alcohol
it's the devil
i swear upon my own future grave
it whispers in your ear like sin
(perhaps that's because that is it's other name)
it tells you
"i'll make you forget about what ails you, off to sleep I'll sail you"
but restless waking and sleep i'll give you, it forgets to mention
but maybe it didn't lie,
you just refused to remember it
or perhaps you did, but it was worth the temporary renderment
after night upon night of retching it's poision, the thoughts flooding back from your stomach
you remember, you always come back to your footing
and each step is little more painful than it was the night before, and you can't seem to get used to it
but please, you must remember, you must avoid the temptation,
you can overcome anything
you have overcome everything
you thought you never could
thus far
you have come this far
refuse, refuse to let alcohol, or anything else, become your end
(be it physically or emotionally)
you are worth the mending
and like a muscle
each time you exercise the discomfort
(in these terms of loving yourself, in refusing numbing these feelings, which you must remember, are a part of yourself)
it will hurt less
it will become easier
it will be worth it.