Drink me
  Just forget
     Numb the pain
        Have no regrets
           Feel the warmth
              As it touches your lips
                 Escaping your problems
                    From the first and final sip
Drowning your sorrows
Filling the void
Of fears and sadness
You just can’t avoid
         Eyes turn into a kaleidoscope
             Blurring your vision
                Feeling warm and fuzzy
Drink me down
As we run from our feelings
Having a night on the town
                 Escaping reality
                     Where we truly will be found

Break down the walls and try to let go, its the best for you to say goodbye and not hello...

One year writing poetry on this site.....

Couldn’t be happier

Thank you to everyone who I’ve connected with in this past year.

Lost in your words
  When you whisper into my ear
            “I love you baby”
Is maxed out in volume
        But only we two can hear

When people say
“They have taken an interest in your writings”
But actually don’t care and kind of make fun of you....
Maybe I’m not that good
Maybe I should just stop writing
Do I even make sense?
Am I even on the level of most of you here?
Ever feel this way?
Well I DO!
But you know what?

I DON’T CARE!
I do this for me
I love what I do
I have got a lot of great feedback and I feel I have grown tremendously
Again, I state... I write real, raw and mostly unedited writings.
Real
Fiction
Fantasy
Or just because
ITS ME AND MY OWN WORDS
Thank you all from the bottom of my heart for all your comments, likes, reposts and all my writings that have and or will be trending.
It means the world to me...

I will never stop writing!

Hello poetry
Has helped me find
Myself in ways
I never knew existed

All the support
All the love
From all of you
Who helped me rise above

I have written poetry for many years
But for a short time being here
I’ve grown and learned so much
For just over a year

Almost 700 poems or writes
You have all push me with all my might
Some short
    Some long
       Some fiction
          Some real
But all from the heart

Hello poetry has helped me find me
Pull my own words outside of head
From the bottom of my heart
I thank all of you
For your non judgment and your constant support

Today
           Tomorrow
                  Next Week
  One Month
            One Year
                 Five Years....
From Now....

You could be in a completely different place....

Keep driving and focusing more on your life
       Each and every second...
             Since each and every second...
                         COUNTS

Rip out your heart
Wear it on your sleeve
The past in in the past
Where it is meant to be

No regrets
Left in your mind
Everything happens for a reason
In what some say, due time..

Please
STOP
No
Don’t do that
I want to
Not now!
Yes
PLEASE
Let me alone!
Should I?
Maybe?
I can’t!
STOOPPPP!!!!!

           With these voices in my head.....

All I am to you
Is an endless money pit
Giving me no respect
But you don’t give a ****
Your 41 but act like a brat
I think it’s time to grow up
And that’s a fact

You have your own family
But I support them too
I have raised my family
I shouldn’t be raising yours too

My stress level is high
Because of YOU
Grow the hell up
Because I’m sick and tired of always supporting my grandkids and
                    YOU

She tries to stay positive and spread the joy
But, sometimes, she reaches her breaking point
A volcano of emotions that’s ready to erupt
The mind games of the world need to stop

As she lets her tears flow down her face
Releasing the frustrations and the pain
Allowing herself to feel some sort of grace
Yet, still shackled up in the emotional chains

Trusting the process is the hardest game
Difficult roads of lost ways
Wandering through the doubtful life
Always coming up short, is it worth the fight

This time of doubt will turn out
Life is all about the ups and downs
Plant your feel firmly on the ground
Deep breath in, deep breath out

Your breaking point has been reached
The eruption time has now passed
Get back out there with your head up high
Life is a journey of imagination in hindsight…

Writers block
I don’t know what to say
Trying to put words together
It makes no sense, no way
Trying to think of things....( oh look
Something shiny)
A bird just flew past
**** there are bees (I hope I don’t get stung)
A loud motorcycle
Police car flying past
I should get to work but so much on my mind
When I try and write I can’t figure out what to say
Let’s just take a break and it will come to me during the day
The weather is nice but a storm may hit
I just want to go home and sit
For now I will work for a 13 hour shift
Check back later for a write and I hope that it won’t be a dis(appointment)

This is what happens when I “try” and write and just don’t let it happen

April fools day
Is not the day to prank your family and saying your having a ba-by (baby)
If you wanted the attention
It’s now on you
But for all the wrong reasons
As you angered many people too
It may be “funny” to some but hurts for others
Especially when there are so many that wishes it would come true
Think before you play
An April fools joke
Pranking that your pregnant isn’t a joke
When there are so many out there that can’t have children
And that is no joke....

Close the book
Put it away on the shelf
Don’t pull it out
Unless you want to revert back
To your old self

Change is hard
No one said it was easy
Take a few steps forward
Even if your unsettled and queasy

Put your faith in yourself
Trust your heart
Always be brave
If so, your doing your part...

When our wedding song comes on the radio
No matter where we are
What we are doing
Or who’s around
We stop
Start dancing
Kiss and say I love you...
Slip back in time to our first dance as
Husband and Wife...
God Bless the Broken Road....
....that led me straight to YOU

Here comes the lies
Spewing out of your mouth
Backpedaling with confusion
Hand on chest
“No! Not me”
“I never said that”
Rolling her eyes
With such disbelief and surprise
We catch you red handed
Why do you continue to lie
Own up to your mistakes
That’s it’s I’m done...
GOODBYE!

Destiny lies in your own hands
You just have to believe in something
Be passionate about it
        Let it flourish
Keep it hydrated
        Never lose hope
Be brave
        Let your heart guide you
Reach for the stars
For then, your destiny will become a reality
Making all your dreams come true...

There is a storm brewing in my head
In my heart
In my soul

The wall is caving in
Crumbling down
Soon it will fall

Being vulnerable
Oh so quite and meek
May stir the storm
Or cause it to become weak

Weakness isn’t a bad thing
It makes you stronger
The calm before the storm
May be brewing for just a little longer

I love you
More the you know
As flowers need water to grow
I need you more then you know
You are my heart beat in every way
The blood that runs through my veins
Keep me levelheaded and sane
I can’t imagine my life about you
I need you more then you will ever know...

That was an intense storm
Wind was whipping
Snowing fell huge and heavy
Rain poured down

Power line falling
Trees literally uprooted
Power flickering
Leaving many in the dark and cold

Roads turned to straight ice
Many places and city’s closed down
People finding other places to stay for the night

As the storm ragged on
We all bared through
Cleanup begins
As we all get back on our feet

Winter is not over yet
Another storm on the watch
I’m so done with winter
When will this rage of storms stop!