Misconceptions of infatuations.
Assumptions, contradictions, & afflictions.
Situations ignite & dissolve.
Worlds collide and revolve.
Lifes rebirth is unearthed.
A marvel concept.
In tune and indepth.
Filtering the info you hide.
Only sharing what you confide.

Sunsets captivate the landscape.
Waterfalls splash with echoed noise.
Birds fill the skies before the rain falls.

Electric socket.
Life insurance pay out in your pocket.
Primary benefactor.

"Sometimes your worst self is your best self
The moonlight divides the shadows.
The essence of a black rose.
Butterflies flutter by through the air.
Unaware they are there without a care.
I grab thee adorable like a snuggle bear.
Not to get a job in this city is unfair.
At the interview discrimination to my face they dare.
I do not run, I am not scared.
I reapply consecutively, insanity flares.
I am invisible, I am not there.
Nobody notices or even stares.

He calls me his baby.
He treats me like I'm a lady.
His intentions are never shady.

My eyes watch his aura.
His essence glows like a tiara.
His eyes sparkle like stars.
He drives a truck not a car.

Our attraction is mutual.
So sacred & constitutional.

Our desire is not yet full.
Our passion rages like a bull.
Our time together is never dull.

His lips touch mine.
That night for the first time.

Being alone in the cold & dark feels
Like being dead in your own coffin.
Isolated in the ground.
Beneath the earth.
The cemetery death surrounds.
Nothing alive is found.
If I had a choice not to see, hear, or speak.
I would choose not to speak.
Because I have to see & hear.
It would feel like I'm dead I fear.
I want friends with me who are near.
I want to feel alive with the living.
Not invisible as a ghost.
No one is seeing or hearing.
To be naked would people even notice?
I do not want to fade.
My life what it is, is what I made.
In this hellish place I stayed.
Not to disappear but to remain.
Enter the way I came.
Sleep next to me during the thunder.
Embrace me in a peaceful slumber.
Kiss me in the dark.
Hold hands with me walking through the park.
Love me daily.
Remember me lately?
You are just a memory.
A vision I want to keep.
Do not leave my side.
Or I may weep.
You shy away to hide.

You ruined me.
There is no forgiveness.
You stole my whole life.

I found a protector.
Who has courage & strength.
Tall , handsome, fearless, & sweet.

His company is like a dream.
A captivating essence lingers.
To feel his warm touch.
A love willing, not forced.

A perfect match.
I surrender to that.
His eyes hold a mystery.
His voice is soft but clear.

His face next to mine.
A deserved chance of true love.
Carry me from this hell.

The truth I will tell.
From hell you the devil fell.
I was saved by an angel.
Like a bodyguard.
Who would not hesitate
To destroy evil.
To protect innocence.

The neighbors left my dog alone
in the cold, dark, rain.
They do not care it is insane.
My empathy is still the same.

This is not how it has to be.
I hear his silent plee.
Together it is as we are one, I, him & we.
A neglection of abandonment I see.

They should wrap him in a blanket &
Keep him warm.
Cover him from the wind & storm.
Compassion is what will form.
With love bonds a new life is born.