I am traumatized by the image of taxidermy animals stuffed.
Their joyous & innocent lives snuffed.
To display on a shelve or wall.
Is so **** sick & all.
I am a vegan for moral reasons.
To take a life is like treason.
I am scared of death's eyes.
It haunts me & makes me cry.
It should be against the law.
To see all the things i saw.
To the core gory & raw.
Society has a sick flaw.
Carnivores are brainwashed to think eatting meat is normal but it's not.
It is a fact not just what i thought.
Playing with it is as sick as eatting it.
Corruption is a mental interruption.
Of the mind an insane eruption.

Something borrowed,
today or tomorrow.
Something old,
Something bought & sold.
Something new,
Something blue.
Friends are so few.
Depression has a reason.
It can occur in any season.

Sadness is a moody feeling.
A broken heart with no healing.

I would like to get married.
Before I am dead & buried.

I know I have yet to live a life.
Regret cuts like a knife.
A metaphor to be a wife.
Not a ***** think twice.
I am too sweet & nice.
A piece of heaven have a slice.

I guarantee I will be nothing you'll ever notice or see.
Or ever want me to be.
You're sick why are you in such a rush?
To make the effort you did in my life to crush.
In the toilet I want your existence to flush.
You are an embarrassment that makes everyone blush.
Your poverty they pity.
You think you're so smart and witty.
You're not.
Your a snot.
Who can rot.
Trouble is what you plot.
Die of a stroke or a blood clot.
You belong six feet under decayed inside a coffin & grave.
Ariel is not your slave.
You can't make her behave.
You heartless b**.
You are a snitch.
You don't have have the cash you ***** witch.
You've always been trash.
You'll never get rich.
You don't have the cash.
Of you there should be fewer.
You belong in the sewer.
You have the evil eye.
Then is all you try.
I hope you die.
You make Ariel cry.
Everything you say is a lie.
In hell you can fry.
When that happens don't ask God why.
Heaven is not something you can buy.
To Ireland is where I want to fly.
All you can do is lie.
Your house was always been a pig sty.
That is what you deserve.
You always get on my nerves.
Hell would want you the most.
You are Satan's host.
It's a place you can roast.
Your evil disease spreads coast to coast.
Don't even try to haunt me with your ghost.
If you don't know now.
You will when you get the memo.
I can show you a demo.
Your cancer can't be cured by kemo.
You are a freaky nightmare.
If Ariel died you'd never care.
To try it my enemy haters would dare.
My anger would flare.
In a trap they would be snared.

I love myself.
Even though I have no wealth.
I am morally strong.
I don't do wrong.
I do belong.
I love this song.
I have no ambitious goals.
I have been with some trolls.
I am not a morning person.
My day's can't much worsen.
My life is no longer cursed.
I have been through the worse.
I may not always be first.
I hate when your super late.
Alone on a date.
Do you care what I ate?
You know what I like & what I hate.
I got the nerve accept what I deserve.
How do you rate the food on your plate?
Was it just good or was it great?
Do you antisipate another long wait?
Or will we be greeted & immediately seated?
What is the fate for our next date?
I better not just be the bait.

If you believe it you can achieve it.
Visualize and it will materialize.
Thoughts are energy.
The truth can not pollute.
Potent lies are difficult to delute.
My story has no glory.
That is a fact I can't get my purity back.
I have good manners & high standards.
Don't establish bad habits.
Food puts me in the mood.
I use charm I am never rude.
I promise not to intrude.
I never sleep in the ****.

Do you think you got skills?
That you're smart because you can't hit the bull's-eye with six darts?
Throw ninja stars.
**** people at the local bars.
Can we travel real far?
I saw your clock his jaw.
Nasty you eat fish raw.
You dare scratch me with your claws.
Eventually I will catch your flaw.
I love to kiss the baby Kitty paw.
Animals so soft stay up in the loft.
A peppermint swirl for a little girl.
Dance with me a spin & a swirl.
I love your long hair with curls.
I have no phones.
No ringer tones.
My body has bones.
My mom is a b**
She has never been rich.
A person I can't wait to ditch.
A grave I wouldn't hesitate to pitch.
She is an evil witch.
She pulls my switch.
My desire is not to play with fire.
She holds me from my path.
She will suffer my wrath.
The Spells I cast.
You should be turned into a rat and eaten by wild cat.
She is old, fat & lazy.
You drink while I think.
My dress of velvet and satin pink.
You might miss me if you blink.
You flirt with your eyes and wink.
Catch my boat before we sink.
Will you love me forever what do you think?
1977 I was born.
1978 I was one.
1979 was two.
1980 I was 3.
1981 I was 4.
1982 I was 5.
1983 I was 6.
1984 I was 7.
1985 i was 8.
1986 i was 9.
2008 my daughter was 9.
This makes no sense.
It seems dense.
There's nothing to divide the side.
No gate or fence.
Am I tense?
Just go.
I hate what I know.
You made it so.
Remember I was there though.
Stop this.
You shoot to miss.
It's not me you need to kiss.
This is not what I wish.
You bite & hiss.
Shut up and be quiet.
You will cause a riot.

