bitter lover

bitter lover 11h

i got a note in my locker,
from my ex
he's obsessed with me,
but not in the way i want
he thinks that i'm still his,
but i've found someone new
he kept trying to talk to me
but i've made my point clear
i've moved on
and i'm not thinking of him at all

18h

Darla Haven

That was before

That was before you
wanted
to do anything with us.

That was before I
trusted
you.

That was before I
trusted
anyone.

That was before I
trusted
myself.

That was when I
only trusted
the glow of my laptop in an empty room.

I guess I’m doing better know? But then why doesn’t anyone that I trust talk to me? Reach out first?

#trust #myself #laptop

bitter lover 1d

what i am not

i'm not her
i'm not good
i'm not perfect
i'm not his
i'm not a good person
i'm not happy
i'm not stable
i'm not anything

1d

Pierce

Friend

You said
You were looking for a friend
Am I
Suitable for the (boy)friend you got

It’s a play on words not a question

5d

ac

she’d burn

she’d burn to keep others warm
a heat so extreme it made her feel cold
there was no fire to keep hers ignited
she wasted her gasoline
on relationships that could never be
hoping
wondering
“when will someone strike a match for me?”

#fire #burn #warm #match

5d

girlinflames

our game

Babe
I only bring you pain—
this back and forth,
this endless yes or no.

It will never lead us
to the altar.

This is our game,
remember?

#love #heartbreak #relationships #poetry #goodbye #toxiclove