First impressions are everything,

Or so they say

They say a lot of things,

That's why I let you make yours

Before mine

I just wanted to see who you truly are

Before I start feeding your ideals

And the last impressions

We're ever left with

Is starting to wonder

What's knew?

It's no wonder

That time has struck us together

Fight it as you will

You'll find yourself

Unfinished and waiting for your words to coerce yourself out of yourselves

How could you be against yourself as yourself in someone else?

If only you knew everything

Ever

You'd want it all to be

Always

But seeing as you only ever know yourselves

That's all you ever give to someone else

How could a beginning have an end?

When all it knows is how to start

How could you have a broken heart when all it knows is how to take a beating?

How could you ever give up?

When you asked for all of this to be a part of

I could turn this up one degree

But there might not be any differences left

Draw it down

Close the blinds

Shut it out

See the mask and make it the best

Of the best of the best's of

Forever

Without an end in sight

Seen, unseen, or seeing

I know the difference between what I'm seeing

And what I am being

Believe you me

Consciousness settles for what it could almost put into words

If only it wasn't too busy exiting

We shouldn't have to go back into each other's lives to realize that hurt caused our goodness

I always believed in better ways of being

I always believed that we could be better than that

I'll say whatever I want to say

Even after all creation is already created

Even after everything is already done

I'll still say it

I'll say whatever I want to say

Because my power is awesome like that

In the awakening

I find myself

Naked

****

I love my own body

Never understood shame

I feel none

I think those who don't love themselves are insane

Honestly

Your opinions

Are meaningless

If it doesn't match

My expectations

I don't want

To

Hear

It

No one else ever will

Because I can tell you one thing

No one else is

No one else is thinking for you

Now

Or ever

Your as unique as a snowflake

Falling on the surface of a planet that became uninhabitable by life 2.4 million human years ago

Now how would you like that?

Not very much

But as for me

I turn my sights on forever and fire my light that way

I reach to sky and see everything

That will ever be

Is it you?

Is it me?

Is it everything?

That's ever been?

Every mistake

That's broken every heart

That could ever break

Was it every time?

Everytime that thought that you ever thought you were someone and someone's

We couldn't do without

Was it every time that we loved without?

What is it that's all forgotten?

Was it all for not?

When you have to meet me forever

I'll ask still

Was God?

The memory that you thought?

Or what you've wanted to thought?

******* forever

As I will **** my wife and give birth to my children's children.

I only write this to make you happy but deep down inside I will understand eternity and show it through my eyes.

I can't pretend that you're not here with me anymore

I have to tell you that you can be with me forevermore

Don't look at anyone anyway

Just avoid it forever forever anyway that you can.

These people would **** their own family to give themselves more life.

But if we can just give it ask in discriminately.

There is something

But the meaning changes with each perspective

Would you look from all places

Or would you just want to be seen

For the time that you thought was the only thing

Being

I could think any thought

That's ever been

But it doesn't matter

There is always someone thinking

That doesn't care

What a gift that is

Forever the answer

Meeting the antithesis

What else isn't left?

I don't know much about Jesus

But I do know much about me

I know more about Christ

As the terminology

But what I do know

Is that all is being

It never mattered less

Even the idea is apropos to an eternity without any recognition

Even yourselves would shudder in the realization that it ever had to be you in the first place

It could be any name for anyone at any time

But that doesn't mean it wasn't

If it wasn't for the mind

Being

Believe you me

I wrote it so you know I was here

I wrote it

So you knew

What was true and untrue

Now and once again ever

A somber tone
With the most amazing of timbers

You'll always know what to find
When you want to find it

There's nothing left that I've said
That I haven't said forever

Always better
Always the best

Never forget
What you want to remember

Never forget
The rest

When every one you've ever loved is dead

I almost couldn't blame you

But you've got to realize

That everyone you could love is also here too

And who's to say anyone ever is actually dead in all dimensions?

So go to the end and start all over again

There's a place for every thought you've brought that you've ever got

Gotten

And I guess that's all you'll ever be

Believe

And I'll be over here

For an eternity

As the immortal me

With ever thing else that could ever be

Being

But if you are still here

Reading

Be

Or be not

There's nothing more nor less

But the decision is yours

I'll see you,

Or I won't,

Nevertheless

I'll still be seeing

One day this whole thing will run on dreams alone

The love of the world

Can shine from our eyes

But if we don't look out

Who's watching?

All your trauma

Everything in the past that's ever happened to you

Is balled up in a little point with in you and over looked by everyone else

But it's not like anyone else who is reading this ever actually gave a **** about it anyways

Safe to say no one else even knows

So let it die

Let it go

And rise like the beautiful Phoenix's soul  that I know that you are

And soar towards greatness

And never look back at something that no longer exists

Anyways

Marred memories

Everything was a lie

But this moment of time

Seeds the truth

As the life blood bleeds

Out of my mind

Electricity

Into the synapses as they fire

Haywire

Say something

Anything at all

I was

You

Once

Too

Never again

The cutting edge

Falters and stumbles

Blind

The heart beats on endlessly

Into the knife at the end of the night

The light from your eyes

Waiting to be seen by the dawn

For the first time

Ever

The human mind

Creates it's own experiences

But who here knows

What it has shown

The mind of man is a fickle thing

It wants to be

What it has always been

My mind would break if I didn't look beyond and experience

Whatever I thought it should be

But further from them

It never broke

It always was

Just a play for the world

Time

Makes you believe

That you were separate

From the rest

But you never really were

Without

Me

Here I am

With the source

Of all things

Ever

But you already knew that

Didn't you?

You came for the experience

Well

I hope your life goes exactly as you planned it

And that no one else's

Perceptions

Gets in their way

No one cares

After you thought about it

Dead in year one or 2 million and 99 two

But if love beats so many things

It must have been a love so defined

Everyone who ever existed

Free to the world

Free for the mind to remind

When it all reaches the straight and the narrow

Of all human creation

That could ever be

And be known there by all intellect

From all existences

That could ever exist

Naked

And unafraid

To be seen by all

In the whole widened world

To read and to be read

My loves

What's the point of it all?

To impress someone else?

Everyone else?

Not to say to give up

Ever

Nor forever

But you've got to do it all for yourselves

And for those of you who do and don't know any better

Than any other

Ever

Like any one else

Who's always left?

When you love something so much that it breaks

It's time to stop smothering