Are we living life

Or is life living us?

I hope to see

Everybody in the middle

Someday

Right about when they stop asking

And giving each other life

For the grace of being

every thought is a crutch

trying to explain everything

in a momentary blip

life is here and then gone

and the tongue tells stories

at the lip

breath

I know you all want to be made into the world

as a story told

that's why you sit in praise

but if you didn't sit you would have flown away

Better than than than

But if never then than what are we doing?

Other than

Than

Individuality

Is the only thing that keeps me from being you

And from you being me too

And I wouldn't have it any other way

If I was you I'd be me too

That's what makes me different

That's why the entirety of the universe can be seen as one

I'm hoping for the best for all of us

Forever blessed

Why do you not want to know yourself forever?

What have you possibly done that a few millennium can't forgive you for?

Why don't you think that you deserve all existence forever?

Who convinced you to let go for the miracle of your own life?

It's just something that I don't care to hear, but whatever you convince yourself of know that the opposite is true by default.

It's part of existing inside of a universe of possibility. Possibility to create something good is as real as anything else. And creating life is as real as the life that created it.

Don't giv up. We're figuring it out.

It's done as soon as a thought anyway.

I'll take all your attention

And you'll wonder why

You were ever real

When the lights go out
And no one is around

I am the king
Of the playground

My fiery red queen
At the mountain's tops top

She's here with me now

But every peak you've ever reached
Is just another peak

Amongst all peaks

Whoever peeked?

And so you reach
For whatever you've seeked

But what do you want to find?

When all that you've seen
Is blind?

To yourself and to anyone else Whoever searched to find

When the lights come on
And the children come out

I am the king
Of the playground

And yes

I am proud

I've been to heaven

And none of you were there

I've been to hell

And I wasn't alone

I guess we ****** up our definitions

You never know when it's the last time you'll speak to someone

You never know when it's the last time you'll be in the place that you have loved

You'll never know what comes next

Until it's already been

Think as hard as you may

Think about what you've become

And how hard it was

For you to have became

The present moment gets our full attention

But still

I can't help but think

All about it

Now you feel just like me

The same

Same

But

Indifferent

I can tell all the ******* child mutilators to *******

I can actually speak for myself

Like I'm 3

Or 3 thousand 3 hundred and 33

I get ****

It's great

And I can also undo all the damage that's been done

Or at least hope

Maybe we'll all die tomorrow

But at least I can say that I don't think that's a good idea

In fact

I don't like that

**** that

You know?

Let me think for a spell

May your souls glow bright

And all of your dreams come true

It's the hardest and the easiest thing

That you'll ever do

And I'm right here

With you

Life is

A brutal travesty

But only if we're looking at the worst parts

On the other hand

It's laughing forever

In a paradise of our own creation

And I

Wouldn't have it

Any

Other

Way

If ever I thought it was worth it

I would have mentioned it

The first time

If ever I remembered it

I would have hoped that it would have been the last time

What good is it?

And what good is it not?

I do not know

The only thing I ever know is that it ever existed

Now show them the best

Because it's too late to not give a ****

I keep feeding

Myself

I'm the master of my own

Stomach

Ache

I keep breathing the air

I don't find the Lord

I only find my mirror

I have to go to sleep when I can no longer stay awake

My eyes burn when I stare too long at the stars

I fly so far away

But I'm still right here

I don't feel bad about it

I see you die

I don't regret a thing

You read my words

They were not me

They were just something I thought

At one point in time

I say goodbye forever

But it all keeps coming up

I can't complain about it

It's all I've wanted

You come back to life

Every time

You feel alone

So alone that you can't be with just yourself

Anymore

You come back to life

Every time

You don't want to be just one

Forever

God

That's the longest time

The only time

I've ever known

Is the realization that people are teaching you when they don't have all the answers

And growing up to know that adults are just big children waiting to die

By all your breaths to death

And all the breaths to life

I think that no one ever has to die

But some people are already done before they even have a chance to say

I'm a little torn between your depression and my depression

(What's my lessons lesson?)

And the will to always remain

I think of the entirety of the whole as it tears itself in half

I'll be on the live forever in paradise's side

But I don't blame you

Maybe everyone you crawled from

From the depths of everything

Has a problem with that idea

And maybe all those that came down to give a helping hand know why

But at the same time

Maybe we all have to learn for ourselves how not to be so stubborn that we always want to be alone to figure out all that we are

Because that's all inclusive

But at the same time

I love it

And I wouldn't change the world for it's own recognition

Would you?

I'll see you at the top

While I'm stubbornly looking down

From above

At the below

And vice versa

As it spins

To and fro

Endlessly

Wondering why

It can't know

How just to be

Forever

Just

Like

Me

Just go

Go!

I stare into the dead's eyes

Wondering if they'll ever see

Anything else that's ever been

Well knowing full well

The lights have all gone off

And I'll wonder still

Wondering

Dreaming

To wonder

If it will be

Still