I have nothing to wear.
My body is cold & bare.
At my ****** people stare.
I don't know all who is out there.
Nobody really cares.
To flash people online I dare.
But not to minors that's not fair.
I like to keep long hair.
I am not a couple of a pair.
I have always been single how rare.
My heart in half broken it tears.
Loneliness alone & naked through the years.

Still waiting.
Forever is dissipating.
Transparency is creating.
Regrets debating.
Me nobody is dating.
Complaints I am stating.

( Haiku)
My existence is like a shadow
fades with the light.
An essence dimming bright.
Alone every night

Scared.
They never cared.
At my nakedness they stared.
Told me what they wanted to do was dared.
Seduction snared.
My ****** bared.
Jealous tempers flared.
My photos were glared.
Couples not yet paired.
Photographs ripped & teared.
No clothes was weared.

As the rain falls from the sky.
My friend in Washington texts he wants to die.
I did not cry.
I simply ask.....why?

I said maybe he is "bipolar".
He said "that was rude" i don't have a cure.
Drinking causes his depression to stir.
I repeated his comments as if they were mine, he recalled them as a blur.

He gots anger issues.
Maybe he needs a box of tissues.
His self loathing feelings are miscrude.
Treating him like he treated me was not rude.
He is always in a bad mood.
I remember when he used to buy us food

You said you need a hug.
But i text too much & bug.
My own grave you dug.
You rolled my lifeless body in a rug.

I was found in a ditch.
Slaughtered for being a heartless *****.
Hike don't hitch.
You ***** me but I was no snitch.

No empathy or compassion for human life
No engagements to be your wife.
When i was alive, i was ignored, starved, neglected, & deprived.

My ghost will forever haunt you.
I was not a person you really knew.
To heaven my spirit flew.
Evidence rises with the morning dew.

I was not respected as a woman.
Stranded on a land of no man.
Bound by feet & hand.
My death was not planned.

Life is not a game.
We are not all the same.
I am a minority.
Having a job is a priority.
Taken for granted by the majority.
You can make this world a better place.
Express a pleasant nice face.
Live each day live to the fullest.
Visualize a destiny, a wish.
That's how you will create it with a kiss.
My past i don't miss.
I have been cursed with the Devil's destiny.
It has ****** but not corrupted me.
My path to middle class success has been interrupted.
By unfortunate circumstances erupted.
All i need is full time work.
The fabric of times quirk.
Minimum wage will get me out of this cage.