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 Jan 25 Kaiden
Vesper
Fat
 Jan 25 Kaiden
Vesper
Fat
Sitting
Crying
Wishing less
Wanting more
I can't hide myself anymore
The sweatshirts too small
My body too big

Wishing the hurtful words would stop
Not just from you but me
I feel as if I'm going to pop

Skipping meals
Drinking soda
Eating salad
Having dessert

I tell myself that they don't notice
But I think they do
 Jan 20 Kaiden
Nobody
i'm breathing fast
i'm seeing the past
things i don't want to remember
hit me like a blast

anxiety rising
breath denying
i'm hearing their words
i feel like i'm dying

their words hit me like a stab
i crunch like a crab
that they stepped on
i feel a jab

words bleed out of my chest
as i remember what i don't want to
i'm not ready
wait... just let me

try
to
forget
 Jan 19 Kaiden
Kindinheart
Trauma leaves a mark
That cannot be erased
Stays with you forever
Something not to be praised
But time is a healer
The memory with time fades
You cannot forget
What caused that trauma
That made that imprint
Which stays in your mind
 Jan 15 Kaiden
Liana
Zoloft
 Jan 15 Kaiden
Liana
A little oval
The size of a been
It's green
And I'm not sure if it's taunting me
Or comforting me
But it's there
Staring

It's hard to believe
That something so small
Could change my big world

I know it will dissolve
Into many little workers
Trying to take the wheel of my brain
For my captain is evil
And they want to help me

Please do help me

I've tried everything else
Starting to take Zoloft, I think I'm exited--but I'm mostly just done with feeling bad.

(This note was written by a mop that was supposed to clean but was ***** so made things worse. Like a lot of people a guess.)
Hard to love
I’m easy to leave
Don’t mind me
I just can’t breathe .
Things that are said
Replay in my head

I cry alone
Not in sight
If I’m asked what’s wrong
My answer
Is me trying to fight.
It’s not right,it’s not true.
Lost in my head
What do I do.
 Jan 8 Kaiden
Madeon
Oh Lord,
how few normal people there are in this world!
Only me and my imaginary friends.
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