The night was dark and quiet.
The building asleep.
He held her against the wall
& chokes her
with her feet off the ground.
She fell & started crying.
Don't hurt me.
A fit of rage.
A helpless victim.
No one to care.
No apology.
No sanity.
No rescue.
Nothing and no one.
No memory.
Issues.....
He pushed her down the trail.
She dropped her purse.
I don't trust you.
Abuse me once.
Use me twice.
Confuse three times.
Defuse yourself a fourth time.
Amuse yourself a fifth.
Lose me a sixth time.
We're over.
Accept it.
Bet on it.
Regret it.
Hate it.
Let it.
Forget it.
Get it.
No more luck.
No more f*cks.
No more bucks.
No more guts.
No more *****.
I am free.
To be me.
Without you.
I doubt you
I know too much about you.
I'm not you.
I don't need you.
I don't want you.
Understand it.
Stay away.
Get away.
Go away.
Don't look back.
Don't get off track.
No more chances.
No more dances.
I'm better.
You could be deader.
I've made my choice.
I have a voice.
I might not have independence.
Nut I'm not codependent.
You have no truth only abuse.
You I threat.
You were debt.
Hate is a four-letter word.
I know you heard.
I don't care anymore.
say goodbye.
Alone I can try.
It doesn't matter if you're sorry.
I don't forget
I don't forgive.
I don't care.
I have need no apology.
You have a demented psychology.
I have my theories and philosophy.
An untraced geography.
Know the biology.
There's no science.
No math equation.
No answer.
No clue.
No reason
nothing.
No story.
No symbol.
Just a nightmare.

Rain clouds with thunder that's loud.
Snow fall with snowflakes for all.
Sun rays through lazy days.
A chilly breeze across a still horizon.
Sunsets in the evening.
Promise you won't be leaving.
The early morning sunrise.
Through lonely misty dew foggy skies.
The mountain tops with frosty drops.
Sparkles & glitters for all the first critters.
A creepy cave a on hillside.
The shoreline cove open wide.
Seagulls whine & hide on the missed.
Never to forget.
Everything destined not to let.
Threads so transparent & fine.
Through fabrics of time.
His lips I long to kiss.
A silhouette shadow tall & with form.
A faded desire perfect & undeformed.
A sliver of hope he may be back.
Eye contact & a caress that lacks.
My bottle in the seas casts an ungranted wish.
True love my life has untouched & missed.

Traumatized by the vision of death.
I can't eat or rest.
The vermin carcass on the porch.
Was disgusting filth to be torched.
My mind can't erase the horror.
She put in the trash near my car.
The blood on the kitchen floor...
Within the side door.
I screamed in shock.
My phobia she mocks.
What a sick New Year surprise.
Of the rats torturous demise.

Fiction in the kitchen.
Claire & Blaire were aware of the mean stare.
They swear it was there.
She cared about despair.
She said a silent prayer.
She declared how it was unfair
& dared their unwillingness to compare
to share it is rare,
To have an explict affair anywhere.
To avoid rude glares.
Tempers flared.
Try to prepare to fix & repair.
Does pierre have some tools to spare?
The pair went to the shopping square.
They to the mare.
At farmer's market got some pears.
And did there nails & hair.
Let's have a seat in this here wicker chair.
What a cute teddy bear.
Her dress had a tare.
Her cheek a tear.
What should she wear?

It was dark when I heard a dog bark.
The task is to get cast.
Have a career that will last.
Money spends fast.
Poverty doesn't stay in the past.
I can't stand this foul stench.
I have to climb this fence.
Drive a car to commute up the north route.
You won't get far in just your boots.
You can't sing if your mute.
Talent isn't here if you have none.
Stop this isn't fun.

A government of rules.
Religion in private schools.
A society with a few fools.
Morals & opinions are your tools.
Values & decisions prioritize with prestigion.
Hypocrites & contradiction.
Rage & confliction.
A manifested construction.
A massive destruction.
Measure your logic.
I don't follow the politics.
Translate & cultivate.
Don't waste & wait.
What is really at stake?
Resources we make.
Solve the equation.
Protect the nation.
Understand what you see.
Recite the recipe.
Prevent devastation.

Author Notes :

How people should matter when world's shatter.

