I don't trust you even if I do love you
You always say everything will be okay
Even if you say the most touching words in the world I won't believe you
Coz whatever point of view I may look, only lies will portray

I respect you coz you are the superior
But I’m mad at you coz you’re taking advantage of it
You tell this, you tell that, you all got the power
But in my mind I know all of those words you utter are full of ****

I don’t want to listen to you anymore
Or even hear your voice asking how am I doing
I’m glad that you’re far away from home
I’m mad coz I know you’re happy flirting

I know these words of mine is very impolite
But I can’t hide it anymore
I would like to thank you for still being there
And say ******* for still hurting my mom more and more

it breaks my heart whenever I hear your name
it doubles my heart beat whenever I see unexpected messages from someone else
it makes me sick whenever I think of those perfect times with you

it gives me a hard time deleting all of your messages in my inbox
it brings sadness to my face whenever I see the pictures from the past
it annoys me whenever my phone beeps assuming it's you only to find out it's someone else

it irritates me because I can't learn from my lessons
it leaves questions in my mind that I really can't find answers
it bothers me everyday.. Why do these things always happen to me?

adored you in just a blink of an eye
no hesitations of getting to know you

admires your smile just like a flying butterfly
no imitations can take away the smile off of you

Seeing you stops the world I'm living
laughing with you seems like I'm in paradise
joking around makes the world go round
liking you and liking me back is just the perfect feeling

attached with your sense of humor
no comparisons can be made

appreciates the simple things you do
no decisions of keeping you out of my head