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  Sep 2014 rook
Christina Rossetti
1

My first is no proof of my second,
  Though my second's a proof of my first:
If I were my whole I should tell you
  Quite freely my best and my worst.

One clue more: if you fail to discover
  My meaning, you're blind as a mole;
But if you will frankly confess it,
  You show yourself clearly my whole.

2

My first may be the firstborn,
  The second child may be;
My second is a texture light
  And elegant to see:
My whole do those too often write
  Who are from talent free.

3

How many authors are my first!
  And I shall be so too
Unless I finish speedily
  That which I have to do.

My second is a lofty tree
  And a delicious fruit;
This in the hot-house flourishes--
  That amid rocks takes root.

My whole is an immortal queen
  Renowned in classic lore:
Her a god won without her will,
  And her a goddess bore.

4

Me you often meet
  In London's crowded street,
And merry children's voices my resting-place proclaim.
  Pictures and prose and verse
Compose me--I rehearse
  Evil and good and folly, and call each by its name.
I make men glad, and I
  Can bid their senses fly,
And festive echoes know me of Isis and of Cam.
  But give me to a friend,
And amity will end,
  Though he may have the temper and meekness of a lamb.
rook Sep 2014
streetlights
shedding darkness blinking
get on your feet

streetlights
swinging whispers, ochre
underneath slides

streetlights
weave the forests deeper
and remember
rook Sep 2014
and i started thinking that maybe
i wasn't a person
or a thought
or a wish

and i started thinking that maybe
i am nothing more than this:
a pile of bones and flesh and lacking
finesse and the sentience
that tells you someone is alive

so i started thinking that maybe i was dead
animated by some mistake
and that it was time
to fix that
error
good morning thoughts
rook Sep 2014
it's interesting
to hear them making plans
to leave me alone
to leave me behind
to leave me out

and it's interesting
to hear me agree emphatically
to hear me offer ideas
to hear me at all.
in another room in another room and they don't even know that i'm in another room
rook Sep 2014
i want to distance myself from you
i want to be that green light --
                 near yet unreachable
ignore me
pretend i'm not here
and i won't expect anything from you
(i already don't)

i don't shine as brightly as anyone else;
in truth, i am a burnt out candle
out of wax
smoking and burnt but utterly
useless
to anyone
especially myself.

i know i don't matter
the hard part is being in a group of people
pretending that you matter
when a quick glance from any outsider will illuminate the truth:
they are a group
and you are a singular you
and you do not belong

to be honest, it's hard to pinpoint the beginning
of the invisible man
when you're pretty certain no one has ever seen you
you used to try too hard
and now you don't try at all.

perhaps the most detestable fact lies in that
i can not ever truly
break away
i can not sustain myself without companionship
but i am not one who
deserves it

the invisible boy; the contradiction
don't look at me don't touch me but what i mean is please talk to me hug me but don't pay attention to me let me leave but notice when i'm gone but don't make a big deal out of it but praise me but ignore my accomplishments
rook Sep 2014
it is easier to be forgotten and to run away
than to face the fact that you're not included in a 'they'

it is simpler for a simple mind like yours to hide
than to face the fact that you are mostly cold inside

it's a painless thing to leave the crowd, the room, or even the group
than to admit to at least yourself you're in an endless loop
it's easier to deny the truth instead of being honest; because not one can use in a sentence 'you' and 'depend upon it' // i want to distance myself
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