~This lovely day was golden for me,
Just to wake up and see you respond about anything,
Let's me know, you're still there.
I love you so much, and I want to be the one to make things better for you.
There is so much a girl like me could offer a boy like you,
Words of truth is when I say I can make your future the best.
My heart breaks when I see you in pain, hurting or devastated.
I wish I could touch your shoulder and say,
"Tell me everything. I support you."
Because I really, truly do.
I'm so sorry about your father,
It's not your fault. He loves you.
And I know this for a fact.
I wish I could be there to show you how much I do care,
Yeah, it may seem unlikely that a girl thousands of miles away cries for you,
But if you, if you only knew,
If I had to spend my life soaking up your pain,
And even if you never said,"I love you,"
I would do it. Because all that matters then is that I love you,
It's been enchanting to know you,
To be the love of your life.
My heart is centered around you.
Oh darling, I wish you were here.
I can't say I'll be perfect,
But I can say I would do everything it takes to hold the rank of good enough for you.
That's impossible though. Yet I could show you the world through my eyes,
And yes, you would be heavily mystified,
I'm glad my day is around you,
You make my life beautifully true.
I could hold your hand for the rest of your life,
Seconds before I end mine,
You are my moon, my sun, the vast ocean of my heart.
You're perfect, Andy, and you know I don't want to lose you.
I want it to be us, no matter who loves me,
Because there is only one person that my eyes see,
He's perfect to me, nothing less,
I have to remind him he is the best,
For every battle he must fight or face,
It is Andy where my love holds its base.
Anytime I look at the sun, I can imagine you looking at it too,
Both of us, the only difference is the point of view.
We each share a little piece of that golden sun,
But one day, we will unite as one.
To the one who can make me shine,
I love you.
To the one who I will always love,
Shine brightly~

My mind is a cage
It locks me within
It speaks of doubts and worries
It burns my skin and ****** my veins
My mind is a room
Filled with mirrors
One by one they list my flaws, fat, pale, emo
I tried to run, but I didn't move
My mind is a wonderland
It's a twisted place filled with secrets
My darkest thoughts lurk in the open
My demons ****** the innocent
My mind is my pair of wings
It sets me free and lets me fly
I soar over my problems with ease
My nightmares fade away
My imagination takes me strange places
Would you be willing to follow me there?

Id stay awake all night
Just to wait for your response

Who says we can't have
A long distance love story?
Who says the miles
Will change the plot?

We're still in love
Though far apart
We still care
Despite the length

We shouldn't be in love
Shouldn't but are
So why can't we
Have a love story?

If Our love story exists
We're living it
So why can't we find
The happy ending?

What's our love story without a happy ending?

Three hours later
you're sitting downstairs
I wasn't home
I wasn't there

Three hours later
We walk to my door
I walk inside
and stare at the floor

Three hours later
I pace back and forth
you watch and I wonder
if you care anymore

Three hours later
I turn out the light
You don't want to leave
I don't put up a fight

Three hours later
you pull me back in
I need to get up
but the light is too dim

Three hours later
I know there's no use
I don't care enough
and I have no excuse

Three hours later
Three hours without you
And yet I don't mind
but I know that you do.

i walk onto nothing
and make a bridge
**but it's burning behind me

Do you ever think of us?
Or are we a lost cause
That I'm still fighting for?