I mourn no grief.
My mind has relief.
Morals are my truest belief.
A life I can not leave.
A future of happiness to hope & believe.
True love to conceive.
Trust never to deceive.
You wear your heart on your sleeve.

We can build & share our lives.
I can be a loving wife.
To be happy & loved in this life.

A spouse you can't replace.
A perfect photo with their face.
Portraits with feeling, time unerased.
Family trees history is traced.
Childhoods in that neighborhood disgraced.
True horror was horrific to my face.
Finally out of that place.

Trading one hell for another.
Heaven & paradise should be the other.

He likes the rain.
Walking by him is a strain.
When he goes to work he says" another day in paradise".
I don't go through his thoughts once or twice.

Envision a mutual bond of two people getting along
Strength in trust & love is what it makes.
True love can not be fake.

Ask and you shall not receive.
A con job you conceive.
Your country you want to leave.
Join the club.
Earn a pay stub.
I need money in my bank account to.
It's like holding up a cardboard sign to the whole world at the same time.
A scam from the beginning I knew.
Begging to raise funds for their bank account for nickels & dimes.
Well first I need to get a bank account.  
But I have been needy my whole life but I don't ask people for money. 
If I need money I apply for jobs.
I just stay broke until I get a job.
Instead with a sad story people they rob.
One time I couldn't get a job for 7 years I had no phone number.
Work instead of going to the pub in a drunken slumber.
Alot of people think that just because I am white I have money.
But I don't.
I come from a white trash family in the ghetto with a minimum wage background.

When I tell people I don't consider meat edible. They be like "incredible".
My sanity is credible.
I am not a rebel.
I have morals.
Is forever something you could swallow?
A past story that isn't hollow.
A ghost that haunts & follows.
Contemplate your pleasure.
How does it measure?
Is it worth a treasure?
Do you ever doubt, about, what you need to shout?
Don't whine & pout.
Go if you want out.
I don't want your rose.
Love is not something your heart knows.
Mutual knowledge I suppose.
Only lies is what you proposed.

Food we need to stock.
The winter is long.
The summer is short.
Autumn and Fall seems like nothing at all.
The world is small.
You can put your arm around my waist.
Dress me in black lace.
I will carry my mace.
You can kiss my face.
I'll pack my suitcase.
You can go to home base.
Pick up the pace.
This is a race.
Will my journey be able to trace?
Don't look at me I didn't break that vase!
Was all this left to just waste?
My love you can taste.
Thanks for sitting with me on the banks.
A false thought an evil I already fought.
Am I like a fish you caught?
A heart you sought.
A gift you bought.
A friend you never got?
I am not a robot.
A lesson taught.
Do you think I'm hot?
You can say if I'm not.
I don't want to die here and rot.
I will pray that someday you can take me away.
With you I promise to stay.
Come what may.
Let's sail at the bay.
Roll in the hay.
Be merry and gay.
Beside you I will lay.
Come on let's play.
If you ask I'll say.
You can have your way.
With you is where I belong.
To have a mutual love that is strong.
A commitment that's long
It would be right not wrong.
A place to be with my eyes that see.
Stay away from Tweedledum and Tweedledee.
A perfect harmony.
You can become a part of me.
You won't regret it you'll see.
I can be set free.
Alone I am just one.
Together is we.
From here I have to flee.
Whenever I see an airplane I want to be in it.
For hours I will sit.
Ariel might have a b** fit.
Her I would never hit.
That would send me to hell in the deepest pit.
I have better wits.

Walking to the mailbox through the snow.
Mailing things I buy off eBay to work so my ex don't know.
I spend all my money on me.... So!
I am glad back to California I go.
In my new clothes I look so radiant I glow.
I will never again be your ***.
Your morals in life are so low.
Low life with junk cars that get towed.

Goodbye wither & die.
I promise I won't cry.

You tried to strangle me to death.
Because your addict *** smoke ****.

Be alone.
I'm done pretending we had a home.

You are a bad guy.
I wish we never had met or said. " Hi".

I found someone better after I left you.
Someone you never knew.

A chance with me you forever *******.
A portrait of a better future I wrote & drew.

Celebrity status.....
A talent & image so ecstatic.
Not all their faces are made out of plastic.
Scripts memorized & talent mastered.
On movie screens their story is plastered.
They reach the top faster.
Everyone's a star.
To the red carpet out of a rolls Royce car.
There are some vegan celebrities from P.E.T.A.
A campaign to lead us.
A sad story to convince us.
Animals are our friends who trust.
They're lives valuable & deaths unjust.
Celebit celebrities celebrate.
Cast in Co starring roles to mate.
To expensive resturants taking dates.
Paparazzi can't wait they are early & never late.
Their income is at stake.
Without their permission their photos they take.
Their fashion & makeup how would you rate?
To appearances they're not usually late.
To trespass on their property is a law to break.
Envy might show itself of their image to hate.
It is sure to be grand or great.
Fame & fortune is a life they make.

