"I see the light"
Your wife bitterly cries
Go to the light
I love you so much baby
Go to the light,
Please go to the light
In yourself you hear her.
You trust her.
Nothings here.
Nothings there.
Nothings good.
Nothing's bad
You're peaceful
You're resting
You're floating closer
And closer
And closer
To
The light
You've entered the light
Outside
The nurse registers 10:25 am time of death
Inside,
The light Burns
The light burns as bright as snow
It Hurts
It Stings
And it's blurry
You start to clear your eyes and you make out a field of corn,
Crotch high
Feathered at the ends
Trees come in from the sides
And you see it's a beautiful sunny day,
The Clouds are out
But they're few
And how pillowy white they are
You're eyes clear a little more
And you see him,
Dressed in white
Coming towards you
You make out his face
And you see by his walk that it's him
You're heart burst so badly that it hurts
The kind of pain that breaks you down to your knees and immediately you cry
You cry hard and you cry loud
And you cry fast
The joy of knowing you made it overwhelms you so entirely that you cramp up into the fedal position
Finally you say sorry lord
I never deserved any of this