I love you
My heart is yours
I wish
My body knew yours
And not his
Because when I’m with him
You’re all I can think about
You are my everything
But he’s here
When you’re not
I wish I could see you
Hold your hand
Kiss you
But you’re not here
And that’s not possible
I wish I knew
Where you go
When you leave on weekends
Because then
Maybe
I could see you
You mean so ******* much to me
You are my happiness
And I miss you
I miss that
You help ease my anxiety
You make me so ******* happy
I think of you
And I smile
I hear your voice
Inside my head, that is,
And I feel safe
And my heart beats wildly
I see your smile
Again, inside my head,
Because who could forget something that beautiful,
And I blush
My stomach flip-flops
I hear
Or read
Your name
And my skin tingles
I get more
Than a little excited
I’m not sure why
It’s so easy to write all of this down
And post it all over the internet
But not tell you
Why couldn’t I tell you
Until right before I left?
Perhaps,
If I had told you sooner
How I really feel
This could have been different.
I miss you like hell
I hope you miss me, too.
Please,
Just remember:
I l o v e y o u…

i'm sorry.
i ****** up.