Last day today
Saying goodbye won't be easy
how much time will I need to sacrifice
to be with you again

tomorrow will be a cold day
and December won't be lovely
without you here by my side
..until we meet again

crush kita, alam mo ba?
mapansin mo naman sana
gusto kitang yakapin
ayoko lang aminin

pasulpot sulpot ka lang
pagkausap ka laging ang oras ay kulang
pero sa bawat minuto ako'y nalilibang
hindi mo lang alam malapit ng mabuang

unang kita ako'y natulala
naglakas loob na ika'y makilala
minsan lang naging sigurado
sa desisyon kong to

buhok mo'y nakakabighani
mata mo'y napakabayani
ilong mo'y nakakaaning
ngiti mo'y parang bituing nagniningning

puso ko'y parang sasabog
pag ang fb chat ko'y tumunog
ako'y nanghihinayang
sa picture nating nasayang

isa lang ang gusto ko
ang masabi sayo lahat to

If I could just go back in time
where sweet smiles are revealing our face
where laughter and sweet moments are surrounding the entire space
where nobody but our silhouettes walking across the road of existence.


If I could just rewind and start over again
where I'm free to hold your hand
where I'm free to wrap my arms around you
where we can count years together


I could've made those times perfect
I should have made the best I could to make the smile last

Bakit nga ba kailangan magplano?
kailangan isipin ang kinabukasan
problemahin ang mga susunod na araw

Bakit kailangan tayong pahirapan?
kung mga bagay na naisip mo para sa hinaharap
ay pwedeng magbago at maglaho na lamang
  
Bakit hindi na lang gawing simple ang buhay?
kung san walang hinanakit at paligsahan
at tanging saya ang nararamdaman

Hwag ng magisip
palayain ang mga sarili
sa problemang walang humpay
tara't sumabay na lang sa agos ng buhay

faith faith give me faith..

She always let her down
she always lose hope
she always wear a mask

it isn't that easy
it isn't just one snap away

it's hard
she makes it hard for herself
she lets herself drown
so down..

fear surrounds me..

JUST FEAR
ONLY FEAR
**** FEAR

love isn't really a game
but i played it and I enjoyed it
I felt the happiness and he felt the same
I fell inlove, I admit
Everyday we're both in flame

He loves me so much
and I love him back
He misses me so very much
and I smiled back
love is in the air but there isn't much

The game was over because love became real
then I was surrounded by fear
Saying 'I love you' is the same as not feeling like eating a meal
I can't do anything, just burst into tears
I can't even understand my feelings, for real

Love became lame
and I started asking questions
I felt pity and also shame
I broke his heart like he was fired by a cannon
I've hurt him then suddenly I felt the heavy rain

I cried and I've been hurt with the same reason
I didn't learn from my mistakes
I've brought him so much pain just like drinking a poison
We've both end up having heartaches
coz love, I thought at first was a game.

It's already dawn but my eyes won't close
Waiting for the reason of this unsleepy eyes of mine
I keep thinking about the message that hurt me like the thorns of rose
It's really painful, I can't pretend that I'm happy and fine

Mr. Negative keeps knocking on the other side of my mind
Telling me lots of negative ****
The other side of me is asking so many Why's and signs
I hope this is not real I hope it's just a myth

I don't know what to feel
If I should feel the anger or sadness or don't feel anything at all
I don't know what to think
It's like guessing which way to go inside a maze

One thing I learned today
That even if you're so happy
A word can break you and hurts you like sting rays
A summer's day can turn into a cold freezing night in may

If this will end soon
I don't know what will happen
I wouldn't just think of 'Ifs' and be calm in my room
Listen to songs and write poems and wait until the end