He had nothing but still
touched my soul
and said God Bless

The man with the blackened ***** bony fingers and cold weathered hands
Who's holding his
Who warms his spirit
Who loves his heart
Where does he live
As he wanders the streets
Will a home be found

Desire
from
the feet
to
the thighs
Soul from the roots
to
the
crown

I am beautiful
and so
are you :-)

It wanted me to be scared and feed off my fear so it chased me in
my dreams
I woke up and the black mass moved away

I will heal
From every bone
From every single ache
But first I must ache

To my
lips
such
sweet kiss
Fruity bliss
quenching part sips
I'll drink you in
and taste your flavour
Oh this fruit a gift to savour
Each bite cools and fills
Can we have some pear now  
You have given me such
ripening
craving chills

Come sit with me
Take the world off your shoulders
We don't have to talk if you don't want
I'll just sit with you and be your friend

Born
from
the
egg
Rebirth
with the
eye

You are
everything
and
nothing

Ides of March
Dark and Light
Where the two shall meet
As light shines bright it takes the night passes it to the sun
Warms the ground
The lost are found
Loving every
one

Melodies tune to the sound of strings
Dante base and Heavens wings
Dancing naked as you play to me
Fire of hips with eyes of sea
Fan the flames
Ill dive
to
thee

Clearing    clawing   sound

Stalking   prowling    round
Kitty likes to PURRR!!..
Stroke flaming primal fur
Do You think you can get closer??
Or will I get my meal first?
Paws
for thought

It's just a tiger claws

These scars they tear at the heart
They pull at the seams
Pop the blisters
Let the ooze bleed clean
The energies giving up on me
Gravitational force of negativity
Keep on circling swirling perpetual fiend
Scuffling and laying into sensitivities
Not wanting to fight
Though still
Insides Scream
Then a light is found in the bewildering scenes
Bringing back
to
the
trophic preen

Sometimes the pain stings
Sometimes it cuts your heart to bits

To feel the sunlight on my skin
To know the love deep within
To see the wonder in your eyes
To have the truth and shatter lies
To have my worth in worthless times
To feel them back in bitter climbs
To touch the beauty between the thighs
Hand in hand
Soul with mine

Restless
Restless Restless
Relentless
Feet tapping
to
the
unheard
song

Arcadian journey to the sun
As oceans cross and earth is one
Circadian rhythm Moon struck with Sun
Priestess Prowess Wholesome God
Evoke your Powers Eclipse and Shone
For Together We Thrive Blazing Throne
My Light is yours and darkness cast on
And in this moment separation gone
Blend to heat and knowing call
Whisper my Love Ecstatically Fall
Rise with Me I give You All
No mortals pleasure
Everlong

Climb the ladder
rung by rung
Losing grip
Feet are
           flung
Keep on climbing to the ledge
Keep on loving
til the bitter end
Falling
back
to
make
amends

You can feel the sadness behind the eyes
you try so desperately to hide
Tomorrow your eyes will light up
another day

I want you
to
breathe
soft and slow at first
steady as we rise
Into each other's arms
we dance
Take me
into
you
Breathe me
Deep
Let's fill the space
between
each
step
Riding the wind
until
the heat is all we feel
No need to breathe
The fire is all we need
Our
Tempestuous
Feed

Each time
I
fall
I appreciate more and more

Holding hand in mine
Stroking fingers softly touch
Holding on to emotions tight as now they roll and push
Longing embrace wrapping arms to care
Conflicting feelings vulnerable bare but lovingly there
Keep a hold til love can breathe with comforting soothing flowing air

Sometimes I think
I'm laz

The tree it's seen the seasons
The changing shifts and falls
The tree it's been still standing sturdy strong and tall
The tree has bared witness to the scying calls
The tree it's held position with the crying skies
The tree it has its moments to bloom to shed for leaves to
drop
to
die
The tree it stands as monument to each battle cry
The tree it goes on growing ever nearer to the sky

Soft white earth untouched
Pure
Fresh clean elixir
Garden to cleanse tastes palate
Beauty perched in the air

Peppery beans?
It's just the way I'm standing
Peppery spaghetti?
No it's just the way I'm hanging

Opening the channels
Flowing
through the grid
Pumping up the pressure
as
earthing ever
dig
Signals from
the heart
Electric from the touch
Amplify the senses
Compounded form the rush

Up the hill to climb
Rocks to step underfoot
Stumble then to rise
Only way to go
Place your weary feet
into my mould
My footprints
shall
guide you
home

Lush green grass with daisy chain
Open plane across the field
Hearts so sweet
Where lovers meet
To bring them home again
Happy times
Yours and mine
Tasting strawberries fed to each
Lips moist with fruity juicy treat
Cupids bow touch to both
Spring times
intoxicating
exhilarating
mouth sating
appetizer
and
aperitif

These waves ask me to write
High and low tides of life riding to the shore
Moon directing cresting curling course
Stars nightlights for the dark
Sun warming to the day
Deep as the ocean swells and bed sometimes so far away
Releasing to the elements earths most humble way
A raft upon a current
Drift with waters sway

Imperial sea
Soft tease
Floating
Breezing
Gleaming sheen
Flowing together effortlessly
Smoothly
Closely
Gently
Delicately
Pressingly
Contently
Cosily
Purposefully
Syncing to the waves so rhythmically
Ohhh
Come away with me
Sail this silken dream

To come round to this world as a veil of bedding
rests upon thy face

The striving man
Reaching for everything
Wanting for nothing

Still judged by the lack of career path
Was never one for money
Just love and a family
Times shifted
Things fell apart
Find myself wedged between heart and heavy starts
Spiritual growth is seen as less than a job
Not viewed from these eyes
A life's time dedication and commitment
Much more than a job or any wealth
Working hard finding self
Though success and value measured in the paying rent
If I dream, in sense
can struggle each day
Stack the shelves
Borderline pay
Not a life
Sounds like living hell
Perhaps not so dissimilar to the hell you've already felt
Praying as you knelt

Even if
right
now
It's
the
best
you
can
do

I'm tired of wanting
When really I want nothing
Maybe love
Although that's something already own
Just needs more time to grow