Lack of courage
To tell the truth
It will sting
Clever play on words
Edgy jokes
But real eyes
Realise the truth
Although hidden
Age means time spend
Nothing changes over time
Except time
Age brings wisdom from heartache
You claim love
I sense the unsertainty in you
You lack courage
I already know

When eve cry
Angels rush
To catch each tear
Emergency love thread
Catch each broken piece
Slowly gently thread eve whole
The cracks remain
Gold of giving
Gold of love
Gems of faith
Heat of gods love
Mend eve's broken pieces whole again
The mending a memory
The day satan tried to **** god's eve
Heavens darling
Paid with jesus's blood
Your master and creator will never surrender you
Love unending and true

FEAR
my nemesis
between my ears the battle ground
my courage
corroded by fear
my hope
imprisoned by fear
my future
dependent on the daily victories
small and big
each thought matter

in my fantasy world
i live with passion and conviction
fearless
reality , i am a shadow
never truly taking responsibility
never making a declaration
to take my freedom
yes my freedom
to destroy my jail of fear
brick by brick
one negative word at at time
i was born free
now i claim my freedom from a fear filled existance

not a family

i am obligated to bring all before my God in Heaven
the path i travel can only be with his blessing and guidance
i stand in the pond of love
basking in the rays of joy
afraid to bring you before my God
i haide my face in fear
fear of his answer
you not being worthy in his eyes of his daughter
fear of you not being my destiny
fear of having to release you
ful knowing my soul will die
by bibo, my own bibo
you awaken my dead body
breathed fresh air into my life
rekindled my love of life
i dram again
i do not want a life without you

i live in waiting for our moments
to bask in your presence
you radiate love, pure love
it warms my aches and pain
healing blood flows to unhealed wounds
you press me so hard all my broken pieces reconnect
an old battle axe
scared wounded half dead, only existing
day to day
hardly breathing, but to stubborn to yield
wandering in the shadows
needing a home
afraid
you found me
i resisted
you proved love

i am home

meeting by boy and girl through mutual acquaintance
invisible threading to souls
step by step, bit by bit, inch by inch
love grow slow. this is not a race for the finish line
a slow walk till breath leaves
the stars will forever tell our story
we will search for each other after every reincarnation
a key and a lock perfectly match

completely present in the moment
i am with you
no more doubt, no fear, no more questions
rather love with fire than having not lived and loved, an half breathed life