I drink my coffee with 7 sugar cubes.
I have videos on you tube.
One for each of the seven deadly sins.
I always lose & never win.
After a job interview they just show me the door.
True love & a career is too much to ask for.
From the universe.
****** this fckng curse.
In room 13.
I watch channel 13.
On volume 13.
I was ***** for 3 years at age 13.
At one job in 2009 my shift the place got robbed.
I never had the same relationship or job.
Last more than 3 years.
I have some phobas & fears.
The 13th CD.
I never become you I want to be.
On track 13.
Sometimes people are mean.
Both odd numbers.
Struck out again...******.
Three & thirteen.
I was look my best & daily wash & clean.
In this hell hole have been stuck.
It's like bad luck.
I am perfectly sane not at all in any way deranged.
Exactly 13 dollars with zero change.

Unable to attain.
Impossible to obtain.
A reason so lame.
They don't want to know who I am or my name.
Discrimination is all the same.
There is nothing wrong with the mentality of my brain.
A hiring process shouldn't be such a strain.
I am able to be trained.

I have noticed a lot of my poem's words, ideas, & titles,
Are being inserted, reused, & recycled In other people's poetry on this website.
Can't people form there own original ideas & plots?
Without re-wording other's to make it sound new?

Will I get one last supper?
Pass the bread.
A prayer before slumber.
Busy with bible study you read.
Walk on water?
Hailing brimstones...
Confessions to a father.
Spying ghomes.
Sacred wishes, granted.
Class dismissed go home.
Written lies slanted.
Evil curses & spells chanted.
Bad nurses banned from a paradise enchanted.
Blessed is he who is with me.
Bring me an angel.
Their name was cupid.
Love created what he did.
Goddess of love sent from above.
Granted me a solid connection.
With a united ressurrection.
Formed to perfection.
A true delight shining like a prism bright.
Deflecting sin, reflecting next of kin. Metallic rainbows will win.

Regret you have to allow & let the pain set.
Just because toward me you smile.
Don't mean our time is worth while.
Your problems you pile.
I can't fix them their yours to store & file.
The aisle stretched for miles.
Safe from any & all harm.
In the spring I got a bee sting.
Your chance for any romance to enhance expired any & all desire.

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What changes a woman from being just a hookup for ***,
to a girlfriend or a wife?
Pregnancy? No. A job? No?
Their own place? No. A car? No.
A college degree? Yes? Sanity? Yes? No Substance abuse issues? Yes?
No childhood *** abuse issues? No? A bank account? No?
Being too old, fat, & ugly? Yes?.....why?
I have what every other female has *****, a mind, a personality, a diet,
a high school education,
an interest in the opposite ***,
a type preference, an appetite,
a fragrance, an opinion, a fantasy,
a desire, a will, empathy, compassion, self control, will power, self respect & I'm careful.

I heard you just follow the herd.
What's the word?
That is absurd.
I told you it was cold.
Your too fat, ugly, & old. I fold.
I know I ain't made of gold.
Hold it, I know you sold it.
Take a look, see I told you I can't cook.
Just in case you forgot my face.
Look twice.
Remember it's nice.
I am still a lady even if I don't drive a mercedes.
Do you want to be my buddy?
Or marry me & be my hubby?
Adventure to capture.
Just because it's time for a change.
Doesn't make me mentally deranged.
I don't sob if I ain't got a job.
Only a poor slob be eatting corn on the cob.
I have a need to feed.
But it ain't greed.
If you wanna be a goof.
You need to just disappear & go ****.
But don't use the roof.

I sometimes hate this earth.
I'm not sure which is worst.
This life or the curse.
Only once I gave birth.
The only & the first.
An angel was delivered.
My happiness was shattered to slivers.
My tears shed enough to fill rivers.
I thought I was nice.
But no one to never ever marry once or twice.
If you know me, you hate me.
Even the parts you can't see.
I no longer cry.
I don't wonder why.
I only hope to never die.
To have or to hold.
Too late another year old.
Your heart is too dark & cold.
Another lie unbelieved is told.
I never got to keep any Guy.
Bad or good.
They never would.
Maybe they should.
If they thought they could.

