I Forget to remember.
I don't trust my memory.
My biography in a summary.
A little piece of me.
A person to know & see.
My words are only half heard.
My face easily forgotten.
I hadn't deserved most of what I had gotten.
You don't message me daily.
You never arrange to see me.
We have no relationship.
We never kiss on the lips.

There is no lock on the doors.
No carpet on the floors.
I want to be middle class & so much more.

The sink is always clogged.
My website is a daily blog.
My pet is not a Polly ***.
I love *** belly pigs & dogs.

From the door **** my hand smells like copper.
I am poor like a pauper.

I quit my job because I didn't want to transfer.
The two years I have been there has been a blur.
No one respects me now or before as we were.
I am friendless even though I am not perfect or pure.

Situation of inflation.
Betrayal saturates your current fate.
Destiny can no longer wait.
Your enemies deceive & hate.

Objectify a small white lie.
An unanswered why.

People & things fall apart.
Torn in half & broken hearts.

Salvage pieces to make it whole.
Satisfaction in a cereal bowl.

Truth unbelieved.
People you can't be with you leave.

Something borrowed,
today or tomorrow.
Something old,
Something bought & sold.
Something new,
Something blue.
Friends are so few.
Depression has a reason.
It can occur in any season.

Sadness is a moody feeling.
A broken heart with no healing.

I would like to get married.
Before I am dead & buried.

I know I have yet to live a life.
Regret cuts like a knife.
A metaphor to be a wife.
Not a ***** think twice.
I am too sweet & nice.
A piece of heaven have a slice.

Our lives entwine,
Through the fabrics of time.
Every fiber of your being,
Feels humanity & compassion your seeing.
World peace is more than a feeling.
Understanding well being is healing.
Evil & hatred deception is concealing.

It's like you can see mother earth in my eyes.
A worlds birth would make us cry.
Mortality says one day we will die.
Ambition lets us give success a try.
A family to never say "goodbye".
The after life you don't know why.
A past life you can't buy.
A destiny you cannot lie.
Secrets untold you can't pry.

My clone so I am not alone.
We have yet to find our home.
Nobody messages me on my phone.
No where is where we roam.
Just lounge in a tub of water & foam.

If I was an actress.
I would be a success.
On screen I would never undress.
I don't do comedy.
I don't play scrabble, twister, dominos, or monopoly.
A pie in the face is a mess.
I don't do romance.
I want no one to touch or caress.

I don't do scary.
I don't like backs that are hairy.

I don't do violence or ****.
I don't do horror that would be rude.

Life is but a dream.
A de ja vu.
You remember but aren't sure you knew.
A ghost haunted by their past, who can not stand the present, weighs heavy in silence dreaming of a hopeless future.
****** to relive & repeat a daily nightmare of solitude & neglect.
A person people forget.
Welcome to my life.
Whats in store?
But to restore a shattered & unsettling past.
Not to resurrect the bad times.
Never to press rewind.
Corruption is what you will find.
I guess it was before your time.
Maybe you can never be mine.
A curse still binds.