Brianna Ki

Brianna Ki Jan 2014

How must she restrain her heart from the embrace of the one who crumbles it so casually?
So delicately her heart sifts through his hands, as he holds the parts most essential for it to beat unaided.
She has exhausted her limit, her soul’s definition.
She no longer knows her very own existence.

#heart #pain #hurt #soul #exist

Brianna Ki Mar 2011

Opposites

If you're ice, I'm fire.
You can cool my heart & freeze our desire.

If I'm the dark, you're the light.
When my world is dim, you come in & make it bright.

If you're up, I'm down.
When you see me gloomed you turned it upside down.

When you're left & I'm right.
I point you in the direction & allow you to view through my sight.

You're silver & I'm gold.
Though we don't match.
We're both stunning & beautifully bold.

Though I'm fire & you're ice.
You're left & I'm right.
You can't live your life without my sight.
& I can't live without your light

Brianna Ki Feb 2011

Last Chance

So tired of the back and fourth
To many thoughts I need to sort.
I stray here wandering lost.
My heart won't let go no matter what the cost.
I love your presence.
Hate your lies.
This is the last time.
Last chance.
Prove my doubts are truly taking a wrong glance.
I won't let you play me for a fool.
I no longer can stand being so confused.
Be real.
Be you.
But at the end of the day don't let me say we are through.

Brianna Ki Jan 2011

UnFinished

I want to fall, and know that you are near, to catch the pieces and make me complete…
I dream to gaze up at the sky only once!
…To wish for someone like you… To worry not, for you are mine…
I wonder if you’ll see me soon… or will this wait always weigh upon my heart…
I hope for my pain to end, but my heart wishes you, can you let it go?
Sometimes words cannot describe the way you make me feel…

Brianna Ki Jan 2011

This Is It

The threads of my heart have all been pulled apart and passed through the breeze you brought with your wrath of deceit…
Like feathers thrown in the air, falling, becoming part of the scenery spread like wildfire over and over, the things that were meant never to be heard part from your ears alone…
Sad how cold one person can make a room that is filled with the warm souls of those surrounding…
When I run away the scars you left are just as painful as if you were standing in my way,
Can’t you see?! Why it is so hard to see… this is what you’ve done to me...
Demanding to sleep when the pillow is stained with tears is like battling to walk a tight rope along a circus of screaming people.

Brianna Ki Jan 2011

Tragic Beauty

In the little that is done, your words can be the key.
To open up my weary heart, just to set me free.
Your eyes look right through my soul shining back in my smile

Fly away little bird; your broken wings still remain beautiful.

Brianna Ki Jan 2011

Tearing Me Apart

What is family?
Does love slip then come back?
When everything is going in the darkness is there a way back out?
If so, what? And if not what hope is there?
If everything you have ever loved is left behind, what chance, at such an age, is there to even live again?
Being cut, scarred forever.
Living with only memories that soon fade anyway,
Not living with actual being of what you hold on to so dearly.
If pictures on a wall are not the life you live, does that mean you can’t pretend?
Or do you have to live with reality?
Reality… it’s scary, but can you actually brace it, with out losing yourself to pity?
Can you actually come to know the truth without heart break and sorrow?
How?
Why?
But…
If torn apart, can you be put back together again?
Is there hope…?
Hope, what exactly is it all about?
Is hope even an option?
Can someone explain hope?
Why?
Why is why the answer to get an explanation?
Can you ever get out of the hole of darkness and why?
How…?
Is it really worth it…?
Why does this seem to be,

Tearing me apart?

June 6, 2005