Are you scared of heights?
Airplane flights?
Or dark nights?
You can't swim.
Your vision is too dim.
Your not slim.
What is your worst fear?
To lose someone you love so dear!
Why should I have to fight for what's already mine?
I'll get her back within eight years time.
Your swine.
When we leave you I know us you'll try to find.
Ariel is my gem.
You can't trap her in a pen.
She is my lucky charm.
You are like a fire alarm.
She doesn't want to hold your arm.
With you she's at risk from harm.
You belong on a farm.
Like locusts swarm.
I don't need to focus.
To see your game.
You lost your brain.
Your mind is gone.
You clutter your lawn.
You're so boring you make me yawn.
You always want to control.
You want to **** my soul.
You only feed Ariel cereal in a bowl.
Your mind is an empty hole.
My daughter you stole.
All lies you told.
Your dying & old.
You know you have a heart of stone.
You lie on the phone.
You speak in a sarcastic tone.
Get out of my zone.
You heartless crone.
When you don't get your way.
You dominate me to stay.
Your petition got permanently granted.
You think that your life is grand.
You think a restraining order will keep me banned.
About you I don't give a ****.
You lied on the stand.
You don't own any land.
Nobody wants your helping hand.
My attorney said he couldn't wave a magic wand.
That for twenty five grand.
That's so outrageous.
I want to scream and holler.
I hate this world because you're in it.
You mindless twit.
You **** daily in your bed.
Go to an old folks retirement home.
You should get yourself a tombstone.

Your *** crack is showing.
The whole while the neighbors never knowing.
You lay in a stale rancid puddle of ****.
Not to be near you is what I wish.
Your **** sag to your waist.
Dead flesh you love the taste.
Your mama's boy son is fat.
But nobody cares about that.
Old, bald, & grey.
You can't keep your stench away.
You are two of a kind.
Poor & miserable, with a brainless mind.
You burden me with disgust.
You are no one to love or trust.
You live in a **hole.
Poor people eat cereal in a bowl.
Your existence is shattered & not whole.
You shuffle around barefoot.
Things get lost where they are put.
You love to pakrat & hoard.
Being here just makes Ariel & I bored.

Today was the day I most hated.
My stress inflated.
My *** life degraded.
For marriage still I waited
Get hired for work is tainted.

You ruined me.
There is no forgiveness.
You stole my whole life.

I found a protector.
Who has courage & strength.
Tall , handsome, fearless, & sweet.

His company is like a dream.
A captivating essence lingers.
To feel his warm touch.
A love willing, not forced.

A perfect match.
I surrender to that.
His eyes hold a mystery.
His voice is soft but clear.

His face next to mine.
A deserved chance of true love.
Carry me from this hell.

The truth I will tell.
From hell you the devil fell.
I was saved by an angel.
Like a bodyguard.
Who would not hesitate
To destroy evil.
To protect innocence.

Eve in the serpent she believed.
She had been so naive.
She was mistakenly deceived.
Adam & her heart grieved.
The Garden of Eden they had to leave.
Their ****** they could no longer conceive.
A promise of Commandments was received.
In stone not the fig leaves.
A conclusion was weaved.
A religion was perceived.
At a price which was not free.
What is done is done.
What is, is what will be & so be it.
Hell is thee eternal pit.

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Do you regret the day we met?
I felt like Queen of the ******.
Is that why I got body slammed?
I have not been a *****.
I was someone you were wiling to ditch.
Our connection a curse.
My homicide would have been worse.
Your manic state.
A decision to leve too late.
A second chance was fate.
What is left,
Unforgiven hate.
You made a mess.
You caused unneccesary distress.
I need to rest.
That is best.
My patience tested.
A new place nested.

Today is nothing.
No one is coming.
People dont know I'm here.
No one holds me near.
Friends arent allowed to visit.
I do nothing as i think here & sit.
Everyday is the same.
"Mother" is to blame.
This is no place to live.
There is nothing here to give.
I can't wait to move out.
Getting a job is hard to come about.
Every month I put money on my phone.
But no one ever calls me at his "home".

Cloak me from them.
Protect my body.
Guard my mind.
Shield my baby.
Save my soul maybe.

Purify my essence.
Cleanse my holy presence.
Worship my fetus.

Love this place of ours we need it.
Evil intentions be gone & erase.
Honor the deserving.
Know who they are serving.
Police are suppose to protect & serve.
My 3 years of **** is low priority.
More then 25 years passed.
I guess time matters when you want to report it.
At 12 years old how was I suppose to know what to do?
I couldn't work or drive.
I guess I was quiet to stay alive.
I never said nothing even after it left.
How was I to ever know when it might return.
They just arrest or harass or search your car.
Laws can't prevent it protect.
Sometimes they can't fix what's ******.
Respect everyone's children & pets.
Mine or yours is equally precious.
Prevent evil & avoid what is bad.
Rescue them from danger.
Protect & guide unfortunate creations to be safe.
Teach the mentally challenged common sense.
Help to communicate with the deaf by writing.
Help the blind with what they need to find.