© Harmony Sapphire . All rights reserved,

My heart had a murmur.
My ***** had a tumor.

Your image is pleasing to my eyes.
I don't believe any of your lies.
Mama has always lived in a filthy sty.
Feeds us only butter on rye.

Nothing more but always less.
Ariel & I deserve everything that is the best.

My psychological evaluation was normal.
A haunting vision of the paranormal.
Words that lie.
With baby eyes that cry.
A weeping willow beside me on my pillow.
A room to feel safe.
With you when I am alone no one can replace.
I already know you I saw your face.

Attraction so savage like a vicious hound.
Can I trust you to be around?
Betray me once & another chance won't be found.
Not desperate or on the rebound.

A wanted & desired presence.
A warm soft baby hand.
Big baby eyes.
Chubby cheeks with a personality so meek.
A precious soul to complete your life whole.
Babyfood in a bowl.
Let's go to the park with others.
So if we are together or not people won't wonder.
Impatience is driven.
Of how you visualize living.
Creating your own vision.
Happiness, peace, & love you envision.
An existence chosen.
An occupation worked & you got paid.
To finance a home we stayed.
A tax return brings opportunity of independence.
So living with "mommy" is no longer a dependence.
My own things is what dollars bring.
An oven, a stove, a refrigerator, a bed/futon, a closet, a toilet, a tub, a faucet, a sink, blinds, & a carpet.
All things that aren't broken & work.
My own food, toaster, pots, pans, cups, & plates.
I want to stay inside.
Sit here, write, watch DVDs & hide.
To the paper with my pen my feellings confide.
A bigger online world opens wide.
The internet cultivates while hope waits.

I was born into this strange unknown world.
It remains a blur.
A fog not even a memory faded.
Who will I be?
What will I do?
Who has the answers?
Where will I go?
Who will know me?
Who will love me?
Who will fear me?
Who will mock me?
Who will **** me?
Who will **** me?
Who will steal from me?
Who will lie to me?
Who will hurt me?
Who will desert me?
Who will con & deceive?
Who will save me?
Who will befriend me?
Who will trust me?
Who will count on me?
Who will stop me?
Who will protect me?
Who will ***** me?
Who will help me?
Who will want me?
Who would die for me?
Who will I die for?
What is my destiny?
Will my dreams die or come true?
Will my nightmares haunt me forever?
Will I ever forgive?
Can I ever forget?
Time can't change the past.
My hatred continues to last.
What is my destiny for the rest of me?
In the least I will never have peace.
Should I put my age on this page?
Soon the night will bring the moon.
I will awaken at noon.
You care enough to stare.
You walked up to me to talk to me.
the hour grew sour.
You drove away far in your car.
I made a wish on the first star.
Should I go to Dublin and go into a bar?
Who wants to go?
Will you stay there in the snow?
Because it's only your family you want to know.
I want you near.
But I don't want to be here.
You might wonder why
but sometimes I want to die,
that might make us sad and cry,
But do you really want to be my committed guy?
Without having too much to try.
Or would you rather say goodbye?

A loves so sweet.
No one could beat.
That would be neat.
Here have a seat.
Next to me propose and get on one knee.
Give me a diamond ring.
and pick a song and start to sing.
Harmony that's what I bring.
You can be my king.
Will you take me under your wing.
Show me the castles of Ireland.
The Sparkles and dazzles.
The wonderful view.
A love you once to knew.
It's table for two.
A sky so blue.
Gentleman like you are so few.
Walk with me on the countryside.
I am someone you can confide.
To be on your side.
Will you be my guide?
Hand in hand we will stride.
Love me let's have some tea.
Ireland that's where we'll be.
You and me watch and see.
I might not make headlines but we can still dine.
I don't drink wine.
I am just fine.
Will you be mine?
We can hide in the trees of pine.
And I can save enough cash.
To make the dash.
I can be there in a flash.
You my mother will try to bash.
My ex smokes hash.
That's beside the point.
But I hate people who smoke joints.
They can go away.
Far & there they can't stay.
I love you Ariel
thank God the ***** donor never gave me anything venereal.
How would Ariel Farrell sound?
Too profound?
I hate being trapped here in America and bound.
Dublin is where the love is I haven't yet found.
I want a puppy from the pound.
Is my **** too round?
Maybe it's just too flat.
Too much at work in this chair I sat.
I never wear hats.
But I love cats.
I don't know any bats.
I hate rats.
Am I too fat?
Do I talk too much?
Have you heard anything of that such?
Do you want to go dutch?
My **** you cannot touch.
Do you think I'm odd?
If so just nod.
Do you believe in God?

