I melt
When you look at me

I melt
When you touch me

I melt
When you embrace me

I melt
When you kiss me

I melt
When you say you love me

I melt
When your near me

I melt
I mel
I me
I m
I
I
I m
I me
I mel
I melt

I am now in a puddle of love

Wipe away others tears first before my eyes cry silent tears that I try to hide and disguise so everyone thinks I’m fine....

I’m fine
But deep
Down inside
I’m hurting
Breaking
Into pieces
Like an
Unsolved puzzle
Trying to find
The missing
Piece or pieces
But
I’m fine
On the outside

I close my eyes
What do I see
I see your face
Staring back at me
No words to speak
Just looks of joy
Boy I miss you
Your laugh
Your jokes
Your grin
So much more
Thanks for visiting
It means a lot
Knowing your ok
At your final
Resting spot
You reached your hand
Out to touch mine
As you faded away
Those precious moments
We’re so divine
As I write this you came again
A singing cardinal sits above my head
Thanks for the signs you’ve been sending my way
It definitely put a smile onto my face...

It’s been a little over 24 hours since you were last here with us....
I miss your meow
I miss your cuddles
I miss you stealing my hair ties
I miss you eating plastic
I miss your pain in the **** (sometimes)
I miss you stealing chips at dinner
I miss your face
I miss your cheetah belly
I miss YOU

BINX, I hope your having a ball in heaven with your son snickers, with pops and pop pop, and all the other animals that have gone to soon...
            Love you buddy....

Are you ok?
I’m ok

Are you alright?
I’m alright

Are you fine?
I’m fine

Do you need a hug?
I need a hug

Do you need a friend?
I’ll be your friend

I am here
I’m ok
I’m alright
I’m fine
I need a hug
I need a friend
I am tired...

We all have secrets
We all have skeletons
We all have things we don’t want to admit
We all make mistakes
We all make promises
We all make break promises
We all are human
Humans have
Secrets
Skeletons
Humans make
Mistakes
Promises
Humans learns from them
Grow from them
Live from them
We are all
H
U
M
A
N

Perfectly imperfect
Practicing perfection
Prevailing premonitions
Premonitions pray
Playing psychology
Psychology poems
Poetry’s plan
Plans perfectly
Possibly improving
Poetry’s imperfect
Passing perfection
Preaching
(I’m) Perfect

Our imperfections, are what make us perfect....
(Im)perfect
Embrace your differences, your uniqueness or so called weirdness
That’s what makes you, well YOU
Say it with me....
(Im)perfect
(Im)Perfect
I’m perfect with my imperfections that make me practically perfect in every way
Head to toe
I’m proud to say
(I’M PERFECT)

What if....
The world moved slower,
Everyone was happier,
Nobody was poor,
Everyone was healthy,
Crime didn't exist,
Devastation never happened,
Everyone loved each other,
Hate was not a word,
We all were equal....
This perfect world we live in is actually imperfect...
If you look through the eyes of others, this imperfect world is the world we have all created....

Reaching for what you think is
the impossible dream
Only to find out that your dreams are never impossible...

Saying
“I’m sorry”
Isn’t a sign of weakness, but strength  

It shows that your human and you have feelings.

But saying
“I’m sorry “
Just to reconcile
Not actually meaning it
Continuing to do the same thing
Really shows a lot about your character

A little out of focus
Helps you focus in
The blurriness of the big picture
Is where the journey and dreams begin to focus in

In this lifetime
We will give a little, get a lot
We will give a little, take a lot
We will make mistakes, learn a lot
We will fail, yet grow in the process

In this lifetime
We will
Live
Love
Learn
Grow
Succeed

In this lifetime....

The moon
The sun
The stars
The sky
We all see the same ones
Just in different times
As some are sleeping
Others are waking
From around the world
Keep on praying

Still holding on to something I never knew I had yet still blaming myself for letting it slip away...

It’s not something you even want to talk about to anyone
It’s not something that you even want to ask for help with from anyone
H
E
L
L
It’s not even something you even dreamed would happen to you...

