You've lived the lows
You've died inside
You've met the love that stole your heart your mind
You've despised the self
You've cried
Too many times
You can't go back
Onwards you must climb

Anxiety shush
You're like a rustle in a bush
The winds will blow where they may anyway
Just flowwww..
Ok

The voices in our heads they bury deep
They bring us to the brink
Swim or to sink
When words are harsh and talk is cheap
Can we lie upon the raft or sit down on lands creek
Watching the waves rise high or
fall
steep
Taking the moment to ride with the tide
Rest
Reset
Balance
Stand back, onto our feet

Spill your guts out on the floor
Grind and writhe til you can't take anymore
Feel it fill you up in horror
Darkness invades be no tomorrow
Let it spew
Let it
      slide
It builds and sticks
to
insides
Hurting, it is too much
It's your medicine
Can't you taste the punch
Now swallow hard and replace
with
love
You're healing
It's in your blood

I know as a women want strength and equal power
I've played the dating game
Wrote poems bought flowers
Though it never really turned out well
I ended up in cold showers
So I won't chase anymore
Whats right will be there in the striking hour

Just when I think all is left where's it's been
There you are again in a dream
You come to me
Grab me kiss me so strongly so passionately
Then in another dream
I see you with her
and your future
family

Inside a universe a vortex spin
Covering of sky and stars for skin
Heart as moon and sun, feeling and warmth
Spine transcending all space and time
Ground to God
Connect body spirit and mind  
Align
Blood coursing
Galaxies
shine

They guide me
further
into
the
unknown
They sew me
deeper
into
the
fabric
of the universe

Every time a fear comes up
I get scared
Then..
I get
Brave

Our minds are the layers of oceans we can dive
To stay afloat and paddle
To plummet and thrive
To venture below to the dark beneath
To find the luminous nature of feast
The deeper we go the more there can be
Though the lower we sink the more we can fear
However as vision acclimatize breath comes back to life
Growing bit by bit
Eye witness to beauty with wash that submit
Even the wreckage of sailing ship can be seen with fresh eyes
To understand the importance of a moment and change that arise
From our vessels we sail
to
horizons
of
skies

Magic
blends
with those
who
believe

Grow me a garden of fruit ripe and sweet
Plant me the flowers for the whole world to see
Branch up the trees for expansion to breathe
Unearth me a plot for the wounds left to heal
Sacred place of wisdom for silence or deeply feel
Tend to the bed to nurture from the soil
Let's be at peace in nature
in hearts
mind
and
soul
❤

Do you want a taste of me,
or to feel me?
There's a difference
between
the two

Paint the world in colours singing from your soul

Warm the heart of feeling

Smile to a beaming

light show

Like blossoms on a tree
Sometimes we drop off
Falling
to
the ground
The ground can be a stable place to show the beautiful patterns of nature
The colours as they fade or glow
As seasons change
The petals may wilt to grow

From each other came you
Embodiment of experience
Essence
of
Source
Living
Loving
Learning
Lessons in life's course

Kiss my thighs
Feed from
a
Queen

Take me into your own
& I
will show you my boundless world
My home

Looking
into
each other's eyes
as
they
fall to sleep
Holding
one another's hands
as they
wake

Shell outside
Hard
sometimes
         rough
Firm to touch
Inside nature
Feeling heart
Sheltered
Covered by dark
Outside creeps
to
shine its spark
Pecked by the disconcerting hen

He dipped his hands
into the
sky
Held the moon
& never asked why
He knew
He just knew
.

Warm air touches skin
Permeating bodies bridge
Gentle breeze softens heat
The air is relaxed and cooled

With sweet kiss a seal pass from lips
He grips firm but delights in her form
Fingers entangle in soft loose curls charmed by her feminine grace
Hand of other with curvaceous hips place
Fingers tighten like tentacles to the twirling of her thighs
In his eyes she feels his love his soul dances to her rhythmic glow
Eyes smile between delicate and passionate kisses
Their world spins with the sounds of life
The arch of her back traces the tree line it's wood hard and  pleasing
A flower in bloom opens to natures tune
The roots run deep below their feet
He takes her down to feel the ground pound
Thrusting to the earth's beat
Leaves crunch as senses rush
Every moment a beautiful note
A message of universal love
A message of loving hope

I don't know what I'm looking for
anymore
I feel like I've already watched it all
fade . .  .

