Brianna Ki

Brianna Ki Jan 2011

When the light is gone and the darkness consumes,
What is there left for a poor girl to assume?
Nothing of course, that’s why she’s better left alone.
Is that what you think?
Then shame on you!
When her whole world has fallen apart
Shooting arrows, of fire through her black, cold, heart.
Doesn’t do much for her I bet,
So stop pushing her around and bringing her down.
You could just be the cause of her end.
So just STOP!!
What is the matter with you, can’t you see?
You are bringing her down to her knees!
With tears running down her cheeks like rivers flowing through the middle east.
Her pain is not your gain, so just leave her alone.
And maybe just maybe,
She’ll come around, and pay a visit to your home!

June 6, 2005 - 15 year old girl's pain

#anger #hate #pain #fights

Brianna Ki Jan 2011

Fight of this family

Why does my family feud?
Can’t they ever get along, my mom and my dad?
Can all this yelling stop?
Even though it is silent, it still hurts to hear.
Why do you have to leave?
My heart is broken, can’t you see!
Just get along with dad just get along with mom!
Can’t you see my brother’s worried!
What is the matter with you two?
Is there no love? Is there no God in your heart?
Just do something about it, there are other ways.
You can’t give up now! That’s stupid!
You’re not children you’re adults…
Family helps each other out, not fight about who is right and who is wrong!
You are both wrong can’t you see!
We need to work this out as a FAMILY…
There is some hope, please don’t give up now!
I need you all,
*With out my family,
I am nothing.

June 6, 2005

With one phrase from David Simmonds
A.K.A. Dad

#truth #pain #hope #hurt #family #divorce #fights

Brianna Ki Jan 2011

ME

Me, is not a word unknown
Me, is what I am,
Me is what I will always be…
I love
I cry,
I hurt,
I try….
So many things I wish I could say
So many things that cant be given all away…
I’m me, I can, I’ll try, but might not achieve
Accept me for me, and them for them
I just search and fail to find
What’s really deep inside…
My true identity

Me…. Miraculous, Extravagant
~Bri~

Brianna Ki Jan 2011

To Nate

To define you would merely take to
Many words to match your
Personal perfections

To explain the way I feel beside you
Makes my heart go insane

I melt into you when your lips trace my
Delicate features

To stare deeply in your eyes is like
Drowning myself in a sea with only you

You fill me with such joy and emotion
I can barely contain what feelings flow through me

When you hold me I’m held with such passion
That it hurts to let go

I never want to let you go

You have my heart in your hands…

It’s you who could choose to break it
Or take it…

To an Ex

Brianna Ki Jan 2011

Not Named

Perplexed in the days that fly,
In time, washing the cuts of the past clean.
Staring into the cracks of unopened doors waiting for my senses to explore.
Turning the lights to a dim and forgetting what you’ve ever learned.
Dissolved into your mind, your own world takes fight.
Sense of yourself, gone, past those cracked weathered doors.
Bathed in diamonds reality only dirt compared to what is real, it never really matters masked in your own world.
You sneak past what you’ve known to enter what the heart truly desires.
What your life is and where you are going, disappear and are forgotten when you explore the unknown world of your lost flowing mind.
Dotted with reality your enclosed barred thoughts prevent anyone to ****** your lost soul back safe on the other side of those sacred doors.
Flirting with desires you are stuck with imagination til your senses return to what is real.
The hardness of departure from what you want could be rewarding with those whom love you.

Brianna Ki Jan 2011

My Best Friend

I search to unearth the words that justify what you are to me.
But all I really need is to open my eyes
and look deep down and see.
That everything that I have become is how you’ve molded my heart.
It hurts to grasp the fact that we will be apart.
Like a piece of glass lost at the bottom of the sea
true friends are hard to find.
But I realize now that, that friend is you, and I’m so grateful that you are mine.
There comes a point when best friends become sisters
and that bond can never break.
Filled with truth, honesty, faith and love
A friendship only God can make
We can’t be separated for a day, how will it be for a year?

Brianna Ki Jan 2011

When Will You Ever See

When will you ever see?
What the world means to me
My mind grows deep
Pondering wildly
Awake in the midst of all the tragedies
Scared but won’t come forth
Hurt but won’t heal
My mind can twist and turn in many directions
When will you ever see?

#confused #world #lost #hurt #me #deep #see #twisted #heal