You dream of the day you get married
Have the “honeymoon “ faze
Then, start a family
Only to find out
After all these years
It doesn’t happen
It hasn’t happened
It most likely will never
H
A
P
P
E
N
Don’t speak of the feelings
Hold in your emotions
Pretend it’s not happening
But
IT IS
It’s real
Your not alone
Speak up because you never know who else is going through it
It *****
It hurts
It’s frustrating
It’s upsetting
It’s sad
It’s
I
N
F
E
R
T
I
L
I
T
Y
It’s never starting that
F
A
M
I
L
Y
You’ve always wanted and dreamed to have together

How many hero's/heroines
sacrificed and left too die
all the pain and suffering
who and what can qualify?

Stumbling over the distractions ahead
Craving for more, salivating to be fed
Improper desire for lust and love
Just as free as a flying white dove

We'll move past the bodies
abdications, cedes, and waives
saving, craving, all sensations
just trying to be
brave

But for not to be seen
Covered in red
From the human remains
The lost
The hero’s
The blood
Of the dead

Things that were
and were not
said

Still hearing the silent screams
The nightmares, the sweats
The constant reminder
The flashbacks


No way to forget, it seems
the scars the blood, and everything
like cracks and the unsealed seams
reality of, Avenger teams

A ink blot test I wasn’t expecting  to see
But to my surprise, what I saw was a little angel staring back at me...

It’s you

It’s me


Nobody else


Just us


In love

The inner child in me
Is waiting to be released
Awakened from a dormant state
Awaiting to take the leap of faith
Sleeping slumber
Arising so fast
Welcoming me
From the
Past
Life

The inner child in me
Is waiting to be released
Awakened from a dormant state
Awaiting to take the leap of faith
Sleeping slumber
Arising so fast
Welcoming me
From the
Past
Life

I’m stronger than you think...
Even if I hide my emotions out in the open like a crystal ball if you look hard enough you can see right through imagining the swirling images of my brainwaves collecting my most inner thoughts and hiding them in plain sight...

Never knew my innocence of writing as a child
Could grow into such an addiction but even more so
Therapy for myself and others around the world

To be as innocent as a child
Seeing through their eyes and not seeing the world as “wild”
Being happy as ever, giggling away
No worries in sight
Just having fun and play
To be as innocent as a child....

To see the world through the innocent eyes of a child...

No one is ever really gone because their always in our hearts

My
Smile
And
Laughter
Hides
My
Insecurities

Sometimes our insides
Don’t match the outside
Sometimes the outside
Doesn’t match the inside

You never know what someone is going through
Physically
Emotionally
Or
Mentally

Read the entirety of the book first
Before judging just what you see from the cover

Take me to the gates
Even just for a day
To take a look
Inside of your Heaven
So I know that your ok...

Inspire
Comes
From
Inspiration
And
Inspiration
Comes
From
Inspiring
Creative
Minds

The storm clouds roll in
The rain begins again
The storm is coming
But be not afraid of the storm
Because after the storm
A change is brewing
Allowing for the light to shine bright
Letting the vibrant colors of the rainbow be near in sight

It’s all about perspective and perception and finding inspiration through darkness

Fear is purpose
Purpose is trust
Trust is hope
Hope is faith
Faith is love
Love is all around...

If you fall it doesn’t mean you failed it means you become stronger, you will prevail

Don’t follow, be the leader
Don’t complain, make a change
Don’t be cocky, confidence is beautiful
Don’t be overbearing, be humble
Don’t change, stay you
Don’t fall, be strong…

I will rise
I will crash
Like the ocean waves
Coming in fast
I will never give up
I will always be strong
There’s no right answer
It’s ok to be wrong
Staying humble
But most importantly
Staying ME
Loving life
Learning and growing everyday
This is my journey
Inspirational takeaway...

When you connect with someone
Who you have never met
Face to face
But an instant connection takes place
Two beautiful souls
Miles apart
Yet the magnetic force
Link together our hearts

Am I yours
Are you mine
Sometimes distance
But hearts intertwined
Lost in time
Press rewind
Hit pause
Stop back in time
When we first kissed
Became as one
Talked for hours
Under the rising sun
Am I yours
Are you mine
Giving no distance
Because are hearts will always be
Intertwined
I am yours and you are mine
Growing old together
Until the end of time

What’s yours is mine
What’s mine is yours
The love in our hearts
Are always intertwined
That will connect us for all time

We are all intertwined like a thick rope knot yet some of our strings fray away on different paths along the way but still being connecting at the rope knot carrying the love in our hearts, knowing where we all began at the start....

We are all intertwined like a beautiful growing vine that makes an impeccable glass of wine leaving us all feeling Devine...