J - Hello Poetry

J Aug 2017

Promise

A promise I made to myself,
If I ever met someone else,
That made me feel,
Nothing outside our space mattered,
I would tell her....

Why is it so hard to write?

J May 2017

Come away with me

Come on away with me
I love you so
I just don't know
Just where to go
As long as we are so

#come #away #with #me

J Jan 2017

Middle

I'm lost in the middle
Don't know what to do
Do I stick or do I move
Content but yet alone
Commit or do I go

#content #move #stick #middle

J Dec 2016

Back Again

Hello, it's me,
Back again.

The feeling of,
not being enough.

What is it that has changed,
From 2 weeks ago?

Did this one also,
Just wake up to decide...

That I am not enough,
Like all the others?

That feeling is back

#not #back #enough #again

J Oct 2016

Mentioned

I let it slip
The thing that hurt me most,
And that is you.
Drunk and unashamed
I see to let it out.

I don't think about you most days
But minor days I do
Then for a while,
When I'm in this mood
All I think about is you

#somedays

J Oct 2016

Benchmark

It's ended like I expected
I lost another
But when it happens
My mind goes back to you

I wonder if current me
Would have lost you like before
Or if it was old me that
Might have won this time around

London is too big
With too much choice
Is that why I lose?
Or was old me better than now?

#love #lost #london #benchmark #backtoyou

J Sep 2016

Losing Another One

It's about to happen again
I am about to lose another one
I'm not ready to call it a day yet
But I know it's going to happen

I want to be wrong
But I prefer to feel this way early
Than wait for it to hit me later on
Cause preparation makes it easier?!

Feels like I'm losing another one

#love #dating #losing