What if I said stop?
What if I said that I can't anymore???
If I turned and walked away???
If I never took your call again?

Would it matter?
Would you notice?
Would things change?

Stop....

I think of all that would mean ...
I need you more than you need me...
I wonder how long we will go on....

I may never say Stop...
I miss talking to you every day....
Your **** words echo in my heart...



Stop....

E.J.M.

Tthese edges of yours are so sharp...
I cut my hands up every time I touch you...
Maybe you'll stay this time..
Maybe, maybe it's time to wave goodbye now...
As I watch you walk away through the woods...
I have no words to say..
You glance back at me and smile...
I smile & just watch as you disappear...
I never know when you'll return...
Yet I always welcome you with open arms...
There are so many lessons to be learned from this...
If I was already gone.... would you miss me?

E.J.M.

Your beautiful mouth...
The enchanting words that escape when you're in me...
Such beautiful heartbreaking lies...
I live to hear you speak them...
I love that glazed look in your eyes and know you'd tell me anything. ..
Anything to make me happy. ..
To make us better...
I never believe them ...
But ohh that tiniest part of me adores hearing your precious mouth speak them breathing against my neck...
I could live off those words. ..
Those timeless lies...
..... I love you....
........it will be better soon....
I cling to these empty words...
Made in moments of passion...
That fade in the sun only moments later

E.J.M.

I'm made of concrete....
Firm and unbreakable....
I hold up under pressure....
Take all the weight like concrete should....
Then you touch me and I shatter like the fragilest glass....
One touch of your mouth and I'm a million pieces....
How you can break me so easily...
I'm shimmery glittery shards in your hands
I come running to be with you anywhere. ..
Only to fall to bits of sparkling glass when I'm with you...
Touch me again...
as I shatter and fly apart...
I love it when you leave me breathless and shaking...

E.J.M.

One name across the screen...
The melody I chose...
no one is going to love you like I do....
And the butterflies alight. .
That gut reaction happens every time you call
An utter stomach epiphany occurs...
I get giddy and full of butterflies...
They lay dormant inside me until I hear your voice. ..
It's like an eruption of spring. ..
Like a million yellow flowers cascading from the golden Tabebuia  tree....
And I can't stop...
Loving you

E.J.M.

This love affair was never to be...
I can't love you...
I can't allow these tears to fall...
Because he would know I cry for you....
For us and what will never be...
We live as strangers... pretending not to know eachother..
I see you and her together and wonder if she knows I'm still around...
I'm unblocked and I wonder what you or her needed to see...
were you stalking me again?
You appear as someone I might know...
I'm not sure that I do anymore...


E.J.M.

My guarded heart...
tucked safely away...
perfectly where I intended it to stay...
I promised to never feel you...
I promised to never love you..
Yet one day you held my heart in your hands..
I didn't know how...
I'm still not sure why?
How could this happen?
I let you in despite my head...
And **** this is gonna hurt like hell...
My heart went reeling...
No one caught me as I fell..
I wish I'd lose all sense of feeling...
Now I'm left here bleeding...
with nothing but pieces...
and I still want you...

Thanks for breaking my heart....

E.J.M.