The days are hot.
The nights are cold.
I hate this place I got.
This desert is making me old.
Ants are everywhere.
But the kidnapper & her fat son don't care.
The place reeks of ***** stench.
Filth, mold, dust, & cob webs with a broken fence.
I wish this dump would burn in flames.
The old hunch back crone & mama's boy is to blame.

His soft, warm lips.....
With his hands on my hips.
Holding hands & making plans.
A fantasy of a desire unsatisfied.
Words untold with thoughts that lied.
A secure embrace...
A man with an unseen face.
A touch you can't erase.
Mysterious insecurity...
Shameless fear & uncertainty.

Our eyes meet.
Our intentions are not discreet.
We **** ice cubes in the summer heat.
Breakfast toast on rye & not wheat.
I fantasize he'll propose at my feet.
To live in a home never messy & always neat.
I write with my pen & take a seat.

Misunderstandings in the candlelight.
A conversation without a fight.
Honest & truth in your love at night.
He kissed my lips in the moonlight.
Reality is not what it seems the day is bright.
I awaken from my dream in the morning light.

Women who's babies get aborted.
Their morals are distorted.
Afraid to be mothers.
Who should not have *** with others.


© Harmony Sapphire . All rights reserved

Look in my eyes.
So you see the tears I've cried?
Can you count all my thoughts of hate?
I am not an easy casual date.
Do you think being with me is our fate?
I think it's too little too late.
Do want to be my mate?
My dreams aren't always mean.
what they seem.
peaches and cream.
Leeches in a stream.
The stars in the night don't move.
Am I who you choose?
Who wants to make the first move?
You never want to leave where you are.
You want to keep me on the shelf in a jar.
You like the fragrance of my perfume.
In your bedroom you want *** with me real soon.
Prepare to meet your doom.
Is it possible to be unstoppable?
Do you want to be my enemy?
Or friend of me?
Strike one you are a ***.
Strike two you don't walk in my shoes.
Strike three my dreams you cannot see.
Strike four you shut the door.
Strike 5 you don't make me feel alive.
Strike six you are out of my mix.
Strike 7 this is hell not heaven.
Strike eight I was just your bait.
Strike nine I don't feel fine.
Strike ten you don't have your own den.
Strike 11 you act like a 7.
Game over.
What did my true love give me on the 12 day of Christmas?
How many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Roll pop?
If I Follow the yellow brick road.
Will I get to Emerald City?
Is it delivery?
Maybe she's born with it.
What will The Wizard of Oz give me a heart?
A brain?
A life?
Take me home if I click my heels 3 times or twice?
Or that's just what the good witch will tell me.
I'm not in Kansas.
My name is Harmony
No tornadoes.
No scarecrow.

Living on this Boulevard.
The struggle to survive off minimum wage is hard.
To prioritize the assembly of lies.
To patent an idea & prototype it exactly.
To be rich & successfully a dream of a  vision practically.
Take my picture.
Am image maintain.
An existence retained.
An experience arranged.
A desire deranged.
So I can document & record my figure.
Do you ever wonder why you can't have my #?
Care bests are always there.
Frost bitten paws frozen & unthawed.
Misunderstood thoughts forgotten & retaught.
Sapphire skies over the horizon.
Every fiber of my being.
Again my mind in overthinking.
These stone walls are solid.
Thinking of others & babies without mothers.
Subsides but does not last.

Pride smiles while envy laughs.
Creatures if habit adapt.
Lipstick lesbians on the back of butch ***** a Harley bike.
Fully clothed I am at the beach you loathe.
Mysterious & delirious.

Today I saw a rainbow.
It made the sky glow.
The clouds were dark.
Neighbors dogs bark.
It was sunny but it rained.
My stress was strained.
Looking for work in this town.
Wasting gas all around.
So far nothing I found.
I applied at 3 places online.
If they pick me it will be mine.
Then I can live just fine.
At restaurants we can dine.
I will have to see.
Who or what I will be.
Hardships when your not chosen.
Present moments stop & are frozen.

