We carry on our daily roles
We breath the air
Control our goals
And yet I wonder if we do care
Our world is broken
In despair  

I watch the news  
It's bitter taste
All this anger
All this rage
No food to feed the poor and needy
Bankers bonus  
Hungry
Greedy  

Fighting over dust of land
Politicians killing grand
All because a dollar bill
Yen or sterling
All gods will

Blankets hidden
Cold go shiver
Fine the starving
Feed the killer

I believe we've come to far
The world is broken
Self the harm
The world is broken
I'm in tears
Ive seen the future
This my fear

Note ....Having watched the news tonight I am completely broken,canceled children's operations in my own back yard ,fighting in Syria,bankers gambling our pensions away,bedroom tax,sanctions for those most in need of food ,profits for big business while the poor go unfed,police soldiers and yes big brother watching us.
Why do we allow such countries to fight,is it not the people that suffer,why do we allow the likes of North Korea,why do we allow the likes of America to treat their poor as so yet spend so much on warfare.Why do we treat our elderly so awful in the UK.
Why ???
Why ???
Why ???

Because The World is Broken .....

Friday was the day that I saw them stare
that look that lost lost fear
they came up of the fields and climbed out from their vans
the lost and lonely people working with their hands

their look was so apparent a stare that meant so much
that lost and lonely feeling of fightin loosing touch
i,d seen that look some time aback ..miners clocking off
that stare into the distance of a failure amongst the fatal dust

their hands just dropped beside them ,big yet rough as stone
hurting from the dampness.. working to the bone
that stare stayed still around them
imprinted on my mind
a worker so important... yet lost to depths of time

They still dont get it ..said brain to mouth
the fools ..the muppets ..no nounse about
its in ya head and bursting out
true tanlent awaits ..and waits not loud

Frustration fueling health and pain
mounting ,loosing and none to gain
another bill amounts inside
another wager festers wide

So call to all and all to one
I still do fight as fight goes on
I aint so over yet I feel
life is treating me not real

last night i thought my hell was alive and very well
parked in a place that really really smelled
but as I sat there eatin pies and peas
I lokked over me shoulder and changed my very grief

soilders sitting ...having just a brew
no doubting about what they must do
all kitted out in sand style so hostile grounds to be
we pray and wish a safe and happy return

So next time i feel so hard done
so grief and derg inside
i,ll stare out to the sunlight and veiw the other side
be safe my friends be safe
as we stand by your side

Eyes glazed through tears as he looked out through his steel trees
his sorrow held for his friends outside ..they knew no other world
Their sadness still with him as his friends looked in
they tweeted an ache a longing to be there..
in the warmth of his house
in the safety of his nest...
They knew no other world as their voices wept

His master sat beside him knitting another jumper for the new born
sing birdy sing she said sing birdy sing ...
the bird sand a song of beauty ...sweet music to her ears
He knew his place on earth ..this place in heaven

It is my ink inlaid with blood that I do write from my heart,I fear not what lays before me I fear not what walls my quill may break. I need no shame in what I write nor feel as my writing will and shall remain so from me and my heart My sword is sharp,sharper than any steel for I need no threat to obtain my feelings,no anger in my voice for only in your mind will I blossom and win the war within ....the peace shall be my Eden

Down the entry ..up we ran
Fighting ,shouting, laughing cans
Days of old where nothing mattered
Play outside until ya shattered

Knock on doors and make a scarper
Light a banger .. could n be dafter
Chase ya mates on bikes all rusty
Pulling wheelies ...fetching plasters

Build a den from scraps of wood
Hide for ages till its grub
Bottles sought to take to shop
Swap for sweeties gobs that stop

Not a phone nor worried sight
When you turn up late at night
Eat ya nosh see Kojak chase
Fire lit ya in dads place

Jimmy's on all snuggled in
flick 3 channels theres nothing on  
Of to bed with ***** feet
Only bath time once a week

the ticking time ...shys away from real truth
that the moment is gone along with our youth
never to be had
no looking back
wishing it all again

the time we knew,,worlds now apart
yet wishing i spoke those words
hoping i said those thoughts
thinking im lost ..whatever the cost ..all hurt

the ticking time passed me by without a care in the world
straight through me as i blinked ..devouring like a drink
left so thirsty and alone .....all alone and so quiet
time passes by and youth becomes the past
when its time its our time to meet
memories now oblique..
time done its deed

Time to waste as time flies by
wonder what the future lies
wasting time just on me ***
waiting for the time no fun

Click the clock as time watch by
wonder when my time is nigh
wishing time to pass the time
time please slip....slip on bye!!

