Gaze at the gigantic moon.
See how it illuminates the room.
The sky so foggy & dark casts shimmer of light,
The night grass soggy.
The dog still barks, moonlight glows bright.
A silloutte shadow of a black cat jumps a fence.
My heart beat intense.
Spooky images move.
My vision improves.
Owls are bad luck.
If you hear one at midnight it means someone is going to die.
Say " goodbye".

The chai latte is hot.
More of it I should have got.
The coffee house patience is taught.
At old people's house their bread rots.

This weekend it rained
Staying indoors all the time is a strain.
Being alone is a lonely pain.
Being single not the same.
As marriage is love with a name.
True love never came.
Being low class is to blame.
I am sick of the mind games.

The days are hot.
The nights are cold.
I hate this place I got.
This desert is making me old.
Ants are everywhere.
But the kidnapper & her fat son don't care.
The place reeks of ***** stench.
Filth, mold, dust, & cob webs with a broken fence.
I wish this dump would burn in flames.
The old hunch back crone & mama's boy is to blame.

This year I am gone.
Left where I did not belong.
To be hated is wrong.
I have moved on.

This place was not for me.
You people broke a part of me.
Your bad karma you can't even see.

I gave this a chance.
There was no romance.

The workplace was a disgrace.
You all will soon forget my face.

When his eyes look at me.
Through his soul I can see.
Hand in hand he is a part of me.
Two become one as we.

Charmed on his arm.
Where I belong.
Together we get along.
A commitment wouldn't be wrong.
Dedicated a sweet love song.

Gemstones sparkle in the distance.
His kiss has no resistance.
He gives a purpose to my existence.

His love I desire.
It burns like flames of fire.

My favorite colors are pink & black.
You can see it in my makeup & wardrobe.
I post the images online around the globe.
I have no secrets.
My truth has no lies.
The past no longer makes me cry.
My tears dried up through the years.
I deserve to be someones wife.
I am proud of my life.
But disgusted by where I live.

I am now 38.
Justice shouldn't be a courthouse debate.
We shouldn't have to wait.
To be successful to feel great.
Never will I ever forgive who I hate.
Hopefully I will get married before forty.
I have no self pity or a complex of "poor me".
A truth you can feel but not see.
The old lady filed a restraining order against me.
To keep me from my only family my baby.
The custody case dragged on a year & a half until never replaced maybe.
She kidnapped my child.
Portrayed me as mental & wild.
The Madge Bradley Building mediator Georgia Mansury didn't believe my story in 2006 when she took my daughter away from me & gave her to my mom.
The family courthouse should blow up like a bomb.
I know I am in her best interest.
Ariel's mom she had missed.
The town of North Clairemont in San Diego.
A place friends never go.
We went to Alcott Elementary school.
Laws can't protect the ****** from rules.
We lived at 3266 Idlewild Way.
A place I am glad we no longer stay.
True story the police said it was a low priority case.
The future can't make the past erase.
I called them 20 years later.
So the reason my mom & why I hate her.
So I hung up & said "nevermind".
Somewhere evil still exists in this place & time.
They said it would take a really long time.
A nightmare of mine.
When I was 12 & my sister was nine.
We got ***** 365 times times 4.
A stranger showed up at our door.
He had a metallic blue helmet & motorcycle.
He got us bicycles.
She never had a clue.
His execution is long overdue.
My mom moved in a pedofile.
To live with us 3 or 4 years for awhile.
I think he had been on Americas Most Wanted for escaping from a correctional facility.
Monsters like him don't get any pity.
He said if we told anyone he would **** us.
His felonies were never a bust.
Registered or unregistered.
*** offenders should never get parolled.
They should stay locked up til their dead & old.
In mexico or anywhere else children's *** is not something that should be sold.
I hated my life.
No one ever asked me to be their wife.
She bought him cartons of cigarettes & beer.
My dad she had kicked out that year.
My dad died at 81 in 2009 I told him the truth before.
How a child molestor made us his *****.
He made me carry dead fish from the tank in my hand to the toilet.
It traumatized me bit by bit.
My life has become ****.
He strangled the dog next door with his own leash.
Nobody knew about our grief.
Justice has no relief.
When he went away.
We could go out & play.
After that all new days he hadn't had his way.
My mom told me to touch his **** telling me it was okay that it was just skin.
I never did. I knew it was an illegal sin.
He whipped us with his belt for being late.
I was unsure of my future fate.
Being there was not happy or fun.
My mom bought him a gun.
Where would we go if we had run.
He spit in my cereal is the rest.
He ****** on my toothbrush I detest.
He choked my sister to death.
He ressitated her she told her teacher.
The police never knew to reach her.
1988 our lives got ruined.
The damage is congruent.
1991 was when the **** ended.
Children got sexually offended.