When his eyes look at me.
Through his soul I can see.
Hand in hand he is a part of me.
Two become one as we.

Charmed on his arm.
Where I belong.
Together we get along.
A commitment wouldn't be wrong.
Dedicated a sweet love song.

Gemstones sparkle in the distance.
His kiss has no resistance.
He gives a purpose to my existence.

His love I desire.
It burns like flames of fire.

Ariel you are the only one who has been there.
A shoulder to cry on.
Gave me reasons to belong.
Someone to brush my hair.
Someone to love me & care.
To tell me what u should do.
Between right & wrong you always knew.
In the stars you were created.
There you were formed & nestled.
Together our lives settled.
My life was cursed until you were born.
Like a rose with a thorn.
You are like my spiritual guide.
For my heart & soul to confide.
Your soul is pure & whole.
Your mind is so refined.
Your heart will never be torn apart.
Your body is a sacred vessel.
Your innocent & sweet.
You don't text or tweet.
Your like the mom I never had.
Sorry you never had a dad.
Your talented and gifted.
Admired & my heart you lifted.

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My father had two daughters.
A son he had just one.
A wife who divorced him, to move in a pedofile ***.
Who she let whip us like a sadistic, not so fun.
Every night for 3 years we got *****.
Mom got him a loaded hand gun.
We never had a chance to escape.
He killed my hamster & the neighbors german shepherd.
No one ever said a word.
It was vulgur & absurd.
An ex con, on my face & cereal he spit on.
Our toothbrushes he peed on.
We never got justice.
Like his head on a pike. Every ounce of hatred fueled, despite.
Every fiber of it's being is not right.
An ungranted wish.
A criminal no one will miss.
I would never know if "it" hurt any other.
Most are the product of a crazy mother.
I dwell in a sh*t dome.
Where no one is ever home.
A coward's way out.
No one can hear my scream or shout.
To be murdered is what evil entity's deserve.
Satan Lucifer is the devil they serve.
To be consumed in eternal flames.
Dissected & mamed.
That is their place to belong.
To suffer agony from what they did wrong. Crushing children's souls.
To make them broken & unwhole.
Eternal torment they need.
Sin is what they feed. Extinction would'nt be a sacrifice. Their demise would be so nice. I hate child molestors. A walking disease that festers

The constant cackling.
Absolute silence in this place is lacking.

Annoying laughter.
Never living in harmony everafter.

It's quiet time when I write & read.
A creative outlook arrange words I need.
To record a thought on paper.
Like my sister & how a molestor ***** her.
Or about deception or lack of trust.
Or of happiness, joy, & devotion.
A witch's hex in a mystical potion.

How crime touched our lives & ruined our childhoods & how the laughter bothers me in this neighborhood.
Even though laughing is good.
Sometimes I don't feel it even though I should.

My mind suffers bad memories.
Of parolled *** offenders with felonies.

Sometimes it can be rude.
Blunt & evil invades & intrudes.

I write & speak the whole truth.
From the past to my roots.

People say I have a way with words.
I never leave out a fact or something I heard.

I have nothing to wear.
My body is cold & bare.
At my ****** people stare.
I don't know all who is out there.
Nobody really cares.
To flash people online I dare.
But not to minors that's not fair.
I like to keep long hair.
I am not a couple of a pair.
I have always been single how rare.
My heart in half broken it tears.
Loneliness alone & naked through the years.

A devotion I implore.
Admiration to explore.
Not an unheard notion of pure emotion.
To refuse is bad news.
Don't confuse my Muse.
No use with your lame excuse.
Nice try still no alibi.
An olive branch is a tool.
I am not your fool.
What else is new?
Friends are do few.
I AM ALONE everyone already knew.
There can never be us two.
Deception has no reception.
No similarity or familiar rarity.
Contrary to thee ordinary.
It is what you drew.
Not enough rainbow with too much blue.
Art with glue.

Seen or unseen,
I know I am pure & clean.
Teleported through a watery tide.
Plasma fluid like dripping sewage.

I laugh at the photograph.
A end to tear in half.

I said my confession to answer your question.
I was never mean or obscene.
I have a moral daily routine.

BUT IT DOESN'T matter.
We couldn't be any sadder.
My current profession has no aggression.
I don't take any chances, with strange romances.

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"The way we experience time is an illusion".

Who will share their lives with me.

The Lamb has a golden heart.