Time to fly and leave me high
come on please why oh why
nearly there so soon be right
time to pass on to the night

There are times in your life
When
You need to change the future
Need to look the past
Need to think
Of all the good inside
Forget the world thats bad

Time to take a different corner
Time to rest the soul
Beat the horror's in your head
Throw away those goals

Time is short and precious
Be it all the time
Once your past is through
This life
You'll look on back to why

So take some time this
Time
See your family
Smile
Love them all you
Can
Hug them It's a
Feeling
This time is in your
Hand's

why do I feel so empty and why do I feel so low
is earth about to fall apart is life so through and through
have birds stopped singing lullabys has sun gone in for good
time will be the telling point
time to move to hell

will it be so better being underground
dark amongst the devils ..breathing deathly charms
heat from all souls on fire stoaking all their sins
maybe best I dont look down repeateth all my sins

time I looked into the sky and held my head up high
time to fight the fire burn ..fight it with my life
time i blessed the earthy good so rich and close to me
time i lived a brand new life
a life a time be free

So so tired this mornings of mornings
so so sleepy today
oh so tired of yawning this morning
oh what long old day

awake yet so sleepy ..i cant understand
i slept like a baby and early so sad
but heavy lids are pulling me down
to sleepy ead and snoozy again and again
tired so tired of yawning around

I tried lots of coffee and food i ate plenty
but tired is a feeling that tired all the time
to wake so afresh and happy would i
as soon as my tire some would go underground

Can feel it creepin ..taking over... the tiredness driftin me to bed
wanting sleepin so sleepy over...luring dreams for me to have
the sleepin yearns me.. holds me tight..makes me warming bed so right

Dont you ever get tired
Tired of this day and last night
Tired of drinking coffee made from the gravy of a cows ****
Or tired from the vile armpits plastered in your face on the tube

I get tired
Tired of drivers that try and cut me in two like their scissors or something
Tired of so called men in cars with big exhausts and white vests parking in A disabled bay or parent and child when they are by themselves

I get tired too
Tired of all the fake news on the tv about a failed pop star loosening their Clothes whilst kids around the world starve
Tired of politicians telling me how much better off I am than i was 5 years Ago ....really !!!

Tiring aint it
Tired of people always moaning yet seeing them never take a step to Change their life's
Tired of the world in debt to itself from this so called money that doesn't Even exist
I'm tired of all this

Why cant we live together
Why do we do such harm
I want to live in heavens eyes
I want to live the land

Why do we fight for dusty tracks
Such evils are not born
It's time for us to change our rights
I'm tired of all this harm

So tired

Words said yet my ears stay closed
In fear of questions that
Leave me
Scared to death inside
Today could have been better

Sing for tomorrow cos today
is nearly done
Lets sing now for the future
Feel my past has haunted
Gone .......

Watched the sounds appear
Be failed to take the note
Another date in future pure dread
I've lost the vote
She mouthed another meeting
In lost Im outa time

Sing for tomorrow cos today
is nearly done
Lets sing now for the future
Feel my past has haunted
Gone .......

Time to close my eyes
Sleep not wanted
Not tonight
Not ever
Today could have been better

Today is being good today
and I knew the reason why
had this feeling in my bones they say
can you tell me why oh why
today is being good today
today is being good

saw a rabbit reach the other side
was that the reason say  
passed the slither of the moon at dawn
as I saw it make a smile
today is being good today
today is being good  

passed a cat as black as black
as it crossed my very path
felt the sun warm me in my heart
wow I feel the love
today is being good today
today is being good

so am sharing all my vibes with you  
enjoy this very day
cos today is being good today
for me ..but .....especially for you

I wake and yet its today ..a day of wantin away
Tomorro I dont want to hear ...a fear a shiver... a spear
a death I so not want to see yet death was so close i could flee

He died yet is so part of me.. a pappa.. a dad ..a gentry
my rock my heart so I miss ...his sound vice and so smile a bliss
never hatin or questioning my..just a love.. a heart so inside

So dad that I miss ever more
I remember your sound and cant help the tears I still tore
you said that you were ok ..yet death was a second away
tomorro does bring you afore my love..oh my rock my ....
PAPPA!!

