Delivery for you...

Here’s my black heart
                   Crying tears of blood...

Being blinded by the darkness
Like a blindfold over your eyes
Stumble and fall into a black hole
Digging your way back to the top
Trying to find the light in the darkness
Remove the blindfold
But your still in the dark
Carrying all the demons you carry upon your back

Depression
          De
             Pressed
                        Me
Black hole
Falling down
Crying for no reason
Smacking face first into the ground
Spiraling out of control
Searching for the light
Everything I touch
Seems to far out of sight
Light to darkness
Darkness to light
My life decisions
I just live in regret
Depression is real
It is not fake
One little thing will set you off
My life is a mistake
Turning tables
Drowning in tears
Uncontrollable feelings
All I’m left with is my fears
      Depression
          De
              Pressed
                         Me
This is my life
          God, just come and take me.....

Destiny lies in your own hands
You just have to believe in something
Be passionate about it
        Let it flourish
Keep it hydrated
        Never lose hope
Be brave
        Let your heart guide you
Reach for the stars
For then, your destiny will become a reality
Making all your dreams come true...

To see yourself in a different light
From all you’ve accomplished
You put up one hell of a fight

Don’t be scourged for if you fall
It’s just part of everyone’s life
After all  

Pick yourself up and dust off
Walking on the tightrope
Keeping balance
Until you rise above it all

Stressed.....

Strength
   Tenacity
       Relaxation
         Excitement
            Strong
               Self worth
                  Eagerness
                      Determination

Taking a jump to the unknown
Spiraling down the rabbit hole
Falling slowly with nothing in sight
Staying brave as I take flight
Coming to a land with my feet on the ground
I open my eyes to see what I've found
A different would that's kept secret and underground
To a fantasy of a world where no one makes a sound.

Friends come and go like a revolving door
When you least expect it
Your past will be dug up
Like founding buried treasures on X marks the spot
Memories flood back into your heart
Covering your body in chills
Taking you right back to the start

Many years have past since these memories have been brought up
Even though it ties back to sadness since your depart
You left our lives way too soon
Your smile was always as bright as the moon

Connecting puzzles pieces from your past to now
Who’d ever thought this is how it turns out
20 years ago connects your past to your present
Certainly the future friendships will grow stronger and will always last

At unexpected times people and memories will show up
Taking you back in time and filling your heart with love
Even though so much time has past
We all hold onto the amazing times and memories that we once had...
       Sometimes digging up the past
Could mend your heart
          And
         Broken friendships
             Taking you right back to the start....

My eyes dance
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
My heart flutters
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
When you look at me
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Touch me
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Whisper in my ear
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Giving me goosebumps
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Sliding it inside of me
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Making music, between the sheets
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
******* to this sick beat
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Sweet love, bodies colliding
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Juices flowing, lick it up
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Turn it up, throw me in the shower
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Call me your ***** girl
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
You want to stick it where?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
You made me a freak
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Do whatever you want to me
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Let’s go all night
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
******* me is where it’s at....
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Discouraged
               Ignorance
                 Stupidity
               fAilure
      mishaP
           disPleased
             nOgo
              dIssatisfaction
                Nonsuccess
           frusTration
                 lEtdown
                  Disappointment

Sometimes I shake my head in disbelief and ask myself
“Where did I go wrong, why me?”

My blood boils
At the sight of you
All your antics
Are just ****** up
Try to work with you
But that’s not what you want
I’m done trying being nice
To me your cold as ice
Grow up and do you job


Good riddance to you