The pig's spirit did nothing wrong &  is not dark.

The chicken's mind is sweet & kind.

The cow body is not ours to buffet.

These sacred & holy creatures don't need to obey.

Burger King is not their way.

Alive is how they must remain & stay.

Never to be sacrificed or hated.

Mercy shouldn't have to be waited.

Morals & ethics debated.

Deaths & quotas calculated.

Love for them should be felt.

Justice to shall not ****** needs to be dealt.

Compassion & empathy is a vegan fashion.

The talented style to get a baby Lamb to smile.

Peace comes when the confined are released.

Slaughtered & maimed cause me grief.

Lack of Justice has no relief.

Strength we have to make.

When we take a stand.

To educate a caravore to understand.

The livestock massacre across this land.

Join them hooves to hand.

Vegan ways populate our species clan.

Save the unfortunate & innocent from being ******.

Set a goal & form a plan.

Undercover investigation uncovers so behind bars the sadistic slaughterers are slammed.

Make them whole & cruelty gets banned.

Their existence is every much a part of me.

Empathy to protect & free.

Alone & without a real home.
A twin to copy & clone.
Finally got money to put on my phone.
Benji has no treats or bone.
Shelter from the sky in a weather dome.
Scary & freaky lawn ghomes.
Confused & pointlessly roams.
Infected & diseased, a mind not at ease.
No manners....not a hello, goodbye, thank you, or please.
Ugly, fat, & old.
Don't need a strip tease.
Praying for a miracle on your knees.
Beware or the tidal waves & killer bees.
Your heart, soul, & mind sees.
Guilt hides & flees.
A serious nature.
A discovered cure.
A secret compassion.
A desired fashion.

One day your there the next day your not.
My life hasn't been how I had thought.
I remember everything for me you had taught.
For us not much you ever bought.
Our ****** you never fought.
Growing up we didn't really have alot.
In the grave pedofiles need to rot.
Everything I seek I have sought.

Because of the events that transpired I loathe.
From then on I always slept in clothes.
Do few photos together we had posed.
I remember naps daily you would doze.
Like a thorned rose resentment froze.

You were always proud of us.
Even though for years we took the bus.

You were my only real dad.
The times we had shared made me glad.
Your death in 2009 made me sad.
In the past things happened to us that were bad.
At least until age 10 for us a Dad we had.
"Mom" divorcing you made us mad.
Child molestor wore a flannel shirt of plaid.

Secure the perimeter in the contaminated sector. Find my bodyguard & soul protector.
His kiss filled me with seductive bliss.
His presence I so did miss.
For him to be with me is what I wish.
At day break we became awake.

Unseen danger with a stranger.
Making threats you regret.
Promises .......promises.
Kisses....wishes. No ***** dishes!
Let's have some fun.
You can tell me when your done.

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Animals are sacred holy vessels every species.
Wild life to farm animals to pets deserve to live a happy, safe, & loved life.
Not to be butchered & massacred to be frozen, stored, & cooked.
They have feelings, their mind has thoughts, they gave affection & require to be fed.
Their lives have purpose.
They have families & babies .
My vegan beliefs are based on moral values.
I chose for myself & daughter.
We are the only ones among disowned family & friend who are not caravores.
I never voted for the meat industry.
To have meat departments in stores.
Is like having a funeral at a wedding.
It is my choice to never purchase flesh.
To consume flesh alive or undead is not edible.
Horrific ****** is unforgettable.

****** has no compassion.
It has no style or fashion.

Barbaques are satanic rituals to give the devil power.
A sacrifice in each hour.
To be raised as a meat eatting caravore is a brainwashed tradition passed from generation to generations.
I broke the cycle.
I took a stand.
Join the cause for a new vegan world without blood vengenance.
Become a part of life.
The circle of life has no death.
The dead can't rest in pieces.
World peace on earth to save & prevent decease & demise.
In your heart feel what is wise.

Your stomach doesn't digest meat anyways it just rots there.
Today you can start to care.

To devalue the lives of cows, horses, pigs, lambs, chickens & their eggs is disrespectful, heartless, sadistic, selfish, evil, corrupt, ******, mindless, unremorseful, deceitful, betraying, & cruel.

It sickens me to see packaged body parts of animals slaughtered & mutilated.
For caravore consumption.
They would've made good friends not food.
It is disgusting to see red & purple blood leak & chicken fat juice seep through serane wrap.
People who eat the chopped off chicken & pigs feet & fish with their heads still attached & cow tongues look like human lungs are disgusting.
It is cruel & sick.
To cut up parts of a living creature.