Should day become tomorrow
A day that I should die
Would life upon this planet care
Would people laugh or cry

Would time go on un-noticed
Would people hold their breath
I very much so doubt it
My life now sudden death

Do flags get flown because I'm out
and nearly 6ft down
I very much do worry not
I bet no sudden frowns

My life is that a tiny ant
That ****!!
No longer there
I bet a younger ant like me
Be ready that I fear

In times gone past we hasten had
forgotten all our pals
Remembering of the dead we know
Yet someone filled their souls

Will we become a memory fad
That people just don't share
A stone inside a churches yard
Bare of It's love and care

My death will go so no one sees
a grief of family life
My friends
My love and closest ones
will say a last goodbye

Some time will heal those
wounded souls
Yet time will fade away
Leaving just a dusty stone
Crumbling day by day

Vanilla fog filled my body
A taste quite sweet yet its bitter pill
burned my mouth
Hurt my body
Stung my eyes

In the dark no mercy for the good
No way out for the end
Too young to die
Too young to fly
See a wronged goodbye

A journey to far
Be his bright shining star
As wings carry him high
For a friend in he lives

Burn so the pain in hearts
close to him
Sad for the sorrow
A missed goodbye grin

Crying not over for a loss
still so raw
Bitter and twisted for the road
Dam the fall
Heaven is a place
Be a knock on his door

Looking around I see the faces of broken men
bore into the dredge of life
on a train going nowhere and nowhere too go
sitting waiting for the next stop
a life thats broken
broken of will

a shout goes out its their number up
time to move on now
make room for another drudge
I see in their eyes a look understood
a nod of acceptence
a mirrored tip
my life on the train now ..
time to get off

I feel the cold
The cold within
Fighting
Biting
A painless din

Creeping slowly
Yet full of speed
The coldness claws
My feet retreat

Mind full of emptiness
Yet spinning
Grasping
Past a faultless youth
Forgotten

Hurt inside
No pain to show
Oh I feel the cold
Can you feel its glow  

See the redness of rage
Feel it's anger
Burn you out
To a disaster

I'm the mad old fool
Itching for the real truth
Be my age
In my youth

it started out so well
no day of loving hell
until i saw the lights then life changed...
breakout hell

I thought it was a plane
until it turned again
it changed my view on life as it came in for the dive...
life did flash on by

it flew right over me
something i had seen
explain i could not do it a madness in my eyes
a shiver down my spine

a ufo you say
a look of crazy ..bless the day
but i know what i saw an end to all the norm
new life for them ...explore

light fades as new beauty appears
twinkles of nature bring life to a darkness
birds fly for their last meal til light
set a song for the evening a sign all is calm

yet I fear such a night as all sounds fall out loud
no sight to be seen by sees a shivery spine
a twit from a twoo just makes it seem worse
a dog barks a distance a maddening verse

I want to be home where the doors are all closed
away from the outside and into a warm
I fear that the ghost of said past will haunt me
unless I run home fast and hide until dawn

sun so shining yet feeling oh so cold
winter lining still has its hold
teeth that do chatter to shiver through my bones
see my air be breathing ..god its ****** cold
wind that be blowing round my little home
summer hurry up i want it hot not cold

............................


sun so shining yet feeling oh so cold
feel the finger of the ice man grappling ..grabbing hold ..
winters lining still out there not giving up the ghost
wanting ,freezing life.. still freeze me to the bone
teeth that do chatter ....no sound that says hello
they click and do clatter no stopping in this cold
see my breath be breathing...crystals in the air
******* warm from in me chilling me i fear
wind doth blow right round me even in my home
get the fire burning oh my god its cold