a little busy
homework and work
little time for the words

how can I make time when it just happens

old people coming and going in the gym I work at

(I've seen too many naked old men to not dream of them)
I don't fantasize though

i love you sabrina, sleep tight

along the shore line

divided love
lost trust

(it wasn't worth thinking at all)

for I have sinned upon myself, not god

wondering, the abstractions I face
everyday, without turning my face

stunt double

take my place, be here now

before I shoot my face

in the morning

where it all seems to begin

24 hours to experience, then we restart
keep going
(for some reason I feel off today)

(i'm taking acid later on)
(it's refreshing working from 5am to 10am)

seize the day with your penor

chase your mind, not the external pleasures the world tries to drown you with

enjoy the sound of your ***** banging against her *****

enjoy the sounds the birds make

even if where you live, is as loud as my ****

wake up, alone

nothing to lose like everything ever owned before truth

(when you first loved, it turned me into stone)

                           (be carelessly in love)
let your "self" fall into the pits of the unknown

(can't title what I feel, but what's worth trying to understand the limitless)

little hell
without you, i tremble
trying to piece myself back together like a castle with it's own mind
except i'm not worth much

and i've accepted my nothingness in this world

it's the little things that are a big deal, in this world

status
money
drugs

make up this certain perception that makes me want to off myself

am i triggered?
or do i respond?

i...



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