Dressing in dark black lace, is a daring taste.
Flirty attitudes is not my nature.
I will never meet my maker.
Flings are not my thing.
Broken hearts is what it brings.
Being deceived something that mekes me leave.
Hypnotic eyes that stare.
Makes you shameful to be bare.
Sensitive to all injustice with a receptive mind.
Evil they never find they 're all blind.
Crimes rewind.
Unknown forces that bind.
Youth betrayed by sinful days.
Deprived of joyful play.
Beauty wasted.
Success untasted.
Hiding away not wanting to stay.
Every night there is a fight.
Rage that's just not right.
Need to stay out of sight.
Stay well so no one can tell.
The truth is on sale.
Sanity got well.

A fantasy is wondered during this slumber.

Nightmares will stop.

Unearthed above ground on top.

To love without hate.

Self esteem & well being tranquility makes.

Beauty inside & out
is what confidence is all about.

Self love, personality, & happiness is your persona.

Sloath clings like a flame to a moth.

Like unused rust turned to dust appeals a lust.

Gluttony has a need to feed.

To be  just like you is envy's need.

Greed plants it's seed.

Pride is not something you can hide.

Seven sins deadly like anger in a stranger.

Pride, sloath, greed, & envy, is listening.

Four out of seven doesn't get you to heaven.

A potion swept the ocean.
Elements surround,
underwater is where it's found.
Discovering what's around.
Hearing no warning sounds.
Careful not to drown.
Stir the magic mixture.
See what's amazing in the tunneling caves.
Swimming through this Bermuda maze.
Underneath the crashing waves.
Keeping all the treasures you save.
I looked at the clock.
Time was secure & locked.
It takes forever.
Remain as it did before.
Sea castles on the sea floor.
THE WORLD ENDING probably NEVER.

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Prevented from employment opportunities.
Their biast duty.
Sorry Ariel you don't have new clothes for school.
I guess having a job is against the rules.
Sorry Ariel there is nothing to eat or drink.
I guess according to Walmart employers I can't think.
I have been discriminated
Kicked out & eliminated.
Soon I will be broke.
I hope she gets fired.
So I can take her place & be hired.
I guess I don't have the right mentality to shop there anymore either.
She is a soul less creature.

At the job interview she said she doesn't feel I have the right mentality to work in her department as a cashier.
She ruined my chance I fear.

Evil beings are heartless.
Evil has many faces.
All ages, sexes, & races.
Sadistic nature.
Everyday someone somewhere dies.
Who knows why.
Besides having mortal lives.
Crazy guys fate constist of abuse, fear & hate.
Criminal's crimes they always try.
Pathological constant told lies.
Greed never waits.
Hypocrites aren't great.
Justice is always late.
Unclean & unmoral.
Creating grief, despair, chaos, & turmoil. Unseen danger & deceit.
Be careful Who You meet.
Boast opinions injustice wins.
The devil sings......HEARTACHE it brings.
I hate the sinful destruction & corruption violates.
Contaminates my empty plate.

I bring thee angel a silver chain.
I tell thee also an unbelievable truth.
I shall never have fortune or fame.
I never get what I want only what I need.
My own child minimum wage can't feed.
Poverty, stench, & hatred i breathe.
Tell me what is the solution?
To control & diminish this pollution.
A sacred heart belonging to me.
An unshattered love binds us to be.
Just because I never married someone strong.
To take away my daughter is still wrong.
A sacred kiss of eternal bliss.
A glowing soul that grows.
Holiness bestows ungranted hopes.
Stealing my parental rights.
Lonely abandonment.
Evil feeds & Bites.
Unregretful resentment. Unsettling contentment.
Pages turn words burn.

What matters most? The father, son, or the holy ghost? He died for us on the cross. Everything was not forgotten & lost. His life is what our sins cost.

Take a look in the good book. Words to know, not to be a crook.
Earthquakes & plagues that spread & shook. Knowledge to learn & commandment messages that Moses saw & took. I grieve of all the faith who leave.

No voice ....death without a choice. No thoughts just a body to rot. No one to bury ....no one to care.

Eternal & immortal. Through dimensions & portals. Resurrection was a revelation.

Invisible & miserable. Alone...just skin & bone. A tabernacle home. No mind with nothing to find. Someone to borrow just until before tommorrow. A temporary sorrow....but a permanent horror. Unrestrained rage, insanity without a cage. You will never forget me. My name, face, or life.