This is not where I belong.
This place is all wrong.
I need music and song.
******* not a thong.
You just sit and smoke your ****.
I hear the doorbell goes ding ****.
I'm out & gone.
Selfish people don't have kids.
It's what they try to rid.
***** deeds they did.
****** who try too hard to please.
Gems don't grow on stems.
You're a clown who jumps up and down.
A friend I found.
On a mermerry-go-round.
I am no longer 180 pounds.
But I'm not fat and round.
I'm not tied and bound.
I'm quiet and I have no sound.
You won't find me or my *** in the index.
I will cast a hex.
Be my guide.
Take me for a ride.
Let's go inside and hide.
Or escape outside.
It's just you I can confide.
You are the only one on my side.
But just wait and see I don't eat candy.
Everything fine and dandy.
If I was your honey could I make you spend your money?
Would that be funny?
It's hot and sunny.
Don't take my money.
But I hate the color red.
You know I like blue.
The color pink makes your heart sink.
In black and white they want to fight.
Enough I call your bluff.
You got my stuff.
You think you're tough.
You want to get rough.
You just want my ****.
You pig.
Go get a leaf of fig.
Your naked.
You're lazy.
You're crazy.
I like daisies.
This fog is hazy.
I said maybe.
Cancers no joke.
You did it to yourself when you smoke.
To death you die and choke.
You old bloke.
Whatever will life really get better?
Can can you be any deader?
You say I'm delirious.
When I am being serious.
I don't have the cash to flash.
It was me you wanted to catch.
Because you know we both match.
And that our love would last.
It would be neat & feel so sweet.
Nobody can beat.
Have a seat.
Don't fall on your feet.

My goal was to prevent war.
Not to go on anymore.
To explore the peace corp.
Don't ignore who you adore.
I was known as a diva.
The wild, alluring achiever.
On stage I danced in a cage.
My career was made.
Every night I would parade the audience always paid.
Lap dances I would never engage.
To their relentless rage.
It is a fact you won't see in my contract.
Because of my young age I received A higher wage.

The world already knows.
Dwellers the wind blows.
Drugs are wrong.
They cause coma, death & brain damage harm.
From the cradle too doped & fatal.
Your parents resent the fact that your never coming back.
You were buried before you ever got married.
A burden was carried.
While you wasted your days moping.
For you to get better people were hoping.
Their concern & doubt from rehab they let you out.
THE TRUST was desinegrated to ashes.
We saw you in the coffin.
For error there is no margin.

A ghost voice has spoken.
The key is to use the token.
An invisible shield.
A sign to stop or yield.
Caution of the crosswalk.
Ignore the beggar's talk.
Focus on your destination.
Along your path to avoid devastation.
Use common sense & use safety.
Have a buddy system.
To a friend you should listen.
Beware & be aware of your surroundings.
When you drive don't speed.
Devise a plan & take the lead.
A certificate in the mail.
A person to know.
A family to grow.
Wings or halos.
Without horns or tails.
Male or female.
An image two of the same.
D.N.A. is your mark to carry your name.
Your ***** is your seed.
Never drink, or do drugs, or smoke ****.

Windows with no holes in the screens.
Countertops & tables surfaces that are clean.
Sinks with no ***** dishes.
My own bedroom & refrigerator to put whatever we wishes.
Our own closet with a security deposit.
Without dust or mold.
No cobwebs clinging in the heatless cold.
An oven that works with a toilet that flushes.
With maintenance that rushes.
A fridge that don't leak.
A bed that don't creak.
A household that is organized, clean, & neat.
Trash taken out daily & never overflowing.
Spacious & roomy with people adoring.
Without mold, stench nats, or ants.
Nothing to complain about rave or rant.
To be able to have a friend over.
To have a clean bath tub for my body to get washed.
To be in charge & be my own boss.
Head if the house with my own address.

A moment to savor that froze.
No foul stench up my nose.

An encounter so surreal.
A contact I can feel.
My kissing is not perfect.
Hope my intentions don't conflict.
Nothing communication can't fix.
I wonder when if I will see him next.
He said "keep in touch" so I guess we'll text.
Finally it's lifted my spirit & the hex.
I've been ****** in this curse for so long.
I met someone strong.
Maybe he can join me where we belong

The chai latte is hot.
More of it I should have got.
The coffee house patience is taught.
At old people's house their bread rots.

This weekend it rained
Staying indoors all the time is a strain.
Being alone is a lonely pain.
Being single not the same.
As marriage is love with a name.
True love never came.
Being low class is to blame.
I am sick of the mind games.

I got my own job, & was hired.
I met someone else better inspired.
Mutual respect transpires.
The past carrys on & lasts.
I won't be back.
Move fast ahead, be rid of you instead.
The door you slammed.
My life you ******.
It was settled.
We're over....infidelty mettled.
Your upset I bet.
Your own regret.
My future is set .

© Harmony Sapphire . All rights reserved,

Evil has many faces.
All different races.
Dark skies with crying eyes.
Everyday someone dies.
Who knows why.
Crazy guys telling lies.
Karma from hate creates their fate.
Crimes don't wait.

The plans aren't great.
The wrong mate with an empty plate.
Unclean slates, greed doesn't wait.

