I am always aware of who is out there.
Who doesn't & do really care.
Stalkers that lurk & stare.
People who are loyal, honest. & fair.
Beauty in the length of your hair.
Attention, affection, protection. & correction.
Traits to have to be a good husband or a dad.

Don't ignore every *****,
Who appears fully clothed at your door.
Single & independent.
A 1 bedroom vacancy for a tenant.
My own place...
Gets us to home base.
Four decades living with "mom" what a waste.
Freedom.....you should have a taste.
Always use mouthwash & toothpaste.

If your desire is to impress people.
From the smart to the feeble.
Old, young, female, or male.
Look & smell your best so they don't bail.
You don't want relationships to get stale.
On Amazon I always order stuff through the mail.

Your eyes linger in my direction a moment too long
The feelings I feel for you are wrong.
I am thirteen years older.
You were three when I graduated high school.
Twenty years later I could be as old as your mom.
In school my senior year I never had a prom.
In class like at work I am no one anyone likes.
Even though I am straight & not a ****.
I guess to me males aren't attracted.
They treat me like waste that's been extracted.
On the phone or Facebook I am never contacted.
Disgust, loathing, & rejection is how it's reacted.
Never be someone's *****.
To scratch their needy itch.
Be the boss of yourself today & make the switch.
Work ethics were bended.
Selfishness from a user needing rides we both tended.
Charming, friendly, & admiration isn't mended.
Complaints about me is what you sended.
Enemies in the workplace who vandalized your Ford focus you befriended.
Your dark brown eyes look offended.
Toward me a favor or compliment is never lended.
Politeness & sincerity is just pretended.

Through the desert on the clouds we fly with your angel wings to carry me by.
Am I still alive or did I die?
Did my daughter or Co worker's even cry?
Since they are my only family & friends.

Death is not a free release.
It is a bump in the road or a crack in the street.
Protect life & shelter yourself from harm.
Embrace your healing with your arm.
Your a guardian from the stars & clouds.
A presence ghostly & quiet & never loud.

A luck for you as my guide.
Survival is what we tried.
A princess of the sky like royalty.
Through the stars & moon.
You glow throughout the room.
Strength & loyalty.

I am blessed with your essence.
A sweet majestic presence.
Mystical & ethical.
Miracleous & magical.
I praise your power & ability.

What rhymes with forgiveness?
Death's kiss....torment of hell's eternal bliss.
She walks beside me, my darker side.
A duel person a shadow divides.
Traveling in the same direction with a parallel flow.
My shadow like a carbon copy of my spirit.
But less transparent & hollow.
Quietly it follows.
We are a team an essence through light.
Like fog or steam the silouhette doesn't gleam.
Passing cars change it's angle.
The image abscurred & mangled.
Darkness entangles.
Creepiness chokes & strangles.
My consicous mind out of my body.
Hovers above my bed like astro projection.
In a life after your dead.
You can't escape death.
Live your life until your last breath.
Children are sacred should never die.
My daughter is precious I would give my life for her.
It doesn't matter how much you have in cash.
You can't buy back your life in dollars or cents.
Your whole life you work to pay rent.
Death is sudden, life is gone in a flash.

Dishonest & Untrue.
Breaking hearts is what you do.
The right guy is so far & few.
Commitments is not something they knew.

Who is me?
A transparency & essence you can see.
Feel & touch me you will see I am real.
My voice chooses words.
None of which you really ever heard.
Our time for you of us together is blurred.
When your drunk your speech is slurred.
Flashbacks & nightmares.
*** with people that don't truly care.

A devotion with pure emotion of promise is unfamiliar.
Cheater's mistakes are so similar.
My eyes see who you really wish to be.
To be okay, if you sleep over & stay.
Yesterday, tomorrow, & after this day.

My ears hear, the truth has no fear.
Food for the hunger.
What is for dinner? I really wonder.

I wish to avoid dying the one true mortal death.
A human woman of mankind of a mortal shell.
Captivate a miracle power to immortalize.
Thee entire living enterprise.
To seek & find eternal life.
To never die & become a wife.
A true love of happiness unbitter.
Our's is a destiny lived so much bigger.
A blessed union will deliver.

Our bodies to always be present.
A future never to resent.
A cycle to always pay rent.

To shield from death & peace never to rest.
Living each & every day.
To be free & always stay that way.
Banish death & nourish to nurture life.
Never to leave or miss.
A life immortal is holy bliss.
Never dying with a loving kiss.
A presence this earth to forever exist.
Is my only true & real wish.

I love her with my whole heart.
The old broken hunchback can never keep us apart.
My daughter is a perfect creation from the start.
A sacred soul to teach, protect & love.
Descended from heaven to dwell below from above.
Precious earthly energy, breathing & alive.

Tell me you love me & mean it.
Prove your promise with a commitment.
A husband should provide.
A privacy to hide.
Our best interest is not to go or leave.
To stay put & conceive your seed.
*** will fulfill it's need.
Calculated no mistakes.
Give what you take.
Fix what you break.

Nothing or no one is secure.
My daughter remains untouched & pure.
I don't know what I will do if any perverted, soulless, & mindless ever defiled, ***** her, or molested.
My sanity would be tested.

A cosmic joke.
What is a yoke?

Inside everybody is a miracle being.
Guardian angels are present.

People trepass through these grounds.
Rapists are all around.
These doors don't lock you will resent it.
The gates are broken.

Sometimes the universe sends us spirit guides.
To fulfill our destiny.
They appear as animals like a white horse.
Or speak to us as small children to keep us on course.