Dublins where we'll be cuddling.
Conflicting thoughts.
Enemies I fought.
Lessons I were never taught.
Ariel and I got caught.
Dreams that were not.
Slaughtered to rot.
Weather gets too hot.
Treasures I bought.
A destiny I sought.
Daisies are lazy.
When your fifty your not pretty.
At twenty you can make a lot of money.
I won't be back.
To be what you lack.
I've already started to pack.
You've ruined everything.
Over your flings.
You never got a wedding ring.
You broke my wings.
Your evil heart sings.
With all the hatred your life brings.
Your betrayal stings.
All your trash doesn't mean a thing.
I was a ****** until you fckd my burden.
I never got a word in.
My child you stole.
Because your life is stale & old.
Your house is mold.
You gave away my virginity for free.
It wasn't even sold.
Your heart is cold.
My story I never even told.
Your hand I would never hold.
You think you're sly like a fox.
For trapping Ariel and I in your box.
Your not nice I want to crush your skull in a vice.
You will pay the price.
I will win when I roll the dice.
You won't ***** me twice.
Your house has roaches and mice.
Curse words I yell.
Because your ***** stinks & smells.
You didn't care when Ariel fell.
I hope all of you guys go straight to Hell. Everything in your fridge is stale.
It's all lies you tell.
I made my wish when I threw my penny down the well.
That you die because you weren't well.
You can drown because you can't swim.
Your path is dim.
I will get slim.
My life is ruined because of you and him.
You don't give a d*mn.
That is why it is your doors, windows & walls that I slam.
You are ******.

Phoenix Park is that even on the map marked?
In Dublin, Ireland can I go there?
If he knew me would he care?
He wants to be near his son in L.A.
He owns property in both places.
He's a millionaire.
I have his 2009 calendar.
His biography.
His pictures.
Doesn't really matter.
If he knew what he'd be flattered?
Or think I'm obsessed?
Or that my life's a mess?
Or that to be together would not be best.
I don't want to be with my boyfriend anymore.
It's obvious he doesn't want a relationship with me .
If you don't see someone for almost 2 years it's pretty obvious that it's over.
He just doesn't want to admit that to himself.
I'm not going to be put on the back burner.
He took me for granted.
Too bad for him.
I'd rather be with Colin Farrell.
He is handsome, young and rich.
He dresses so nice I wish
I had the privilege of being his wife.
Whatever lady he's got is lucky.
He is so blessed.
An Irish kiss.
That's what I missed out on life's eternal bliss.
I want to follow his path.
My idol a celebrity from Castleknock is where he's from.
I wish I could get some.
I like cloudy skies with little sun.
slts who abort.
Cut precious and innocent lives short.
Sinners don't deserve to have breakfast lunch or dinner.
They should starve to death and get thinner. When your pregnancy is full-term you will have a winner.
Selfish cnts are vindictive b** who are backstabbing ***** .
There's at least one in every circle.
They don't have to stand out and wear purple.
They will dupe you and ***** you.
So watch out
Know what their all about.
Not even for one second should you ever doubt.
Take the detour route.

I AM IN Control OF MY OWN Soul.
IT IS MY Goal TO Keep IT Whole.
ALL MY Power Will Devour Within THE Hour.
I Need A Bath OR A Shower.
Turning MY World Sour.
AN Unbloomed Flower.
I Strayed FAR Away TO A Place That Portrayed TO Betray ALL MY Days.
NOT Just Today.
****** IN A WAY.
Never Wanting TO Stay.
I DON'T Pray. Animals ARE WHO I Obey. Telepathically Their Wishes ARE Conveyed.
Games Aren'T Played.
Furry Friends ARE Holy Vessels.
TO HUG, Kiss, & Nestle.
Everyday TO NO ONE'S Dismay.
Earth IS Where They Should Stay.
TO BE A Mother & A Father NOT Sent TO Slaughter. NOT Breeded or Unneeded.

Our lives entwine,
Through the fabrics of time.
Every fiber of your being,
Feels humanity & compassion your seeing.
World peace is more than a feeling.
Understanding well being is healing.
Evil & hatred deception is concealing.

It's like you can see mother earth in my eyes.
A worlds birth would make us cry.
Mortality says one day we will die.
Ambition lets us give success a try.
A family to never say "goodbye".
The after life you don't know why.
A past life you can't buy.
A destiny you cannot lie.
Secrets untold you can't pry.

Sunsets captivate the landscape.
Waterfalls splash with echoed noise.
Birds fill the skies before the rain falls.

