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Jimmy King Aug 2013
“You've been awfully quiet today”
My father said
“I just have a lot to do”
I replied
“You can go home”
He told me
And I
Almost broke down
In that moment
As I had already done
And as I knew you were doing
Elsewhere
But I simply said
“Okay”
Too afraid to tell him;
Too much
Still looking forward
To a lake side in September-
Or maybe not yet
Understanding
What I had done-
But regardless
Too... something
To tell him
Who might not be coming
To that lake side
In September
Anymore

(“See you Monday”
“See you Monday”
I wish I could still
Say things
Like
"See you Monday")
Jimmy King Aug 2013
Even after I make choice,
After I put a decision
Into action
I'm still undecided

It could just be
That the grass is
Always greener-
Or the rain
Always lighter-

But maybe it's
Because
I genuinely made
The wrong choice.

Or maybe not.
Maybe
I should just
Go to bed.
Jimmy King Aug 2013
Coming home
I was met
With a slightly different
Reality than the one
I left

Maybe it's because
You can't fix someone
Bent on breaking themselves

Or maybe it's simply
Because I need to
Let the past
Pass

But I just can't spend
Any more time
Avoiding the future
Jimmy King Aug 2013
I've been writing poems
In my mind
All day long-
But like the little
Islands of dreams
Lost within the seas
Of my subconscious,
I simply couldn't
Put pen to paper
Before my little life boat,
Carried by the current
Of reality,
Drifted away
From my islands
Of metaphor
Jimmy King Aug 2013
I didn't stop
To ask that woman
In that parking lot
Why she was crying.

And with so many
New memories
Floating- like smoke
From the six joints
We rolled-
Through my mind,
I didn't even stare
For very long.

You may have become
Central to my life,
But you haven't
Become an epicenter-
And nor has that woman
Crying
In that parking lot.

All I see in everything
Derives
From within me:
I am my own destruction
My own epicenter-
But also
My own regrowth.

So even if I couldn't
Help that woman crying
She may have helped me.

And so have you.
Jimmy King Aug 2013
Within
The moon hits the tree
in such a way
that it's easy to forget
the height;
the ultimate suspension:
eighty feet up
in a harmonic slumber
resting only
on the closest thing
I've found to God:
a single organism
on which two
(or maybe three
now?)
men can rest
and gaze upwards
at the shockingly
finite dance
of the leaves
and the stars--
all the while,
listening to the chorus
of the frogs, owls, coyotes
of the woods around

Without**
After spending a night
without the comforts
of modern man,
in a little green dot
on man's map,
boxed in on all sides,
I emerged
from the forest
to find a man
in a forklift
with a saw--
and at first it seemed
as if he might just
be trimming the branches
but then
the tree fell,
and like man
and his little green boxes,
product of a continually
diminishing temper,
a yard
(or perhaps
a map?)
was left barren
Jimmy King Aug 2013
Sometimes I stand
In the middle of the road
And see a car coming
But I don't get out of the way

It's not because
I want to die,
It's because I can't decide
Which way to run-
Left
Or right

I worry that someday
This thing which appears
To her like hesitancy
And to her like dedication
Will leave me crushed
Beneath four tires
A ******
And unrecognizable
Mess of road-****

Sometimes I stand
In the middle of the road
And see a car coming
But I don't get out of the way

It's not because
I want to die,
It's because I can't decide
Which way to run-
Left
Or right

I worry that someday
This thing which appears
To her like hesitancy
And to her like dedication
Will leave me crushed
Beneath four tires
A ******
And unrecognizable
Mess of road-****

I just wish somebody
Would push me
Out of the way but
It doesn't work like that
And so I now have to decide
Left...
Or right?
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