You maybe want to have a baby.
Now or later?
Where is our waiter?
Do you want to date her?
Or just **** her?
You want to wed?
But you don't bring home the bread.
Your family is not dead.
Is it strange to be deranged?
You can feel the pain.
Get cold in the rain.
Have no brain.
Get lost on a train.
Leave on a plane.
Flush your life down the drain.
From violence you refrain.
You need to be restrained.
No one on the block
knew you ***** me with your cck.
Gagged me with a sock.
Had me under keyv& lock.
My anger you mock.
My face you knocked.
Your face pocked.
Because you were never arrested.
My sanity tested.
You may me a slave.
Go to Hell in Your Grave.
My virginity wasn't saved.
"Mommy" didn't even know from how you behaved.
You **** the neighbors dog.
You will be judged by God.
If someone would have saw through the window they would have said "bingo".
Harmony, astronomy, lobotomy, apology
And part of me.
Cathology, photography, & geography.
A serpent is not perfect.
They have to work it.
To cause sin.
It's a real thing.
They have to shop.
To adopt.
Sinners to join.
The messenger makes them a member.
A bad club hangs out at the night pub.
They want me naked in the tub.
Somebody that could rub.
And scrub
in the mud.
****** to you make you hrny.
Sinful pleasure is not a kind gesture.
Is it a strippers fate
To get gang *****?
To tease the populated ******.
With such ease.
You don't even have to say "please".
You just dance & get on your knees.
Take a picture to frame & freeze.
How desperate is that? "Jeez"!
Do you want some crackers and cheese?

You are a cheater.
You took my turn.
In hell is where I hope you burn.
Maybe then you will learn.
Nobody has any faith in me.
Nobody can see who I want to be.
The reason I have to flee.
I don't care what you petition.
It's not written.
In my edition.
I never agreed.
Your heart doesn't believe.
You are illiterate and can't read.
Ariel is my seed.
I can feed.
You are not who she needs.
You've been a bad seed.
The journey to hell is what you lead.
You're a sinner from your own greed.
You are like a dying ****.
In your bed and pants you peed.
You miserable cnt.
Ariel & I you stalked to hunt.
Your insane to do such as stunt.
I know your game.
It's always the same.
In your crazy brain.
You are the one to blame.
Die in the flames!
You don't know my name.
You always cause pain.
Your *** leaves a stain.
I want to be where it rains.
If I'm lucky you will get hit by a train.
Then Ariel & I won't have any more stress & strain.
Or get blown away by a hurricane.
You are nut.
I hate your guts.
Stay out of my hut.
Or I'll kick your ****.
You are a worthless smt.
You are a classic sl*t.
I never liked you much.
People like you I wish they never knew.
Someone they want to sue.
You get on my nerves.
You're like a snake that twists and swerves.
You destroy everything good.
Like a mother never should.
You strangle, suffocate trap & bind.
Everything of my heart soul and mind.
Your evil always finds.
You were never kind.
I want you to suffer.
You think your so much tougher.
Like a witch you should melt.
For your love I never felt.
You let me get beaten with a belt.
A crime you never got dealt.

Fly away from me butterfly.
Spend years wondering why.
Sad thoughts bring tears to make us cry.
Fragile & delicate wings, so transparent & thin.
All the places you wonder where they've been. Innocent & lovely, joyful & silly.
Flying from yard to yard.
Travelings not so hard.
Effortless flight fluttering just right.
Used to be a caterpillar not a sinful killer.
Enchanting & sweet flying near you as if to greet.
Across the scenery through thee majestic greenery their happiness mapped out.
Well being essence is all about.
Carefree butterfly with no regrets or doubts.
Just free, up, & out. Magical & bright.
In the morning light.

© Harmony Sapphire . All rights reserved,

Magazine ad space pages grace.
The new face of Guess.
Anna Nicole was the best. In black & white lace.
Reputations in ******* aren't disgraced.
Not all of them are stuck up *******.
From rags to riches.
Not all of them are bad seeds.
Most sin is lead by greed.
7 deadly sins to fulfill it's need.
A proud desire or a desired pride.
In front, behind, or at your side.
No envy to hide.
No sins to confide.
A heart open & wide.
Generous & forgiving but still not living.
Found what is lost.
At a fraction of the cost.
Establish something fabulous.
Immortal spirits don't perish or dies.
In heaven is where souls freely flies.
A funeral with eyes continued cries.
Expired your nine lives. Interigate with hateful eyes. Recognize who tells the lies.

Hate *** with all of your ex.
All my relationships I regret.
To be violated I allowed & let.

Thinking that is how you get married.
But it's just false hope I carried.
I wish them all to be dead & buried.

I consider *** with a ******.
To be an evil, sick, & cruel sin.

I can not sleep.
Remembering how I was ***** by a
creep.

For 3 or 4 years.
Healing is not here.

I was only 12 & my sister was nine.
We will never again be okay or fine.