I will love you forever
though I can't hold on
You belong to whoever makes your love
be strong

Touch me in first light
Our
shadows
can
dance
together

As beauty befell incandescent eyes
Bequeathed by blanket of purest skies
Body of earth
Waters birth
Crystallize
Vision forms to hypnotize
Touch of spirit
Materialize
Like a snowflake
Each unique
Diamonds setting
Everlasting
Jewels
Of heaven

I'm the serpent
I'm the witch
I'm the lover
I'm the *****
I'm the Goddess
I'm the Queen
I'm the never has been
I'm the priestess
I'm the power
I'm the forsaken
I'm the tower
I'm the innocent
I'm the pure
I'm the devilish
I'm the demure
I'm a loner
I'm a chance
I'm a victim
Sweet romance
I'm a terror
I'm your fiend
I'm a confidant
I'm a friend
Don't hate me
Don't commend
I will love you
til
The bitter
end

Craft it out of clay
Mould it to the bone
Give it room to breathe and move
Let it feel the groove
Set it on a high
Sturdy from the spine
Have the legs go weak
Havoc in mind will be
Switch the lights down low
Dim the inner glow
Hearts will break
Make no mistake
Can't do that
You must be fake
Coming round again
You learn
Adapt
Walk the path
Trip or fall
Hands and knees to crawl
Directions gone a way
Found a needle in the hay
Stack it up once more
Rolling
laughing
crying
on the floor
Open another door
Need a rest
Silence the roar
Drift far out
Ashore
Surrender to the source
Here's a boat I'll steer the course
Oh no waves crashing rocking core
Easing up
Grateful for this rapport

Living in the pretence
Some part wants to climb the fence
Another just lay in bed

Rage the Fire!
I have more dreams to
         burn

In the brilliance of your absence
Heart of stone crushed and spliced
The soft scent haunted in the fragrant darkness of the night
The cold wind blew in with a steady might
The leaves spun and
fell right by my side
The cold
The
darkness
The
love
Warmth
The
light
Just a part of wholeness
of this very
life

My hands burn
+  
             I              
   place them on  
your
pain

I showed myself love
From all the ways I died

Why do those that have lived through hell
Never can share the tale to tell
We keep it inside the trail we hide
Even if spoken out
It's read as metaphorical
We know
It's more
literal

Love so high it can make you cry
Dark so low it can make hearts bow
The light felt as soft and bright
Fears can melt in the blink of all seeing eye
Death grips on to the hips it slips its unseen face to mask your shadows
Connected to source of all things
Drifting away on a black birds wings
Feeling nothing and everything
Sometimes makes the feeling sting
Numbness comes in to present
things
Holding on
to
new days
New gifts
A love that gets it

Beg for me baby
I'll let you
plead
I'll bleed for you baby
Bite me!
**** me
clean

Let's explore each other
from inside
out
Heart
to heart
Kiss to
mouth
Tender touch
Covering
skin
Love me as a woman
I'll treat you
as
a King

Dive
into
the ocean
Flowing with the waves
Passions on the high- rise
Love in every
way

Sun to heat the cool air
Breathing
deep
to
time
Take in sensitized feeling
Tune with cosmic rhythm and rhyme

Plummet
to
the
unearthed
Shooting over
stars
Coming home to heaven
For love is who
we
are

Still
falling
I let the waves carry me
             Under your waves                
I succumb

We will all get
home
in time

Keep ploughing
through the
dark
night
..
.

&
you
will shine
with the stars
of bright
light

Walking by the florists
A voice called in ear
Said go in apply for job nothing left to fear
Ignored the signs the calling tune
After missed opening heart felt sad full of gloom
So days past got on with daily tasks
Wanted to get inner glowing feeling back
Following week heart echoed voice
Spirit sang and presented choice
The messages were there on route to path
So plucked up courage shadowed doubting mind of lack
Glad signs were finally followed
Now more uplifted
Universally gifted
Future is improved
Life in floral bloom

I can't stand your ******* lies
The ******* I despise
The sweet sentiment when your just **** and black flies
The apologising to hurt the inner pride
The lower standards truth can be hard to hide
Fears seen as weakness when the darkness would burn out your bloodshot eyes
Turning the cheek when heart and scars cry
Patronization when I could take you for a deep thrill ride
Demons
Death
Ego
Love
Hate
Passion
Desire
Hurt
Pain
Suicide
Lust
Infinity
Gutted from inside
Condescension
Descension
Ascension
O'
Come alive

I'm disappointed in others
I'm disappointed in myself

Messiah with throne up high
Coronation crown of thorns
Arms stretched open
Heart is wide
Healing hands pinned from outside
Inside there's a home
A love you can't deny
See yourself in every man
God's greatest noble plan
They not yet to see
Shown by righteous mercy
Sacrifice for all that shall pass to be
Blood shed colour of corolla
A shade bled from the heart
Crown always to heavens stars
Healing forever in the soul
Your touch of purity Of gracious whole
No death to only those that die
The hill ascended shrine
The dark tomb no cold
No mind
Veins of green leaf vine
Climbing to spirits life
Divine

Rose
+
bloom
from mortal
coil
of
man

Already
died
internally
May as well live
Externally

Opening ears to intuition
Heart to align with that which we seek
Breaking of old habits and the past of who once tied
self
down
to
    be

Sick of others making me feel like I'm ****
So I'm not feeling it anymore

Your unstoppable breath
Makes me stop.
Every time

Forging
further
into the forest
Into the thick of it
The deep dark brush grows up and up
Though I wander
further
Not scared to stop
As the more I venture the closer I get to the edge  
Light shines
on
the
other
side