Sorry if being naked is disgusting for the decrpid old hunch back.
Poverty & broken things attack.
Her of all people should know i was born that way.
Here i despise to stay.
If me wanting to get married before age 40 is ridiculous & disgusting for her she can move into an old ***** home.
She doesn't even know how to use the voice mail on her phone.
Ariel doesn't like getting her picture taken as much as i do sorry if i seem conceited but i love myself.
I am poor without wealth.
Maybe too much.
I can feel & touch.
I have too much free time & no friends.
Finaces can mend without a loan to lend.
So my appearance means alot to me.
Something everyone can see.
I dont consider myself a selfish person.
We are each one.
I love Ariel.
I want us to live a life that's full.
i love cats & dogs & animals.
Intelligent life not fools.
I am a vegan since 1996 for moral reasons.
I am against firearms & guns.
I care about endangered species.
They should be saved & not served in pieces.
I have empathy & compassion for others especially if it's someone i am close to or acquainted with.
Your not Lord of the Sith.
Even watching something sad on t.v. or DVD can make me cry.
Not everyone deserves to die.
I dont think i am overly emotional but i have a strong empathy for unfortunate people or animals but not pity.
Unless they are not friendly & bite me.
I don't like noise.
Sexually I don't like girls just boys.
When i talk i talk too much.
When i drink i drink too much,
When i eat i eat too much.
In my mind I am not touched.
I may have an addictive personality.
I just have to be free.
Only 2 people in this world stresses me out that is my mom & brother.
We should be in the home of another.
Other then that i am easy to get along with.
Am i someone you could miss?
I can bring sunshine to anyone's day.
Who wants to play & with them have me stay.
I am an ice breaker.
I tell the truth & i am not a faker.
I am just trying to maintain a connection.
Some love & affection.
Social or otherwise.
Sometimes to live your life someone else needs to sacrifice their demise.
I need to have fun on a daily basis.
You can know how i feel from my faces.
I need love to feel alive.
Work was how i thrived.
A job is the only way to survive.
For the last 4 months i felt like a dead flower withered & lifeless.
I feel cursed not blessed.

Today is nothing.
No one is coming.
People dont know I'm here.
No one holds me near.
Friends arent allowed to visit.
I do nothing as i think here & sit.
Everyday is the same.
"Mother" is to blame.
This is no place to live.
There is nothing here to give.
I can't wait to move out.
Getting a job is hard to come about.
Every month I put money on my phone.
But no one ever calls me at his "home".

Nothing is what i found.
If anyone asks how i lost 20 pounds.
I will just say "i am on this new diet called unemployment".
I don't have qualified income to rent.
My online applications i sent.
Where am i suppose to live a tent?
I have so much anger to vent.
Last years tax return gone & went.
Before this years over all my money will be spent.
My *** dont **** No dollars or cents.

Why do we have to live here?
Your like brain damaged & you don't even drink beer.
Why are you so mental?
You continue to pay for this ******* rental.
The kitchen sink & refrigerator leaks.
Just like your bladder the toilet you can't reach.
The bathroom sink is clogged with sasquatch hair.
But you don't seem to give a **** or even care.
For 10 years the toilet hasn't flushed.
Your hair is never washed or brushed.
You love the filth & stench.
You are a crazy *****.
You smell like the bums on a park bench.
Everything is broke.
Your life as a slob is a joke.
I wish you would die & croak.
Your a miserable old *****.
A backstabbing, two faced, heartless witch.
Does your life have an off switch?

I am traumatized by the image of taxidermy animals stuffed.
Their joyous & innocent lives snuffed.
To display on a shelve or wall.
Is so **** sick & all.
I am a vegan for moral reasons.
To take a life is like treason.
I am scared of death's eyes.
It haunts me & makes me cry.
It should be against the law.
To see all the things i saw.
To the core gory & raw.
Society has a sick flaw.
Carnivores are brainwashed to think eatting meat is normal but it's not.
It is a fact not just what i thought.
Playing with it is as sick as eatting it.
Corruption is a mental interruption.
Of the mind an insane eruption.

Leave the holiday lights alone.
Or we can find you a new home.
My leg is not a scratching post.
All these little things add up to the most.
Go to sleep all day.
Later we can play.
My phone charger cord is not a chew toy.
It causes stress not joy.
You jump on my coffee ***.
You can knock over the fan I thought.
You are a four legged menace.
Your hyperactiveness is relentless.
Don't mess with the contents of my purse.
Or my anger is dispursed.
Running around the room makes it worse.

I wrote a little note.
To express how much I devote.
To give my heart.
That's a start.
Loneliness when we're apart.
My kiss could be better.
I can blot it on a letter.
The envelope is sealed.
True love is feeled.
My broken past is healed.
Atheist prayers aren't kneeled.
Embark on this beginning.
A game of winning.