Sorry if being naked is disgusting for the decrpid old hunch back.
Poverty & broken things attack.
Her of all people should know i was born that way.
Here i despise to stay.
If me wanting to get married before age 40 is ridiculous & disgusting for her she can move into an old ***** home.
She doesn't even know how to use the voice mail on her phone.
Ariel doesn't like getting her picture taken as much as i do sorry if i seem conceited but i love myself.
I am poor without wealth.
Maybe too much.
I can feel & touch.
I have too much free time & no friends.
Finaces can mend without a loan to lend.
So my appearance means alot to me.
Something everyone can see.
I dont consider myself a selfish person.
We are each one.
I love Ariel.
I want us to live a life that's full.
i love cats & dogs & animals.
Intelligent life not fools.
I am a vegan since 1996 for moral reasons.
I am against firearms & guns.
I care about endangered species.
They should be saved & not served in pieces.
I have empathy & compassion for others especially if it's someone i am close to or acquainted with.
Your not Lord of the Sith.
Even watching something sad on t.v. or DVD can make me cry.
Not everyone deserves to die.
I dont think i am overly emotional but i have a strong empathy for unfortunate people or animals but not pity.
Unless they are not friendly & bite me.
I don't like noise.
Sexually I don't like girls just boys.
When i talk i talk too much.
When i drink i drink too much,
When i eat i eat too much.
In my mind I am not touched.
I may have an addictive personality.
I just have to be free.
Only 2 people in this world stresses me out that is my mom & brother.
We should be in the home of another.
Other then that i am easy to get along with.
Am i someone you could miss?
I can bring sunshine to anyone's day.
Who wants to play & with them have me stay.
I am an ice breaker.
I tell the truth & i am not a faker.
I am just trying to maintain a connection.
Some love & affection.
Social or otherwise.
Sometimes to live your life someone else needs to sacrifice their demise.
I need to have fun on a daily basis.
You can know how i feel from my faces.
I need love to feel alive.
Work was how i thrived.
A job is the only way to survive.
For the last 4 months i felt like a dead flower withered & lifeless.
I feel cursed not blessed.

My aura glows with all my heart knows.
My mind feels what this future heals.
Pain & betrayal the past conceals.
With what fate or Destiny deals.
Faith cracks & peels.
Karma reels.
Harmony kneels.
As Envy steals.
Justice doesn't exist or is not real.

My nose is subjected to a stench of death & filth.
Time stands still.
Frozen & unchosen my essence.
Remains a single unwanted presence.
Mutual attraction has no reaction.
*** has no further action.
Unmarried, untouched, unwanted, & unloved.

Eyes of every color see.
Ears without static are clear.
My mind has no fear.
My heart can not hear.
My voice is my gear.
I speak the truth all & every year.

A timeless waste. when you see my face.
Memories don't erase in time or space.
A spirit needs a host. A possession of a ghost.
A destiny you desired the very most.
The trees whisper a presence.
Mysteriously treasured in essence.
A being borrowed an end that is sorrowed.
Yesterday, today, & tomorrow.
Uncontrolled fate.....
it was the last that it had to create.
A perfect image to make.
A nightmare or dream.
Energy channels like prism beam.
Suspended & frozen.
A path is chosen.
Enchanted spells.
Lies you can not tell.
Truth prevails.
Anger yells.
Strange curiosity.
Confused atrocity.
Politeness smiles, happiness stays awhile.
Unheard & confined, defeat twists & binds.
Words spoken are unkind.
Friendships you can not find.
Seduction whispers a tune fillng the room.
A plan in motion to happen soon.
At night, in the morning, evening or afternoon.

Be kind & let your life be mine.
Now & forever in this time.
True love a commitment will bind.
Ask me out for a date.
I am not hungry I already ate.
Is it our destiny in our fate?
Finding you as my soul mate.
In a world so vast & great.
Is like finding the brightest star in the galaxy.
When you find them you can relax within thee.
I made my wish.
For my lips for you to kiss.
When I can't see you guess who I miss.
Please take my hand.
Be my man.
Use a magic wand.
Counting grains of sand.
Continents across the land.
Accomplish a miracle.
Witness what you recall.
The universe will give you all.

Torment them no more.
Your choice has a door.
A gateway where only the holy may enter.
Witnessed ****** from the center.
Corruptive torture at the farms to cattle unarmed.
The killer seeks their pens to harm.
Justice is unconcerned as usual & disarmed.
My peace & well being is alarmed.
Everytime heartache rewinds.

Shield their innocence.
Protect their calves deliverance.
Save their essence.
Guard their bodies.
Be their lifeguard.
The cow butchers are still at large.
Put their life in charge.

Safety needs to be there to send.
Cruelty twists & bends.
Vegans will have to defend.
All the animals killed by these farm employee men.
Don't let them count to ten.
Never let the factory or dairy farms win.
Put them in a cage or a pig pen.
Bring the death count to zero.
An angel or a super hero.
Become their one true friend.
A helping hand to lend.
The future doesn't fix a past to mend.