I am aware of your stare.
Breaking up isn't fair.
You had your chance.
There wasn't any romance.
You never wanted to dance.
Your always in a drunken trance.
I never had your baby.
You never treated me like a lady.
My heart & soul was bared.
You easily snared.
Feelings I no longer shared.
But you never cared.
An untrue heart you dared.
Your temper always flared.
Cheaters are paired.
Wars declared.
Broken hearts caused by broken minds.
Bulleye darts winning is divine.

Go with her.
Leave me alone.
Get over it.
I will fly away.
You can stay.
I won't be here.
I have my own agenda.
It doesn't include you.
My eyes are closed to you.
My ears cannot hear you.
My mind doesn't remember you.
My voice does not to speak to you.
You cannot see me.
I am not there.
I no longer care.
I have no faith in you.
You have lost me.
You are lost.
I have found myself.
I don't belong here.
I'm not from the hills or the valley.
Or not from the country or the mountains.
On this planet.
I come from garbage.
From the wastelands.
My home is a toilet.
A sty.
A trash heap.
A landfill.
My family is trash.
No money
No education
No careers.
No life.
No hope.
No chance.
no escape.
With child ****.
Poverty and disgust.
Mold and crust.
Ignorance and hatred.
And disgust.
Clutter & stench.
The head of house pees on herself.
Sagging ***** & wrinkled skin.
Racist opinions & pathetic waste of space.
Faded clothes.
Nobody that anyone knows.
A yard of dirt.
Peeling paint.
Dust, Mold, & rust.
Splintering wood.
Gates with no locks.
Faucets without knobs.
A toilet that don't flush.
The front door that's jammed shut.
A clogged sink.
Roaches & flies.
Broken walls and shattered windows.
A ghetto.
A dump.
A sh*t hole with no food.
Nothing but an empty vacant void.
Of trash, garbage, & dust.
It needs fire to disappear to erase.
To ash.
Eliminate waste to make more space.
For a garden in a vase.
For our eyes to taste.

Voices echo off these solid walls.
No one hears their calls.
To get to have a life outside would be all.
To be picked up & lifted when they fall.
Not intimidated without mercy to crawl.
Suffer, despair, loneliness, in sadness they bawl.
Inside haters want to brawl.
Perception of time is stalled.

Even though you made me feel low.
My persona & image radiants & glows.
Until after today,
Come what may.
You wish with you I would've stayed.
Are you certain?
No way!
I wasn't molded from clay.
I am straight not gay
What did you say?
Oh, well....okay!
Not the truth I can tell.
Nice try.
I threw a penny down a wishing well.
Are these cookies stale?
Did I get any mail?
My search for romance came to a halt.
You just enjoy misery, pain, & assault.
My broken heart was all your fault.
You say you fell from grace.
You tell me to carry my pepper spray mace.
Just in case anyone tries to get in my face.
Your lies can not be erased.
You never call to touch base.
Waiting for you was such a waste.
Do you like dress & my car?
I have good taste.
I wished for them on a star.
My Heart & Soul was bared.
But you never cared
Tempers flared.
Cheaters were paired.
Broken hearts snared.
I am credible & your incredible.
I don't consider meat edible.
A treasure to appraise & measure.
A rare pleeasure, don't say never.
Is forever something you could swallow?
A heart you should follow.
I get the picture, I am not part of the mixture.
I know the things that are & the things that were.
It is over of that I am sure.
For being single there is no cure.
Thoughts of mine are pure.
It was suppose to be just us two. So few know what I knew. Graves is where death rots. .

© Harmony Sapphire . All rights reserved,

I feel so hollow.
Is it you who I can't follow?
Do you think I would dare try you too scare?
That would be fair.
Can you be my teddy bear?
I would always care.
If you saw me would you love my hair?
Will you pick out a dress to wear?
Women are nothing to fear.
We don't all drink beer.
You don't have to call us dear.
We don't wear that much gear.
We can speak & hear.
We like the sites from the pier.
Most of the us don't age much through the years
Sometimes we get sad and cry a few tears.
We can also clap and cheer.
We hates it in the rear.
So be careful to steer.
Hear this warning & you won't suffer in the morning.
I can make your life so boring.
You know it's just me you are adoring.
It's obvious from all the charm you're pouring.
I won't be *******.
At my place it's used for living that storing.
If I had been more kind you're who I could find.
I would pay you some mind.
I didn't know you.
I had the chance I blew.
It evaporated like the morning dew.
On a plane I never flew.
Sometimes I am so naive.
So unaware.
That's why you were shocked and stared.
I didn't know you were rich and famous.
How shameless.
It's my fault.
I don't have access to your vault.
I used to drink chocolate malts.
I hope I get another time.
To see you and pine.
I want to be someone you will remember.
This September.
You can treat me like a queen.
I need a magic bean.
To experience such an unrealistic dream.
One I've always tried to imagine.
To Freedom you're my key to open this lock.
To you I will flock.
Just open the door don't even knock.

