Grasp anything sharp in my fist
Press it to your skin
                           It’s pure bliss
Bubbles of blood start to seep out
Releasing your struggles
                   and
                        Self doubt

Your eyes are deep
Your eyes are talking
I have your eyes
I have your smile
I have your confidence
I am me
You are you
But together we are blood
We are father daughter
No matter if were together or not
You are always here with me by my side
Even though we had to say goodbye
You have molded me into what I am today
For that I thank you each and everyday

Dad
I
      Love
                You

Dad
I
      Need
                  You

Dad
I
     Miss
               You

Dad
         Daddy
                      Papa Bear

I wish you were still here...

Dad was shining his light upon me today
Feeling very sad since you went away
I looked to the sky, hoping for a sign
The suns rays were shining through oh so bright
I smile and said “I love you dad”
Took a picture, I was so glad
Glad to know he was listening to me
Thinking of me
Loving me
I miss you more then words can say
But I know your watching over me everyday....

The rhythm of the musics flows through your veins
Portraying a character when you take the stage
Emote the feeling through your breathless movements
Feeling the emotion pour out of your body
****** expressions are the most beautiful thing...
Telling the story through the eyes of
                      DANCE

The fog is dense
The sky is crying
Little droplets of sadness
So dark and dreary

Find the light
Through the darkness

As I hear singing in the distance
I look up and see a cardinal
Singing sweet music to me
I found my light through the fog
And the darkness....

Fantasy of the imagination
Colorful, bright and illuminating
Awakened my darkest dreams

Is there light at the end of the tunnel?
Can you find light within the darkness?
Open your eyes and open your heart
To the darkness around you
Only to find yourself in the center of the spotlight

A dark place you may be
Add some water
Wait and see
Just because it’s dark right now
In due time, a glimmer of light
Will shine down
As you grow and bloom into something beautiful
You’ll look back and understand why
The dark place you were in was just a faze
To bring you the time you needed alone, sit back and gaze
Give you rest, build your strength and shine the light on you
When you were ready to bloom and grow...

A hand covers my mouth
As I open my eyes
My heart beats out of my chest
I’m in such surprise
Should I fight what is happening
Or just stay still
Sometimes it’s fun
But this is no thrill
I’m attacked without notice
No one is around
Should I stay try and scream
Or fall slowly to the ground
I don’t know what is happening
I feel so helpless....

I come to realize
I am actually alone
Panic attack happening
What the **** is going on?
Dripping in sweat
Hot as hell
Silent screams as I try and yell
Cold dark room is what I feel
I look around hear or see nothing but

DEAD SILENCE...

Panic attacks are real
You feel someone or something there
But you have the struggle of you alone
Sometimes they are just too hard to bare

I personally didn’t know you, But so many did
Maybe not on a personal level, your smile was sure off the grid
Your crafty items you sold to many
Unbeknownst to many, it’s how you made a living
You didn’t have a house or a place to call home
But you had your daily tea made with love to give you a go
Unfortunately your life was cut short but that’s ok
God needed a crafty angel to brighten up his way
To heaven you were called to shed light upon the angels
You will never be forgotten to all who came across your joyful spirit
May you Rest In Peace, dear Liz, and let your soul be at peace.

Galavanting through the day

Rolling our eyes along the way

Walk away to compose yourself

Take a deep breath in and out

At the end of the day

Go home relax and pray

For a better day

Then the one today

For my hardships I have

Are nothing compared to others

At least Im here

To see another day...