I wish to avoid dying the one true mortal death.
A human woman of mankind of a mortal shell.
Captivate a miracle power to immortalize.
Thee entire living enterprise.
To seek & find eternal life.
To never die & become a wife.
A true love of happiness unbitter.
Our's is a destiny lived so much bigger.
A blessed union will deliver.

Our bodies to always be present.
A future never to resent.
A cycle to always pay rent.

To shield from death & peace never to rest.
Living each & every day.
To be free & always stay that way.
Banish death & nourish to nurture life.
Never to leave or miss.
A life immortal is holy bliss.
Never dying with a loving kiss.
A presence this earth to forever exist.
Is my only true & real wish.

I love her with my whole heart.
The old broken hunchback can never keep us apart.
My daughter is a perfect creation from the start.
A sacred soul to teach, protect & love.
Descended from heaven to dwell below from above.
Precious earthly energy, breathing & alive.

Enemies dissolve out of sight.
Justice loses every fight.
Not only is justice blind, but deaf & ******* as well.
The family court, mediator, judge, & minors counsel can go to hell.
Along with my own attorneys that I fired.
I would have been 2,5000.00 richer if none of the were hired.
Stay in hell's shadow.
Be the Devil's ***.
You don't need stairs or a ladder.
Just grab a pitchfork & jump & fall into the bottomless matter.
Your evil work is done, let your cursed & ****** heartless shell shatter.
You stole what I hold most sacred!

When she is alone give her a gift of gemstones. When you kiss be sure not to miss.
Hold hands while walking through the land.
Touch her face when you hug & embrace.
Open the door to see the view of the shore.
Why when I see the sky I think of my life after I die?
Some company would be nice.
I don't recommend alcohol to break the ice.
I hate pollution.
Slaughter is not the solution.
If they only knew.
If they only had a clue.
Out in the cold in the storm of rain & thunder.
Put to rest so no one needs to wonder.

Another wriiten page.
Another spent wage.
Another great song.
Another reason to belong.
Another wrong Guy.
Another chance not to try.
Another reason not to die.
Another new year.
Another undrinken beer.
Another unshed tear.
Another hour near.
Another day, a different way.
Another dollar earned.
Another lesson learned.
Another goal to achieve.
Another love burned.
Another bridge turned.
Another desire granted.
Another tree planted.

The ground was hollow.
The sky dark.
The night cold and quiet.
Sprinkling rain, dark clouds.
He walked beside her with an umbrella.
In silence she tip toed through the grass.
A black cat jumped the fence.
She shrieked wide-eyed with a blank stare.
Cold hands and wet hair.
The journey was brief.
I see you....damage control, picture perfect.

I wrote a little note.
To express how much I devote.
To give my heart.
That's a start.
Loneliness when we're apart.
My kiss could be better.
I can blot it on a letter.
The envelope is sealed.
True love is feeled.
My broken past is healed.
Atheist prayers aren't kneeled.
Embark on this beginning.
A game of winning.

Counting the grains of sand on the beach.
An unrealistic fantasy I am unable to reach.
A sadness you have to experience to teach.

Poor Harmony forever alone & *****.
Loneliness so heavy like lead.
No offering but stale & moldy bread.
A daughter poor & unfed.
An existence unloved & eventually dead.
A love letter unopened & unread.
A broken heart ripped & bled.
Sorrow & despair mutually unfelt & unsaid.
Like counting the hair folicules on your head.
A soulmate to never share a bed.
A hunger neglected & unfed.

Playing games
In your childhood seemed the same.
My disowned parent is who I blame.
For the next bad thing that came.

I used to be happy & sweet.
Until "mommy" introduced us to a stranger to meet
There is no justice on the street.
Police never arrested him after everyone he tortured, *****, & beat.

For the yard a tree swing,
Joy & excitement is what that brings.

I have inside knowledge with insight.
The true meaning of fear & fright.
The difference between wrong & right.

My past ruins my future & damns the present.
In my life one by one enemies are sent.
To **** joy & make me their toy.
To ****** every girl & boy.

I hate the house where I grew up.
Bad memories invade & erupt.
Sickness spreads & corrupts.

Never trust everyone in this world.
On it's finger evil twirled.

From my dream I awoke with a silent scream.

Not taking sides but trapped in between.

To me you always act cruel & mean.

Ordaining you supreme queen is today's theme.

Author Notes :

Haiku

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